DIVINE ANUBHAVS
JAIPUR DARSHAN-I Hari Om As I checked out, everyone on this group is doing his bit of seva, so by the grace of Pujya Guru. Dev one thought crossed my mind that I should post some anubhavs of Guru. Dev. Ji's holy darshan which I have witnessed and believe me, each of these darshans are like Guru. Dev in poorna mauj and my tongue can't describe it but I know you all can understand it, as rightly said, it's like Goonge kaa Gud (a dumb man's jaggery) like a dumb can't explain what is sweetness of jaggery, only you have to taste it to feel it, the same way I'm doing my bit but Pujya Guru. Dev ki us masti ko shabdon me bayan karna sambhav hi nahin hain. Om Gam Ganpataye Namah Om Shri Sadguru Parmatmane Namah OM OM OM
JAIPUR DARSHAN-I We all went to Jaipur when Guru. Dev was in ekant in Jaipur ashram in the month of Aug’ 05 for getting satsang for Gurgaon. We all waited till evening and at 5. 35 PM in the evening Guru. Dev came, but not towards us, HE went directly towards the cow that was tied in one corner of ashram. Bapu. Ji fed the cow with grass aur apne hathon se gau kee peeth ko sehlane lage. Itne mein ashramwasi ek aur gau aur uske bachde ko bhi le aaye, Guru. Dev ne apni karuna kripa un teenon gau par barsai, hadd to tab hui jab Guru. Dev apni chadar se gau ko ragad kar saaf kar rahe the. Us samay to aisa prateet ho raha tha jaise sakshat Bhagwan Krishan gau k sath khel rahein ho. Mere Guru. Dev aisi leela karte hain ki unka andaj. . . . lajawab hain, I'm not finding words to explain that, neither am I in a postion to explain that. After that Guru. Dev went back to his kutia and asked ashram sadhaks to get the cows in. Everyone was turned out of kutia. Only the cows and Guru. Dev were in the kutia and Govind bhai (Bapu. Ji's security person) was sitting at the gate. One thing I forgot to mention that while returning to kutia the calf started running behind Bapu like the calfs used to do with Lord Krishna and at that moment Guru. Dev’s paduka got stuck in wet mud, HE left HIS paduka over there and started walking bare foot, Dinesh bhai came running with Guru. Dev's other pair of slippers.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-I After spending around half hour with cows Guru. Dev came out in the pandal, sat on the chair and in his mauj talked to us. I'll tell about that in another mail. One more thing, the night before, Guru. Dev did chowki of ashram as everyone was asleep in ashram, Guru. Dev remained awake till wee hours of the morning and did chowki of ashram, I'll tell about that later, how Guru. Dev Himself told all this to us. Hey Pyare Guru. Dev agar kuch trutiyan reh gayi ho to shama karnaa. I had to edit some portions of this as those were my feelings and I couldn’t dare write all that as that's some secret between me and Guru. Dev. Manish Kalra
JAIPUR DARSHAN-II Hari Om Param Pujya Guru. Dev k charnon mein koti vandan. Jaipur darshan contd: When Guru. Dev came to pandal, the ladies started making noise. Guru. Dev had come after doing evening sandhya, so he was in his Own. Self and seeing all the ladies making noise, went back. After 10 minutes Bapu. Ji came back (baahar se kathor dikhte hue bhi Guru kaa hriday ander se phool k tarah komal hota hee hain), sat on a chair. On the table in front of HIM was a rose garland, some flowers, a small silver box with chandan in it (some sadhak had kept that for Guru. Dev) Guru. Dev said, Main samiti se milne ke liye aaya hoon, badi door se aaye hain ye log. Kaun kaun si samiti hain. Samitis of a few cities stood up. Guru. Dev said “Ek ek karke batao, kaun kya karta hain” while pointing towards Gurgaon samiti. Our pradhan started speaking with Guru. Dev 's aagya and the rest of members also told about themselves. I was hesitating a bit as I was not able to gain courage to open my mouth in front of Poorna Brahma. I was spell bound. Guru. Dev looked at me and said "Ab bache hue log bhi apne baare mein jaldi bata do, and the Gurukripa, I was the only one left, Guru. Dev was looking at me only. I told about myself, Guru. Dev talked to me for 1 more minute about something and then started asking about other samitis, we became selfish and as Guru. Dev once had said that Gurgaon will get poonam satsang so we requested Guru. Dev for four day satsang and give rakshabandhan poonam in Gurgaon. Guru. Dev said nothing and started talking to other samitis.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-II A person from Dadri samiti stood up and prayed to Guru. Dev for Guru. Dev’s satsang in Dadri, Guru. Dev said laughingly, satsang thoda muskil hain hum ho ke nikal jayenge. At which the saem person who used to work in UAE and stayed in Dadri, prayed again. Bapu. Ji listened to other samitis also. And then Guru. Dev started kirtan and took all of us in dhyan on bansi, on the Omkar kirtan. After around 15 -20 minutes, everyone was in a deep silence and Guru. Dev breaking the silence started talking to ladies and enquired how much did they spent coming to ashram, some said Rs. 100, some said Rs. 150. at which Guru. Dev said not to spend that much and asked them not to come the next day. Guru. Dev at one point also said that ladies should come to ashram on Thursdays and Sundays, as it's not possible for them to come everyday. Guru. Dev further said even when he is in ekant, they should come only on Thursdays and Sundays and then said launghingly that koee na koee Guruvaar ya Ravivar to pad hi jayega, aur aapko darhsan bhi ho jayenge. During all this mobile of a person from Gurgaon rang and Guru. Dev said “Mobile jabt kar lo, 6 mahine baad de dena par savdhan, koi mobile ka istemal na karen, agar kisi ne is dauran ek call bhi ki to 100 rupye ka jurmana and later after 10 minutes said ek call ka 10 rupye aur usse jyada ka 100 rupya. Fir bole ki sim ise de do aur handset rakho. Satsang mein vighn ki saja hain. I was just looking at Guru. Dev’s lilaas and smiling in my heart, seeing all this, what happened after is more intersting and shows how Guru. Dev plans for his sadhakas.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-II Guudev then started giving dates to samitis and gave half day satsang to Dadri, at which one person from Dadri spoke up, Guru. Dev Sunday ko satsang de dijiye, bahut public aa payegi at which Guru. Dev showed a bit of narajgi and said Sunday ko satsang chahiye, to yeh satsang cancel aur 10 saal baad aana. At which all of us started praying to Guru. Dev not to say this but only HE knows what he has in his mind. Guru. Dev didn’t cancel the satsang but HE wanted to tell us a important thing, I apologise i don’t remember exact wording but Guru. Dev meant, Guru ke samne maryada ka ullanghan nahin karna chahiye aur Guru jo kripa kar k de dein usme hi santosh karna chahiye. The person who said all this was scared but Guru. Dev to kripa ke sindhu hain. Unhone us vyakti se poocha, kya karta hain, he had some business of grains in Anaj mandi somewhere, at which Guru. Dev said, that's why you talked like this. And then Guru. Dev started asking him rates of various grains like jau, bajra etc… for cows in gaushala. After that Guru. Dev asked people from Jaipur " Abhi hum ekant mein hain, phir bhi itni bhid ho gayi hain, kisi ne kisi ko nahin bataya ki Bapu yahan hai" Bapu. Ji further said jokingly “Kal itwar hai, kal itwar ka satsang hoga, kisi ko mat batana phir bhi sabko pata lag jata hain, sab doosro ko kehte hain - Bapu ekant mein hain, kisi ko mat batana, aur aise hi sabko pata lag jata hai lekin koi kisi ko nahin batata.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-II (I don’t exactly remember at which point Guru. Dev said this in start or in the end so I apologise) Guru. Dev said to Gurgaon samiti pradhan Abhi barish hain, Janmasthmi ke baad satsang de to, at which Gurgaon pradhan said - Guru. Dev apke satsang mein to Indra dev to aate hi hain, sabko pata hain, vyavastha ho jayegi. Gurudev karne wale to aap hain, hum to nimit matra hain. And Guru. Dev started laughing and later said - Bhagwan Krishna ne bhi Arjun ko nimit banaya tha aur Arjun ne kaurvan ko mara tha, ab dekhte hain aap kisko marte hain. And then said "Dekhenge, aapko bata denge, and Guru. Dev further said - “ Jis chiz ke beech aa jaye raat wo poori nahin hoti baat" Guru. Dev said – aap abhi nikloge, pahunchne se pehle aapko pata lag jayega. Guru. Dev was in pandal till about 9 PM and at around 12 midnight, when were on the way back to Gurgaon we got a call from Dinesh bhai that Guru. Dev had given us 4 day satsang and poonam, for 4 day programme. And you won’t believe when Guru. Dev came to Gurgaon, HE gave mantra for rains and it rained so heavily that we had to get firetenders and JCB's in service to drain out all the water that filled the satsang pandal and ground all the Gurgaon people accepted that rains had come only after Guru. Dev came and that was printed in local newspapers the very next day also.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-II Around the end when Guru. Dev was about to go , the person from Gurgaon whose mobile was taken away prayed to Guru. Dev that his business was dependent on his mobile at which Guru. Dev said thik hain lekin vighna ke paap se aise to nahin chootoge and after thinking a bit said, Teen Din yahan par Gau charayo aur gau ki seva karo at which the person said, Guru. Dev mein Gurgaon se hoon aur aapka wahan bhi program hai to wahan bhi meri seva hai, aap agya karein, mein kya karoon, he said clearing everything before Guru. Dev. Hearing this Guru. Dev said - Gurgaon se ho and started laughing for 2 -3 minutes and asked him to setup a pyau for 3 days during satsang. (Guru. Dev kaise tarikon se karam bandhan se chudwa dete hain, pyao ki seva karwake Guru. Dev ne jane un bhai ki kin karmon ko kat diya) Gurukripa jo hoye to, shooli kanta ho jaye. Guru. Dev kee bate karne mein ya unki bare mein likne mein samarth na hote hue bhi vani rukti nahin aur type karte hue hath thakte nahin par it's been a long message so I'll stop. The third part of Jaipur darshan and other darshans in next mail. Guru. Dev aapki vani yaa lilaon ka bayan karne mein agar mujhse koi truti hui ho to aapka putra aapse kshama prarthi hain. Kabira mange mangna, prabhu dijo mohe doy Sant samagam , harikrupa, mo ghar nish din hoye. HARI OM Manish
JAIPUR DARSHAN-III This was not witnessed by me but it was told by Guru. Dev in morning darshan when we were not present there, from what I heard from one of the gurubehan. In the morning darshan, Guru. Dev said - “Hum raat mein uthe to kutia ki light jalai, Govind utha aur poocha kaun- humne kahan Main hoon Govind, tu so ja aur Govind phir so gaya. Humne light band ki aur torch lekar bahar aaye. Ashram kaa chakkar lagaya to dekha ki koi chowki pe nahin tha. Humne hi choki shuru kar di. Hum pandal mein gaye to pankha chal raha tha. Humne socha dekhe kaun so raha hai, wahan pahunce to pankha aise hi chal raha tha. Humne pankha band kiya. (Kitni kar kasar se rehtan hain Guru. Dev aur jaisa ki Guru. Dev ke shishya Swami Narsinghanand. Ji last Sunday Rajokari ashram mein keh rahe the ki Guru. Dev apne sevkon ki bhi seva karte hain (that's another Calcutta incident told by him which I'll write later) phir 33. 30 baje tak Guru. Dev chowki karte rahe. All the people sitting there were felling sorry as Guru. Dev had to leave his dhyan, samadhi for doing chowki of ashram just because we had been a little careless about our sevas. ) As Jaipur ashram is new , construction work was going on, Guru. Dev pointed towards his kutia's gate that was rusted and not painted. Guru. Dev said, dekho Sant ka dwar aisa hota hai kya? (what I understood from all this incident was that we should always be tatpar in our sevas and seva mein keval bhavukta hi nahin buddhi ka bhi prayog karna chahiye.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-III A few more things that I remember when Guru. Dev was sitting in pandla in front of us. Guru. Dev said- Yahan ka paani bahut meetha hain, log kehte hain, Rajasthan mein paani ki kami hai. Aas pas to kahin bhi itna meetha pani nahin hain, yahan ashram mein thoda hi khodne par paani nikalaa aur bahut meetha paani nikla. Hum waise to gangajal hi peete hain par humne to apne sevak ko bol diya ki thode Gangajal mein yahan ka paani bhi mila de. Calcutta incident as told by Swami Narsinghanand. Ji Guru. Dev had His satsang in Calcutta, where HE was staying was a 2 storied building, Guru. Dev's room was on second floor and Bapu. Ji's rasoi was on first floor. Rohit bhai was doing Guru. Dev's rasoi seva that day. In the evening Guru. Dev sat in dhyan in his room and Rohit bhai prepared rasoi for Guru. Dev and was sitting there waiting for Guru. Dev to come downstairs. Guru. Dev to dhyan mein aise kho gaye ki bahut der baad hi neeche aaye. Niche aaye to Guru. Dev ne dikha ki Rohit bhai Bapu ka intejaar karte hi wahin rasoi me jamin par so gaye aur unhe machhar (mosquitoes) kat rahe the. Guru. Dev ne pehle to apni chadar se Rohit bhai ke uppar bethe macchar hatae aur phir apni chadar unpar dal di ki unhe machhar na kate. Phir Guru. Dev ne apne driver se kaha ki "Meri machhardani (mosquito net) is par laga do, par is tarah lagana ki iski neend na toote aur ise machhar bhi na kate.
JAIPUR DARSHAN-III Kaise hain hamare Guru. Dev, aise Poorna Brahma, Sakshat Parmatma ko koi abhiman nahin apne bade hone ka, apne shishyon ki , apne bhakton ki seva karne mein bhi wo sankoch nahin karte, sahi hai Bhagwan Krishna ne kaha hai ananyash chintyanto maam, ya jana paryupastae tesham nityabhiyuktam yogshem wahamyam. jo ananya bhav se mera chintan karta hai usa yogshem mein khud wahan karta hoon. Dhanya hain Guru. Dev jo muje aisi seva di ki main un swarnim kshano ko likte hue phir se unme kho jata hoon ki Guru. Dev ki smriti phir ho aati hai. bus tera sahara kafi hai mere sai. Hari OM Manish
GURGAON DARSHAN Hari Om Guru. Dev ke pawan charnon mein koti pranam. Guru. Dev ki aisi aseem anukampa hai ki likne se pehle sochna pad raha hai ki kaunsi lila pehle likhon aur kaunsi badmein. aur agar aapko sach batao to is uljhan ko suljhane mein Guru. Dev ne hi madad ki aur bataya ki kaunsa anubhav aaj ki seva mein shamil karoon. It was 30 September or 1 October 2002( I have a slight confusion about date but most probably 30 September. Guru. Dev had His satsang in Gurgaon after Ghaziabad and Chandigarh, it was first day of satsang in Gurgaon. I had jal seva. Guru. Dev was staying near pandal during noon and at night at an ekant agyat kutia.
GURGAON DARSHAN Just before Guru. Dev was to end His evening stasang I was called by one of our samiti persons and they asked me to go to Bapu. Ji's daytime utara (place where Guru. Dev's daytime stay was arranged). Firstly I said that I can't go because satsang was about to leave and I have to take care of water tankers and ice as I had jal seva and crowd was very large during evening. But they forcibly sent me there, I looked for my scooter but someone had taken my scooter for seva, so I took another guubhai and his scooter to the utara. Our seva was to prevent people from crowding that place but I knew that Guru. Dev was not going to come there and same happened. Not even Bapu neither public came there. But we still decided to wait for 10 -15 more minutes as I didn’t feel it right to leave this seva. After around 5 -7 minutes 2 balenos (if I correctly remeber) came there and stopped right in front of us. One aunty came out of the car and said that they had come from Mumbai and Guru. Dev had asked them to meet him in Gurgaon. I informed them to go to Guru. Dev's ekantvas as it was evening and Guru. Dev was going to spend night over there. I told them the way but they said that their drivers were also not local so they wanted us to accompany them, we hesitated but on their request we sat in the front car and the other car followed. Even after all this happened I still hadn't understood, what Guru. Dev had in his mind for me that night. In the way I requested that lady as Guru. Dev had called her so she would definitely be meeting Bapu, so we requested her to take us along with her while meeting Guru. Dev (look at my selfishness- unka sahara chhod kar doosro ka sahara dhond raha tha wo bhi unhi ke darshanon ke liye) when we reached there, around 100 -150 people were already sitting outside.
GURGAON DARSHAN Let me first describe that ekantvas. It was like a farmhouse with Guru. Dev's kutia and a few maun-mandirs there. It's in an isolated area so no one comes there. So everyone was sitting outside on the small road. One ashramwasi came out and arranged a chair and a small table for Guru. Dev, after a while Guru. Dev came out with "badminton player Phulela Gopichand". Gopichand had become a bit popular those days as he had won some title and also came in news when he refused to do an endorsement for cola giant coca cola by saying that as he himself doesn’t drink any such colas, how can he endorse them and he also said that he was not intersted in the heavy endorsement money for publishing a product that's not good for public and this was the thing in him that pleased Guru. Dev and that's why Guru. Dev had called him to meet him. Guru. Dev gave him Yuvadhan and Mahaan Naari. When he opened up Maahan Naari, Bapu. Ji said- tumhare liye nahin hain ye, tumhari lady ke liye hain. Aage ki baat to yaad karte hi mera rom pulkit ho jata hai. What I witnessed that night was. . . amazing, even this is not the right word. Let’s leave it.
GURGAON DARSHAN Guru. Dev jab apne safed chadar ode hue bahar aaye to unki nigahon mein ek noor tha, sab mohit ho gaye, bilkul shanti, Guru. Dev baith gaye aur aage ke kuch pal to mujhe yaad hi nahi, phir jahan se yaad aa raha hai , batata hoon. One person stood up and pointed towards a girl that was his sister and said, Guru. Dev meri behan ki shadi nahin ho rahi, Bapu bole“Kya karoge iski shadi karke, iski shadi to mujhse hogi. " That girl was sitting in 2/3 row. She asked Bapu - Bapu mein aage aa jaon. Guru. Dev said - Aa ja. She stood up and started coming towards front looking towards earth and when she looked up she saw, Guru. Dev stood up from his chair and sat on ground asked that girl - Haan aa ja , yahan baith ja, pointing towards his chair. That girl stood like a statue and tears rolled down her eyes. Guru. Dev kept sitting on the road and there was nothing spread over the area where Guru. Dev was sitting and there were a lot of pebbles also. Bapu pointed that girl to sit and that girl sat next to Bapu. Ji further said""""" AAJ TAK KISI MAI KE LAL NE MERI DHADI PAR HATH NAHIN PHERA, TU HATH LAGAYEGI MERI DHADI KO"""""" That behan was still crying and with trembling hands. She kept her hand on Guru. Dev's beautiful beard (mere Baba ji ki dhadi ka to har koi diwana hai, ek to unki chadar, unki dhadi, unki aankhen aur unki muskan kya kar deti hai pata nahin. . ) Bapu was also patting on her cheek with so much love as sometime people do to infants, koi shabd nahin bus aankhon mein hi har koi wo nazara samet lena chaahata thaa. Sabki aankhon mein is Gurukrupaa ke adbhud najare ko dekh kar aansoon the. Brahmagyani Sant jameen par baithe apne ek ek bhakt ke liye aur kya lila kar rahe the.
GURGAON DARSHAN After sometime that behan said - Bapu mere papa bahut gussa karte hain to which Bapu. Ji took out the chain he was wearing and gave it to that behan's father and said, bhojan chaba-chaba ke karna. Ab gussa nahin karenge, bus. . . Then there was another lady who had her 7 -8 yr old son with her. She said Bapu mera beta coma mein hain and told some more details. Guru. Dev said- kaun kehta hai coma mein hai (now just see the miracle) Beta Bol OM. . . and that kid said OM. ( I can challenge people who say miracles dont happen, I have seen them. ) Guru. Dev ki aisi mauj ki har koi apne dil ki baat kahe aur wo Aulia apne akhoot khajane se lutae ja rahe. One very small girl said- Bapu. Ji mujhe na doctor banna hain. Bapu. Ji replied-- Tu to allopathic doctor banegi aur allopathic to Hum nahin. . (couldn't recall the exact wordings). . . . , ayurvedic doctor banegi. Girl Bapu. Ji, aap jo bana do, wahi ban jaoongi. Bapu. Ji said patting on her head- Ja ban gayi doctor. A lot happned that night which I witnessed aur ab meri bhi to bari aani thi, sabko bante hue mere data mujhe diye bina kaise chale jaate.
GURGAON DARSHAN It happened for around 45 to 60 mintes and then Guru. Dev went back in his kutia aur Guru. Dev ka andar jana tha ki mera rona shuru. I cried like a kid and a lot of sadhak bhai and behan tried to calm me. I started a fight with Bapu- sabse baat ki, mujhse bhi kar lete to unka kuch bigad jata. I ran away from there. I went to a sadhak and asked him - Bapu. Ji ki to apse kai bar bat hui hain, meri bhi karwa do. He said- kya baat karni hain I said - kuch nahin. He said - phir. . and after a silence said. . . apne papa se baat karne ke liye tu mujhe bulata hain kya? Tere Baap hain, baat kar le. I said- ab to andar chale gaye, bahar ho to baat karoon na. And as if Bapu. Ji was just waiting for me to say this, He opened a small window that was near guard's room and stood there. By the time I could reach there people had gathered around that window and I don’t know how I reached right in front of the window and as that window was a bit high, I took support of that window to look at Guru. Dev and I kept both my hands on the window. And that was the moment. . . . Bapu kept his hand on my right hand, he held my hands for 10 minutes and all this while he kept pressing my thumb. I don’t know where I was and I could feel a lot of energy flowing through me. It was like a soothing electric current. I was just staring at Guru. Dev and Guru. Dev was just looking at me. There was no light except for the torch which Bapu. Ji held on his face with his other hand. Others behind me were pinching me - say something, say something but I could only dare speak-----Guru. Dev. . . . Guru. Dev. . . and that was it. Now everyone else was talking to him but Guru. Dev was looking at me and I at Guru. Dev and then Guru. Dev closed that window.
GURGAON DARSHAN Aage ke shanon mein kya hua mujhe yaad nahin bus itna yaad hai ki I kept crying like a kid for more than 2 hrs. and was holding my right hand like a precious property and you know I didn’t use my right hand for the next 2 days. All sevas completed using just my left hand. I had gone mad. We came back on another scooter four people on a single scooter, all of us mast in Guru. Dev's masti. Hari om. . . age mein likhne ki stithi mein nahin hoon.
RAJOKRI NIGHT DARSHAN Hari Om Baba. Ji ko pranaam Yeh kaisa hai jaado samajh mein na aaya, tere pyar ne humko jeena sikhaya. Bapu tum kyon mile humein, tum na the to hum kisi kam ke the, tum jo mile hum nikamme ho gaye, mere baba, mere sai, tum yaad na aaya karo. Likhna to kuch chahte hain, likhte kuch jate hain. So, now let me start, Bapu to kuch likhne hi nahin denge. Just recently before Baroda shivir Bapu. Ji had his satsang in Ghaziabad and after finishing Ghaziabad satsang on the same evening Bapu reached Karolbagh ashram in Delhi and after staying there for around 1. 5 -2 hrs, went to Rajokari ashram. Some things are not to be told, about what we did so it's better I won’t tell them. Next morning I reached Rajokari after lying to my ma that I was going to office and I called up office that I had gone to doctor and I'll be back to office by noon. (during Ghaziabad satsang I took leave for 3 days by saying that I had got a disc slip and doctor advised me bed rest) I thoght that Bapu. Ji will leave Delhi by noon so I could go to office but Bapu the ki dilli se jaane ka naam hi nahin le rahe the. Subah se dopahar hui aur dopahar se sham, na to Bapu gaye aur na hi aaye darshan dene. Bapu ne mujhe fasa diya tha. My ma called me up in evening and I thought it's better I tell the truth and then a volcano burst out. Jo dant padi, upar se subah se kuch khaya bhi nahin tha, sankalp kar rakha tha, ki darshan ke bad hi kuch khaonga. isi tarah mummy ko samjhaya.
RAJOKRI NIGHT DARSHAN Bapu subah se kutia mein hi dhyan me bethe aur yahan hum unka intejar karte bahar baithe the, kahan to din bhar intejar kar rahe the ki sham ko Bapu aayenge to yeh hoga, wo hoga aur sham ko jab sandhya ke baad aaye to ek dum serious hokar, vyaspith par maun baithe Bapu dhyan kara rahe the, phir Aum ka dhyan karvaya and then went back in, thodi nirasha thi kyunki subah Bapu ke liye badi mehnat se pehli baar maine aur ek bhai ne Bapu ke liye kismish, tulsidal aur toffee ki mala banai thi. ( behnon ka kaam bhai log kar rahe the- hum dono bhai log sui-dhaga lekar chhoti–chhoti kismish ki mala bana rahe the) Lekin maja bahut aaya dhyan ke baad. Phir to hum seedha bhage rasode mein. Peth bhar ke bhojan kiya aur ashram ke kaka ne to laddoo bhi de diye- bole beta khao aur lete jao. Hamara pet bharne ke bad ab masti chadne lagi. Bapu bhi nahin gaye so it was sure that next day hi jayenge. Bapu bhi jaisi dhyam ki mauj me the to lag raha tha ki shayad dubara darshan nahin denge. All of us were asked to leave ashram as it was around 9 PM. Auron ko jane ke liye kaha par na jane khudh jane ka mann hi nahin kar raha tha. At around 10. 55 my papa called me up and then started another volcano burst, I thought it's better I should return home if I wanted to enter home that night.
RAJOKRI NIGHT DARSHAN I took my bike and another bhai who had to go to vadodara next morning and I told him that I would drop him at station next morning and left ashram. One gurubehan tried to stop me by saying that Bapu might come but I said, it's urgent and I have to go. Mushkil se 1 km gaya tha ki call aayi - Bapu bahar aa gaye, bhaiya jaldi aayo and I know how I drove my bike back and when I reached ashram, everyone was standing outside the barbed wire and Bapu. Ji inside the fence, and this time with a smile----: ): ): ), ab to main bahut khush ho gaya. I went quitely and stood behind the bhai with whom I had made kishmish mala. Bapu ne aate hi sabse pehle poocha- bhojan kiya? Then said- ratri ko der se bhojan nahin karna chahiye. 8 -9 baje tak to bhojan pakka kar hi lena chahiye. Uske baad agar karna pade to halka karein. Then asked a small girl- Kya karti/padti(i'm confused) hain? To which she said- Bapu. Ji sixth mein padti hoon. Bapu. Ji saidsixth mein mat pada kar. . . kismen padegi? Chhati mein. . samjhi - Baba. Ji said with a smile. Then Bapu. Ji said- “Ek mahine mein do grahan manav jati ke kiye sankat ka samay hain, lekin ghabrane ki jarorat nahin hai, Bhagwan ke jap se sab kaston k nivaran hota hain, isliye jyada se jyada jap karna. Surya grahan 3 October 2005 ko tha aur chandra grahan Sharad poornima ke din aane wali 17 October 2005 ko hain, isliye jitna ho sake jap karna.
RAJOKRI NIGHT DARSHAN Grahan ka prabhav to dikhna bhi shuru ho gaya hai. Pakistan aur Jammu Kashmir mein jo bhukamp aaya wo usi ka parbhav tha. Ishwar ke srishti me kabhi anyay nahin hota. After this Guru. Dev said some more things, and then Guru. Dev said, America ne bhukamp pidhiton ke liye 1 lakh dollar diye, kitne hote hain 1 dollar 48 rupye ka, 48 lakh hi diye, 50 lakh to humne Rajasthan ke Rajyapal ko diye the. 48 lakh mein to ek gaon bhi nahi bas sakta. Pakistan ko paise dekar America apna fayda utha raha hai. Wo doosra kaun hain, Blair and some completed from behind. . . Tony Blair. Bapu. Ji further said--- Vishwa ke do bade desh kul mila k 4. 25 crore rupye hi de rahe hain. Aapki Delhi mein hi ek farmhouse karib 6 -7 crore ka ya usse jyada ka aata hai. Vishwa ke do bade desh ek farmhouse bhi arpan nahin kar paye. Then Guru. Dev said to South Delhi samiti- Rajokari ashram Surat se to bada hai, kisi ashram mein apni itni jamin nahin hain. Yahan to dhyanyog shivir ho sakta hai, Ab to yahan ke aadhyaatmik vibration bhi kafi achhe ho gaye hain. Suratwaale, Amdavad wale saal mein 2 -3 shivir le lete hain. Aap log vyavastha kar lo aapko bhi shivir mil sakta hain.
RAJOKRI NIGHT DARSHAN Diwali Amdavad mein hoti hain, abhi se log booking kara lete hain, us time to flight ki bhi booking nahin milti. Aap dekho to aapko diwali mil sakti hai. Diwali ke 5 din baad labh panchmi hoti hai. Tab dekhte hain. At that time I was standing just behind the person with whom Guru. Dev was talking, Bapu baat to unse kar rahe the aur dekh mujhe rahe the, aisi unki nigah padi ke ab jab wo Delhi se chale gaye to us nigah se hui barsat ka anubhav hota hai, nikamma kar gaye mujhe, na office mein man lagta hain, na ghar mein aur to aur na mala karne mein, bus man karta hai ki kisi na kisi sadhak se baat hoti rahe jo Guru. Dev ke anubhav sunata rahe. Phir Guru. Dev went to Baddada aur ek pheri phiri. Ab wahi jane, ke kya karne gaye the wahan. And then with his divine grace Bapu turned the torch off and went back to his kutia. We all kept watching till the time we could see Bapu. Ji entering his kutia. And next morning at 6. 30 AM Bapu had his flight, you won’t believe Bapu. Ji took the kismish mala from another bhai to whom I had given as my coming in morning seemed quite difficult. And after that I started counting days till poonam, so that I could go to vadodara. Hari Om
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN Hari om Aap sabhi gurubhaion aur behaon mein virajman mere Bapu ko pranaam. Bapu. Ji jab Ghaziabad aaye the abhi kuch dino pehle, tabhi ke darshan bata raha hoon. Bapu. Ji came to Ghaziabad through train and his train was at 9 PM. As people had come to know about that, a lot of people thronged the station and then something happened for which we all apologise to Guru. Dev, though I was not there but people surrounded Guru. Dev and the sevadars could not understand how to take Guru. Dev to his car and then Bapu. Ji instead of using the footoverbridge, jumped over the tracks and reached other platform, over there someone held Bapu. Ji's hand to support him climb the platform from where he went towards his car. Sometimes we do a lot of wrong things for which our Guru. Dev has to bear. Bapu. Ji hame shama kar dena. I reached there next morning, Baap. Ji announced that Bapu was about to come but Bapu didn’t come in morning satra. It was around 12 noon. I had a sankalp that I won’t take water until darshan so I went to the farmhouse where Guru. Dev was staying. Guru. Dev hadn't come out since morning. I kept waiting. At around 4 PM Bapu. Ji went to satsang and I had darshans from car.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN We reached pandal hoping that Guru. Dev would say something great today as Guru. Dev had once said in satsang " Main satsang mein isliye nahin aata ki mujhe satsang karna hain, time diya hai to jana hai, main tab jata hoon jab mere man mein tumhe kuch dene ka vichar aata hain" and that day Guru. Dev to subah se nahi aaye the to jane kya-kya dene ka vichar tha unka, but I got a seva and I had to go as some of the satsang hoardings on Bapu. Ji's route had got loose and those were not looking good -- and only I and Bapu. Ji knows what was going through my heart when I climbed 25 feet on a metal frame to fix that hoarding. Bas Bapu ne pakad rakha tha nahin to sidha niche tha main to. When we reached pandal back, satsang was over, I couldn't have darshan so I thought I'll go to the framhouse after having something to eat as I was hungry since morning and as I reached bhandara I got a call, bhaiya jaldi pahuncho, Bapu 10 -15 minute darshanon ki liye aane wale. I looked for the person who was with me and he drove as if he was a formula 1 driver. I asked him to slow down as even Bapu. Ji wouldn't have liked us to drive so fast (that's another incident when I experienced Guru. Dev kripa and I'll tell later) so we reached the farmhouse and when we reached there Bapu. Ji was already out giving darshans, we quietly reached there and sat there. Around 300 people were sitting, bhai in one row and behan in opposite row and Bapu. Ji was walking in between. Apart from moonlight and some jugnus the only light was Guru. Dev's torch which he used to aim at our faces.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN Bapu. Ji was coming towards us and was talking to almost everyone, prasad lutate hue jab aaye to mere samne wali aunty ko bole- Tu bhajan nahin gati she said- gati hoon Bapu. Ji said- phir ga and phir they started singing a beautiful bhajan which I still sometimes sing. Guru. Ji ehsaan tumhare, jitne aakash mein taare. mein badla kaise chukaon. . . . Sadguru pyaare. . They sang a few more bhajans and all this while Guru. Dev sometimes used to talk to someone and sometimes used to laugh and sometimes used to sing himself. On one bhajan where those aunty was singing about beauty of my Guru. Dev. mere guran ki chal nirali. . . Bapu. . . ab kya bataon. . Bapu. Ji started walking abnormally and started singing ----chal nirali. . . ho chal nirali. . and everyone was just looking at his lila. Then at someother part of the bhajan said- haan. . . , mein 65 saal ka jawan aur tum 40 sal ke budhe aur budiyaaa. After a while Guru. Ji said --In logon (refering to those aunties who sang bhajan) k man mein bhav tha ki kisi din Bapu ke samne gaye, lo aaj wo bhi poora ho gaya.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN Itna kam tha kya, aage to ek gopi aur bethi mere Krishna ki, Bapu reached to a girl and talked to her, and aunty sitting next to her said- Bapu yeh do din pehle hi humse lad rahi thi ki Bapu mujhse naaraj hain, mujhse baat nahin karte Bapu said-- Humhe pata hai, meri photo ke samne dum mar rahi thi, kaise Bapu ho, mujhse baat bhi nahi karte, yeh mujhse lad rahi thi, mujhe dum marti hai---saying this Bapu patted on the cheek on that behan and then on her head. Us behan ke to aansu kahan control hone the, hum sabhi ki aankhon se aansun behne lage- kaise wo sadguru samay par apna vastavik swarup hamare samne praktate rahte hain (wo har jagah hai, sabki sunte hain, sab dekhte hain par hum unhe sharir manne ki galti karte hain) lekin karein bhi kyon ka -- ab ma Mehengiba na aise sundar lal ko jo janam diya hain, Bhagwan tak mohit hai unpar to hamara kyan kusur. I would like to share one sms which I received a few days back, that was said by Sant Morari Bapu in his satsang and someone sent me. It's beautiful. Humne socha shayad humhi chahte hein aapko, par apko chahne walon ka kafila nikla. Dil ne kaha shikayat kar khuda se, par wo khuda hi aapko chahne wala nikla. And that night again a lot happened, kya bayan karon aur kitna bayan karoon. Labayan ka bhi koi bayan hai.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN After staying out for around 1. 5 hr Bapu. Ji went back in to have his dinner. A lot of people left by that time and we were just lazing around I had no conveyance to go back to pandal so just kept waiting there around 30 people were also there with me. After another 45 minutes Bapu. Ji came out for a walk after dinner. Some ashram sadhaks had also come for darshan. This time Bapu. Ji again talked to other few people and went back and then one of my acquaintances took me to his home and said, subah mein aayenge darshan karne. ( for those people who feel that we don’t have any conveyance, hum darshan karne kaise jayen, remember bulate wo hain to intejam bhi wohi karte hain, if you remember in my previous mail. . . mere jiwan ka vilakshan anubhav. . Bapu. Ji wanted to call me so he sent a baleno for me) paida unhone kiya hai to palenge bhi wahi, apna kya jaata hai, sehanshah ke shisya hain to darna kis baat ka. Rest darshans of Ghaziabad in my next mail. Just pray for me that tomorrow or day after I send you some latest darshans. I need all your sankalps. Got the hint. . . . this is all I can disclose right now. Hari Om
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-II Hari om Om Shri Sadguru Parmatmane Namah Sabse pehle aap sab se shamaprarthi hoon ki apni seva niyamit roop se nahin kar paya, diwali hone ke karan samay nahin mil paya iske liye, Guru. Dev se aur aap sab gurubhai, behanon se kshamaa mangta hoon. As before diwali I was telling you all, darshans of Ghaziabad, so here are lilas of Guru. Dev on second day in Ghaziabad. Next morning Guru. Dev came out of the farmhouse with Suresh Baap. Ji driving the car, when Suresh Baap. Ji drives the car, it's a lot easier to get darshans because Baap. Ji drives very slow and with care when Bapu. Ji is sitting in car. We were instructed not to move. The car didn’t stop and we kept sitting there only, someone said-aaj shanivar hain, Bapu malish karwane gaye hain, tabhi Baap. Ji sath gaye hain, but Bapu. Ji had already got the malish done that morning, Bapu. Ji had gone for a walk some place away from farmhouse. After half an hour Bapu. Ji returned and at that time Bapu stopped the car and came out of the car, all of us kept sitting silently. Someone offered badam prasad to Bapu. Ji, Bapu. Ji started distributing prasad, Bapu. Ji said—Yeh badam dikhne ke mote hain, ander to choti-choti giri hi niklegi, Bapu. Ji gave me 2 badams and to my surprise mere dono badamom mein 3 -3 giri nikli.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-II After distributing half the packet Bapu. Ji said- Ab bas, baki hum andar majdooron ko baatenge. (kitna khayal rakhte hain wo sabka) Then moved the car in, the car stopped again, there were some poor women and children, Bapu. Ji stopped the car and started distributing prasad to all of them and then the car went in the farmhouse. After that when it was about time for Bapu. Ji to go to satsang, we stood in the way on a turn, when the car arrived on the turn, Bapu. Ji threw out a toffee for me and another bhai standing next to me. After that Bapu. Ji gave morning satra and during noon went to Ghaziabad Nandgram ashram, In Ghaziabad there is a school run by ashram, students of the school had prepared some programmes for Bapu. Ji. When Bapu. Ji's car arrived children played band welcoming Guru. Dev. After around 1 hr Bapu. Ji came into pandal, aate hi prasad bantna shuru, bahut prasad lutaya, toffees, kaju, kismish aur apples, bahut banta aur itni mauj me the ki toffee ka packet khali hote hi, blowed into it and burst it like a small kid. All sadhaks were just going mad, sabko diwana bana ke Bapu. Ji vyaspeeth par ja viraje. In order to get close darshans of Guru. Dev all people sat so close that there was no place to stand or even ease oneself and believe me more than half of the pandal was empty behind as everyone tried to come forward. Bapu bhi mast the, beththe hi satsang shuru kar diya, then pointed towards a man and said to another person--Yeh itne bimmaar the, itne rog the lekin gojharan se inke sabhi rog door ho gaye and then told some more details about him. Then Guru. Dev started Om Om Prabhu Ji Om kirtan and after that Guru. Dev apni masti mein started speaking in bihari accent--- ""Hum jab Bihar gaye to hamein Laluji ne humse kaha, Bapu. Ji. . dekhiye na. . . apne hi bihar mein hum jail me bethe hain. .
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-II Us samay wo jail me the aur hamare paas message aaya ki ek baar Bapu. Ji hamein jail mein aake darshan de de to hum apna sara criminal chhod denge, humne socha kisi ka bhala ho to hum bhi mil lete hain, Hum gaye to Bole Bapu. Ji. . dekhiye na. . . apne hi bihar mein hum jail me baithe hain. . , to humne kaha--phir kya hua, aisa aur kahan ho raha hai ki 3 padi Rabdi sarkar chala rahi hai aur Rabda jail mein baithe remote control se use chala raha hai, is par Laluji khoob hase aur bole, Bapu. Ji hum jab bahar aayenge to aapke charam chooyenge, to humne kaha- bhiaya, charan to hum chhuyate hi nahin hain. . . . aur ab dekho Bihari bhai poore desh ke rail sambhal rahe hai. """" Uske baad Bapu. Ji ne swasthya ke liye mantra bataya aur uska jap karwaya-""NASE ROG HARE SAB PIRA""“ ""JAPAT NIRANTAR HANUMAT BIRA""“ ALSO GAVE MANTRA FOR FALSE COURT CASES AGAINST ANYONE """PAWAN TANAY BAL PAWAN SAMANA""“ """BUDDHI VIVEK VIGYAN NIDHANA""“ """KAUN SO KAAJ KATHIN JAG MAHI"“ """JO NAHIN HOT TAT TUM PAHIN""“
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-II Another mantra for behans who are facing difficulty for marriage "" jai giriwar raj kishori"“ ""jai mahesh mukh chandra chakori""“ Firstly I had a confusion whether I should write these mantras given by Guru. Dev here but later on my confusion got washed away as I thought that these mantras were given duirng jahir satsang and for all, that's why. After that Bapu. Ji said-- Kaun chahta hai hum baithe rahein? All people raised there hand. Bapu. Ji said-- Hum nahin baithte, aap log swarthi ho khudh darshan chahte ho aur jo log wahan pandal mein baithe hain. . . then said-- Achha kaun chahta hai ki humein to darshan ho gaye ab doosro ko bhi labh mile, Bapu ko jana chahiye? Now some people again raised their hands to which Bapu. Ji said - Humein baithana nahin chahate isliye jane ko keh rahe hain, chalo bhai, hamri gaadi nikalo, yeh log hamein nahin bithana chahte, chinta na karo, hum tumhein badnaam nahin karenge ke Ghaziabad walo ne humein nahin bithaya. Aur phir khila ke hasne lage. Aisi to unki mauj thi aur aisi krupa. As we had already had many such previous experiences were just sitting and enjoying the lilas with a thought --- Sai tumhari mauj. . betho to betho, jaao to jaao, sab tumhara hain. . . . After some more time Bapu. Ji left for satsang. Evening darshans in the next darshan mail. Hari Om Manish
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-III Hari Om, OM SADGURU PARMATMANE NAMAH Ghaziabad second day evening darshans. In the evening satra Bapu. Ji got some couples married and that was such a divya scene, Bapu. Ji and dulhan and thier relatives all on stage, Bapu. Ji in front and all following him. Bapu. Ji ne stage par hi phere kiye aur sab piche chal rahe the, Yeh pehli baar, aisi leela ki thi Guru. Dev ne, I would suggest if you could find vcd of that day, 8 October 2005, do get it. After the evening satra Bapu. Ji went to the ekant farmhouse and after sometime cameout for the darshans. Again it was like the previous night, aisi mauj me the mere Guru. Ji ki poocho mat, phir kinhi aunty ne bhajan gana shuru kiya aur mere kanha ka hasna aur nachna shuru, Bapu. Ji bhi mauj me kabhi to haste, kabhi gaate aur thoda-thoda nachte. Prasad lutane mein to had kar di. That day some thoughts had come into my mind for which I was feeling sorry and didn’t dare look at Guru. Dev. I was just apologising and praying to Guru. Dev ki Guru. Dev, mujhse bhool ho gayi hain, main kshamaa chaahata hoon, main bhi yahin hoon, Aap bhi yahin ho, jo Aapki marzi but even then I couldn't stop my selfish interest so I further prayed, Guru. Dev agar aapne mujhe kshamaa kar diya hain to bus ek baar drishti daal dena and so on. Andha kya chahe do aankhe aur jab dene wala dene par aaye to lene wala bhi thak jata hain, meri to murad poori ho gayi, Bapu. Ji came distributing prasad, I was just sitting folding hands looking at Bapu. Ji.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-III I couldn't dare spreading my hands for parsad, Guru. Dev stood in front of me and threw a pack of chanas towards me but someone else behind caught it. Bapu. Ji took out another packet and pointed towards me, I spread out my hands and Bapu kept prasad in my hands and moved forward. Ek hi raat mein 5 baar prasad mila Guru. Dev ka, 2 baar swayam Bapu. Ji ke haathon. Baki 3 baar to Guru. Dev ne kaha tha ki sabko bant do to mila, doosri bar kishmish mili. Bapu. Ji came again distributing prasad and this time mera lalach to bad hi gaya tha, ab mere sai khila rahe hain to main kyon bhookha rahoon. I again spread my hands hoping to get prasad, Bapu. Ji came to me and started giving me kishmish one by one, I thought, Bapu, kya aap bhi? Gin gin kar dete ho and just then Bapu. Ji emptied his hand full of kishmish in my hands. After a while Bapu. Ji sat in his car and moved, all people were surrounding the car, Bapu. Ji stopped the car looking at one behan and pointed to that behan to come and that behna couldn't control her excitement and was overjoyed---" hato, piche hato mujhe Bapu ne bulaya hain" when she came next to Bapu. Ji's window Bapu. Ji asked her what she was doing and when she told that she was doing come course in Biotech or Life Sciences in Bangalore Bapu. Ji said ---. . Apne ko jaanne ke vidya jaanle, phir kuch janana baki nahi rehta, yeh kya padti hain tu, tu anushthan kar, lag jaye to ek saal me aatamsakshatkar. . . phir kuch baten kehne k baad gadi aage badi lekin us behan ka pyaar koi kam tha, Bapu ko gadi phir rokni padi when she said to Bapu--- "Bapu, aur sunao na kuch. "
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-III All of us including Bapu. Ji started laughing listening to this. Aisaa bholapan, aisaa pyaar to kya mere Baba. Ji nahin rukte, gadi roki aur phir thodi der tak karte rahe baatein, Gadi phir aage badi to Bapu ek behan se, jise Guru. Dev ne ek din pehle hi panchkarme center shuru karne ki agya di thi unhe apna hath dekar acupressure ke points poochne lage, (exam chal raha tha us behan ka) wo behan Bapu ka haath pakde hath ke acupressure points daba rahi thi aur Bapu points poochthe ja rahe the, hamein to itni madhur irshya ho rahi thi ki poocho mat, ek baar to thoda jor se dabne par Bapu ne hath hata liya aur bole- hat dard karti hai-- lekin phir hath de diya aur thodi der baad andar chale gaye. Next day was last day of satsang in Ghaziabad, in the morning I had to go for seva to New Delhi railway station so I missed morning darshan and satra. In the afternoon I reached at Nandgram ashram, Bapu. Ji was in his kutia at that time so I had reached on time. After around an hour Bapu. Ji pandal me aaye, is baar phir prasad bantana chalu.
GHAZIABAD DARSHAN-III Ek sevadar ko nirdesh diya ki prasad bante lekin itna lutane wale aulia khudh kahan baithne wale the, sevadar ko kaha- Tujhe bantna nahin aata, idhar laa aur uske baad khudh hi Prasad bantne lage. After a while Bapu. Ji went for satsang. In the evening Bapu. Ji went to Karolbagh ashram in Delhi. After finishing satsang, when we reached there Bapu. Ji had gone for a walk in Ravindra Rangshala, the ridge area in front of ashram and after sometime came back and went into ashram. We were not allowed in ashram. Let me describe you about Karolbagh ashram, those who haven't been there. Entry to ashram is through a pathway covered with fence as on both sides it's the ridge. All the people stood on side of the fence and Bapu. Ji came to give darshans, I don’t know what happened there because I didn’t go for darshans as I had a fight with Bapu. After staying for 2 hours at Karolbagh Bapu. Ji went to Rajokari ashram. As Rajokari was on way back home so I decided to try my luck again but Guru. Dev had gone in his kutia and we returned home at around 12. 30 AM. The next day we reached ashram in the morning but Bapu. Ji came out in the evening only. Those darshans, I have already posted in prev post. Hari Om Manish
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV Hari Om Om Shri Sadguru Parmatmane Namah The darshans I'm posting in today are the one which I never expected and never had wanted such darshans. It was during last Diwali when Shankaracharya Shri Jayendra Saraswati. Ji was arrested and Bapu. Ji decided to sit on a dharna, we came to know that Bapu. Ji had come to Delhi and we reached Bapu. Ji's ekantwas and there we came to know that Guru. Dev had come for Shankaracharya. Ji. at around 10 AM Bapu. Ji sent a message for all of us that Guru. Dev wanted more people to reach there, Guru. Dev was himslef sitting on fast and all sadhaks also sat on fast. We informed as many no of sadhaks as we could to reach patel chowk where BJP had organised a dharna in protest of Shankaracharya. Ji's arrest. At around 10 AM Bapu. Ji went for the dharna, we also reched there and when we reached there Bapu. Ji was sitting on ground along with Advani, Suresh Baap. Ji was also sitting behind Guru. Dev. There were only handful of people as sadhaks had not reached there and BJP could not gather any crowd.
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV We could feel the pain Guru. Dev was going through, along with that there was another pain and anger in our hearts as our Guru. Dev had to sit on road, these politicians take undue advantage of our Bapu. Ji's karuna. Bapu to bhole hain, maan bhi jate hain. Warna Guru. Dev ka ek sankalp kafi tha Shankaracharya. Ji ko chudwane ke liye. Bapu. Ji sat there till evening with media doing live telecast on all news channels. More crowd gathered there seeing Bapu. Ji on TV. Bapu kept sitting there till evening without saying a single word. In the evening all politicians started their damn speeches and after them Guru. Dev stood up and started speaking- Bapu ne itne jor ki Garjana ki sab seham gaye, Guru. Dev ne agah kiya ki Santon par atyachar hoga to desh par vipatti aayegi, phir un dayalu ke hriday ke vytha unki aankhon se aanshu ban kar bahne lagi. Guru. Dev ne jo wahan kaha wo bayan karne ki shamta nahin hai, Guru. Dev ne apna sankalp vyapak aakash mein chhoda aur sabhi sadhakon ne Aum-Aum ki Garjana ki, wo vilakshan drishya tha.
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV You can get the VCD Rashtrajagruti 1 -2 to listen to Guru. Dev's message in 3 days of dharna. The first day when all this happened was not shot as ashram's camera were not there only the video clipping that could be got by starnews is included in CD. Lekin wo drishya jab bhi yaad aata hain, dil mein gussa aur peedha hoti hai ki Guru. Dev ko kya karna padta hain desh, samaj ke liye. Ratri mein Guru. Dev ne kaha ki unka aur sadhakon ka upwas vyarth nahin jayega, vyapak aakash mein chhoda gaya sankalp apna asar dikhayega. Guru. Dev ne bhavishyavani ki- Supreme Court mein case jate hi Shankaracharya. Ji riha honge aur bad mein nishkalank sabit bhi honge aur hua bhi yahi, after failed attempts of bail in lower court and high court when Shankaracharya. Ji's lawyers appealed in Supreme Court for his bail he was granted bail. Brahmavani satya hoti hi hain aur mera saubhagya tha ki mujhe wah dekhne aur sunne ka mauka mila. Next day all saints had organised a dharna at Gauri Krishna mandir near red fort, Bapu. Ji went there, I couldn't go as I had my exam that day, after the exam I reached Patel Chowk directly where Guru. Dev was expected to arrive after Sant dharna at Lal Quila.
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV Bapu. Ji came there at around 4 or 5 pm. Today there were some arrangements, a vyasgaddhi was in place and Bapu. Ji came there and gave satsang, that satsang and morning dharna is there in Rastrajagruti CD. That night was luckiest night of my life. Although I did something foolish and because of that foolishness aisa prasad mila ki poocho mat. Yeh bhi waisi hi raat thi jaisi jab Guru. Dev ne mera hath pakda tha (I have already posted that anubhav previously). Bapu. Ji was going back to ekantwas and one behan asked me to follow Guru. Dev, firstly I didn’t agree but later they somehow made me agree. at that time I had a bajaj chetak which was not in good shape and never used to run above 50 kmph, but that night I drove it so fast with 2 behans sitting behind me that it reached 90 kmph in the evening traffic of Delhi, from CP to ekant was (in outskirts of Delhi near Gurgaon) there were a few more bhai and behans on bikes and scooter. All the way I was reciting Guru. Dev's name and behan's behind me were reciting Mahamrityunjaya mantra. Ab jab chala itne khatarnak tarike se rahe to darshan kahan hone the raste mein, bus sara dhyan to scooter pe tha, in a haste what I did, I didn’t realise that Guru. Dev was stuck in a jam and I sped so fast that I took a wrong turn and went in a wrong way. When I reached there I came to know that Guru. Dev had gone in his kutia, as we hadn't had anythng since morning we got something to eat.
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV Just after that Guru. Dev came out, and asked who were the people following him and we all came forward with our heads down with shame, Bapu. Ji pointed to my scooter and said- Kiska scooter hain"" mein hath jod kar khada tha Guru. Dev ke samne aur kaha -- Guru. Dev mera, Bapu bole --- Govind sua (pointed object used to break ice) la aur tyre phadh de, itne gandi tarah ye log chalate hain, hume dar lagta hain, hum nahin beth pate, then one bhai from ashram said to Guru. Dev-- Guru. Dev inhe itni raat ko repair karwane ko kuch nahin milega aur inhe rukne ka bahana mil jayega" phir Guru. Dev ne kaha -rehne de Govind, lekin in sabka naam, pita ka naam aur gadi ka number note kar le. Agli baar follow me aayen to bina pooche hi tyre phadh dena, Hamari agya hai. "" Ab Guru agya thi aur galti bhi hui thi, mujhe bahut hi glani mehsoos ho rahi thi, mein mann hi mann prarthna kar raha tha shamaprapti ke liye. Phir Bapu. Ji ka krodh shant ho gaya (krodh karte hi kahan hain, karuna karte hain. Dikhte hain gussa karte hue lekin andar hamare liye kitna pyaar hota hai) Uske baad jo hua mere to bhagya hi khul gaye" Bapu. Ji asked all behans to stand behind also other bhai’s to move behind, only we 5 bhai’s followed who were standing and Guru. Dev with us.
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV Guru. Dev said in a very silent voice with poitning torch at each one of us for more than half hour. Bapu. Ji said---" BETA, (yeh sunte hi, mere hriday mein itna anand hua ki poocho mat) mere Guru. Dev me mujhe itne intejar ke baad beta kaha tha, tumhe mein beta keh raha hoon, tumhari chinta hai mujhe, bete, tum achhe gharon se ho, aisa dubara mat karna"""" aur uske baad Guru. Dev hum 5 logon ko 1/2 ghante tak samjhate rahe, andar itna anand tha ki chhupate nahin chhup raha tha. Galti ki sharam to thi lekin khushi itni ke mere Guru. Dev ne mujhe beta kaha, Bapu jaise hi torch hatate mere chehre se ki khushi bahar aa jaati, Bapu ne bhi wo khushi bhamp li thi isliye aur mauj kara di, Guru. Dev humein samjhate rahe aur hum unke agya ko sweekar karne ka sankalp le liye, Bapu. Ji ne kuch baatein bhi kahi jo sirf hamare liye thi isliye yahan nahin likh raha hoon. Uske baad Guru. Dev ne sabse baat ki, darshandiye aur Shankaracharya ji ke baare mein kuch aur bhi kaha and then went inside. That was the first time I had followed and Bapu. Ji ne pehli hi galti par sudharne ka mauka de diya, mujhe paap se bacha liya. Next morning we went to kutia for darshan and this we decided we won’t follow so we didn’t go for dharna. We kept waiting all day for Guru. Dev's return. At around 7 or 8 pm Guru. Dev came back from dharna, I was standing with 2 more bhai’s. Bapu. Ji ne mere paas pahunch kar car rukwai aur bole-- kal wala hai na? "" maine kaha -ji Guru. Dev"" Bapu. Ji further said-- Aaj mauj hai na" maine kaha-- ji Guru. Dev"" phir Guru. Dev ne mujhe prasad diya aur gadi aage badai, main bhi aage gaya, Bapu. Ji ne doosre logon ko darshan diya aur kutia mein chale gaye.
PATEL CHOWK DHARNA ANUBHAV Iske alava bhi Guru. Dev ne bich - bich mein darshan diye the aur Shankaracharya. Ji k bare mein kaha tha- which i don’t remember as it is so I'm not writing here. Bhaiyon mera stock khatam hone wala hai kuch dino mein, meri prarthana hai ki apne-apne hridyon mein aap jo khajane mere Sai k darshanon ka chhupa ke baithe ho wo mujhe bhi dikha do. Please please please please. Hari Om Manish
KAROL BAGH ASHRAM ANUBHAV Hari Om Yesterday I went to karol bagh ashram and met a behan I had known for long but never had I come to know the anubhav that she told me yesterday, as we were talking about our Guru. Dev's last visit to Delhi she told me about her anubhav in the year 2000. I couldn't listen to the complete anubhav as I had to go for a seva but most of the part has been covered in this post. Her father was ticketing manager at the Delhi airport but some one had done some black magic or some kind of toona-totka on her father and condition of her father had deteriorated a lot. He used to shout, had stopped eating and even drinking water, always kept lying on his bed and this continued for 8 long years. Her father's weight had come down to 10 (kg or gram unsure coz after repeatedly asking her she said it was gram not kg). She was working as a teacher at that time and as she had started earning at a very young age even when she was studying.
KAROL BAGH ASHRAM ANUBHAV On 14 April 2000 Guru. Dev had come to Delhi and she got an opportunity to talk to Guru. Dev. She told Guru. Dev about her father's condition and Guru. Dev looked at her and said- Main samajhtha hoon, then Guru. Dev took her in his kutia and there Guru. Dev asked her a few things and Guru. Dev asked her Kamata kaun hai ghar mein? To which she replied Guru. Dev main hi kamati hoon. Bapu. Ji asked - Tu kya karti hain? She said Guru. Dev padati hoon school mein, Guru. Dev said- Achha adyapika hain. Bapu. Ji then looked at the sky and two tears rolled down Guru. Dev's eyes, then after sometime Guru. Dev said- Tujhe tere pitaji milenge. Tu ab ja, then Guru. Dev at the same time called for mani kaka - sanchalak of Delhi ashram and asked him to call someone (I don’t know why while writing here I felt I should not write all the details so I'll edit some of the portions. Please forgive me for this) from Amdavad ashram and after two days that bhai from Amdavad reached that behan's place and checked her father. He tried all he could for 3 days and told her that " Yeh case bahut mushkil hain, mere bus ka nahin hain, Guru. Dev se baat karni hogi is bare mein". Hearing this she was about to faint but after 2 days on 21 April 2000 Guru. Dev was again in Delhi (it was happening in such a way that Guru. Dev had his programs in nearby areas so Bapu. Ji was in Delhi after 7 days. )
KAROL BAGH ASHRAM ANUBHAV When she went for darshans Guru. Dev saw her and called her and asked her - " Wo aaya tha na? kya kehta hai wo" she replied- Guru. Dev wo to kehte hain ki bhaut mushkil hain aur uske bus ke bahar hain". Bapu. Ji called for that bhai and that bhai explained the complete case to Guru. Dev in Gujarati. Bapu. Ji said to that behan - Tu unhe (her father) le aa. She said - Bapu wo nahin aayenge. Kuch aisa asar hai ki kisi bhi pavitra cheej ke nikat jaate hi wo chillana shuru kar dete hain. Bapu said- Tu ja to sahi. And on 28 April 2000 Bapu. Ji was again back in Delhi and she asked her father - papa Bapu. Ji ke pass chaloge and to her surprise her father repliedtere kehna par chalta hoon. When she reached ashram everyone was turned out as people were saying that as it's late night Guru. Dev won’t come out for darshans and everyone was asked to go home. Gates were closed but somehow it happened that she and her family remained behind and couldn’t go out. And then Guru. Dev came out with a torch in his hand. There was darkness all around as all lights were switched off. Bapu. Ji saw her and she said- Bapu. Ji papa bhi aaye hain. Guru. Dev looked at her father with the torch aimed at him. She said to Guru. Dev - Bapu aaj to aapne dekh liya, aaj kuch nahi hua to dubara aap ke paas pahunchna mushkil ho jayega. ( I couldn't stop smiling to that, Guru. Dev was talking to her almost every week and she was thinking like that) Guru. Dev looked at her and said "Hum sun rahe hain", phir Guru. Dev ne apne hathon se unke pitaji ko pani ka ek bada gilas pilaya aur apne hathon se kuch unke chehra par phenka. Didi ne mujhe bataya us samay sab log piche khade hue the aur unhone kuch bhayanka shabd sune. (after this I had to go so could not listen to complete anubhav) but now her father is healthy and comes to ashram regularly and gives his sevas. She also gives her seva in Delhi ashram dawakhana and her name is Geeta.
KAROL BAGH ASHRAM ANUBHAV Guru. Dev ki kripa k kaise anubhav sunne dekhne ko milte hain, maine kudh apni aankhon ke samne dekha tha Surat mein Guru. Dev ne vyaspith par bethe hue, kisi dushtatma ko kisi ke sharir se nikala tha. Ab vigyan isko mane ya na mane par lakhon log sakshi hain aisi ghatnaon ke. Yeh un vigyaniyon ki moodh mati hogi jo wo ise nahin mante ya iski sachhayi main shak karte hain. Let me tell you my anubhav yesterday. How Guru. Dev saved my life. I was driving my bike and going to Delhi. I was driving but my mind was thinking of one of previous darshans where Bapu. Ji got up from vyaspith and went into his kutia and said- hum niyam karne ja rahe hain, ab tum bhajan gavo- darshan do. . (aa daras dikha de Guru. Dev, tujhe tere lal bulate hain), tabhi hum aayenge. And I was just singing that bhajan while driving. As it was an open road I was driving at around 70 kmph, the car in front of me, I could not understand why applied the brakes and I suddenly realised that. I applied both my brakes and my bike got raised in air. It moved around 15 metres only on the front tyre and there were around 3 bikes and a car behind me coming at a very high speed. Guru. Dev ki aisi kripa hui ki na to meri bike ka balance bigda, na hi speed itni kum hui ki piche wali gadiyan mujhse takrate. After 3 or 4 seconds it became normal and then I realised what had happened and what could have happened had Guru. Dev not saved me. mujhe garv na aur saharon ka, bus tera sahara kafi hai.
DELHI’S ANUBHAV Hari OM Yesterday Guru. Dev came to Delhi, it was just a stopover. Earlier we thought Guru. Dev might stay here atleast for a night but then program in Amritsar was announced and it was just a 4 hour programme. Gussa to bahut aaya lekin kya karen, ab akele hum thode hi baithe hain unke liye. Hum sam unko bahut hain, un sam humko nahi. sabke liye ek hi din mein tin jagah jane, apne sharir ko itna kast dena, ab koi unhe kya samjhaye. I reached ashram early in the morning as I was in jal seva. I didn’t have any plan to go to airport but one of my friends had got a new car and he wanted to get atleast Baap. Ji’s charan in his car, so we went to airport. He waited outside the arrival lounge with the car and I was in there waiting for Guru. Deva and Baap. Ji to arrive, lekin Bapu se bada koi golibaaj bhi to nahin hain. Hum sab andar khade the Bapu k intejar mein lekin Bapu aur Baap. Ji to vip gate se hi nikal gaye and we didn’t come to know. We came to know when I asked one trollyman to keep all trolleys aside as Bapu. Ji was about to arrive, he told me- Baba. Ji to gaye. We rushed outside and saw that the red light car which had come for Guru. Dev was still there and Bapu. Ji had left in another car.
DELHI’S ANUBHAV So I went to parking, took out my bike and left for ashram. On the way back on a red light I saw the red light car and people had sorrounded that car. I thought they might have mistaken that car as Guru. Dev's car as I myself had seen that car going empty. As the light turned green I moved and overtook that car and to my surprise Bapu. Ji was in the car ahead of that red light car. I applied brakes so I dont overtake Guru. Dev's car even by mistake and kept driving behind that car. Baap. Ji was sitting behind Guru. Dev on the right side. As a lot of people were going to ashram, on the way Bapu. Ji stopped his car and talked to a lot of people. I also wanted to try my luck so I took a shortcut and parked my bike at some way ahead. Lekin Bapu bhi kam maje thoda hi lete hain. When the car arrived near me Bapu didn’t even look at me and started talking to Baap. Ji behind. Maine bhi socha thik hai Bapu-dekh lenge aapko, kab tak najre phiraoge and came back to ashram. In ashram I went back to my seva, so didn’t listen to any satsang. Only what I heard was that Bapu. Ji was telling Sandipani. Ji's katha of his Gurubhakti and how he got the ashirwad ki Bhagwan unka chela banega. and mantrajap ke 15 siddhiyan and after Bapu. Ji got a few couples engaged and married Bapu. Ji told the katha of Raja Janak, it was a new katha but I'm sorry I couldn't listen to it. Bapu. Ji said that next poonam might be in Delhi, be it half day darshan. Baap. Ji was earlier saying that sadhaks from other part of country have a madhur irshya with Delhi people as almost every month or say twice a month Bapu. Ji is coming to Delhi. Bapu. Ji even said that Mumbai sadhaks told him that they feel like shifting to Delhi.
DELHI’S ANUBHAV Bapu. Ji went in his kutia and people started leaving. I also thought of trying again so I went and stood on the way in a hope that is baar to Bapu dekh hi len. Everyone said that Bapu. Ji will come from another route as there was jam on this route, everyone else went further even I also went but my heart was accepting that and it was saying tu yahin rah, unhe aana hoga to yahin se aayenge nahin to mat kar darshan. So I returned back to point where I was standing earlier. After about half an hour I saw Baap. Ji coming in a car. I said Hari Om to Baap. Ji, Baap. Ji was doing mala, Baap. Ji moved a bit forward, said Hari Om to me and started mala again. I was about to wear my sandals when one bhai from ashram said- Manish, Bapu ki gaadi peeche hain. I even forgot to remove my sandals. Bapu. Ji came and went without even looking at me. Mujhe rona aa gaya ki mujhse kya galti ho gayi ki Bapu naraj hain. Jab kabhi mein sonchta hoon ki Bapu. Ji naaraj hain, mere dil me jaise Guru. Dev swayam keh rahe hoon- Tu Guru ke dil ko kya samjhta hain, Guru aise naaraj nahin hote. I returned back to ashram, finished my sevas and went back home lekin Bapu naaraj nahin hote to kya hum naraj nahin ho sakte unse, hum to rooth sakte hain unse, wo manane to aayenge hi na. Unko bhi pata hain ki unke siwa hamara koi nahin hain, to sambhal karne to aana hi padega, ab dekhte hain agli baar kya karte hain wo. Hari Om Manish
REKHA BEHAN ANUBHAV Hari Om Yesterday one anubhav was posted by someone from Haridwar where Guru. Dev gave prandan to a behan. Reading that I was reminded of an anubhav that was told to me by one of sadhaks. Her name is Rekha Sharma and she lives in maruti kunj, Gurgaon. I call her didi although her daughter is around my age. Sso didi told me this anubhav about her mother in Haridwar some years back, I don’t remember exact year. Sadhaks from maruti kunj had come to Haridwar on a bus. It was Poonam that day, they arrived early in the morning. At some place in Haridwar they took bath in Ganga maiya at some ghat. Bhai log at ghat for gents and maiyan at ghat for ladies. After Rekha didi's mother took a dip she came out and was drying her hair standing in a corner. Just a fraction of second had passed that she fell down going unconscious. All people rushed towards her and they noticed that she was standing on a recently burnt pyre that had cooled down but ashes were still there. When checked out and came to know that the place they were taking bath was the place where unidentified dead bodies were cremated. In the meanwhile Rekha didi's mother had expired. Her body went cool and her heartbeats stopped. All of them started praying to Guru. Dev. Rekha didi told me that he was praying to Guru. Dev that Bapu meri ma aapke darshanon ke liye aaayi thi par bina darshan kiye hi aisa ho gaya. . . A few seconds had passed when Rekha didi's mother's body started shivering and with a sudden jerk in her body she opened her eyes. Later she told everyone that when she was drying her hair she felt some sort of energy in her body and what she remembers after that was she was standing in a queue where a lot of people were standing. That queue was so long that it's end could not be seen and Bapu. Ji came and pulled her out of that queue holding her hand that was the time when she opened her eyes.
REKHA BEHAN ANUBHAV Guru. Dev ki bhi kaisi lilayen hoti hain. Shri Aasaramayan mein aata hai mrit gai diya jeevandana, tab se logo ne pehchana Ek gai ko nahi mere Sai ne na jane kitne lakhon logon ko jiwan diya hain. Kaisi kaisi musibtaon se Sai bachate hain, mujhe khudh Sai ne kitni baar accident hote bachaya hai. Ek baar to mere scooter ka aisa accident hua ki metal body poori kat gayi par na jane main kaise ek second pehle hi scooter se uchal ke door ja gira. When I took the scooter to mechanic for repair - he said " Bhai sahab itna buri tarah scooter ki body kati hain, jo betha hoga uski to tang katni hi thi" When I told him that I was driving and I just got one bruise in my leg when I fell down he was surprised and said" aapki kismat hain warna to aap gaye the “ Ab wo kya jane. Jiske sir par Shahenshahon ke Shahenshah ka hath ho, jiska baap Bhagwan ka bhi baap ho, uska koi kya bigad sakta hai. Mere sai ki aisi krupa hain. . . . kuch kaha bhi na jaye, chup raha bhi na jaye. . . .
REKHA BEHAN ANUBHAV While writing this anubhav I just remembered a bhajan which some child created when we went to Ghaziabad ashram some years back for a saraswatya mantra anushthan during navratras, aroud 150 children were there and in the night all of us used to dance a lot on that bhajan. Bhajan kya tah, bhaav the hum sab ke main to nachoon baja ke dhol, Bapu mere hai main to gaun baja ke dhol ke Bapu mere hain bhai mere hain, mere hain bhai mere hain And then all of us used to dance for hours fighting with each other ke BAPU MERE HAIN. Ab jab Bapu ne us pal ki yaad dilai hain to aap sab ko bhi us anushtan ke anubhav likhonga. Aisi krupa hui thi Guru. Dev kee ki hum 150 bacchon par ki kya bataon. If anyone wants to talk to Rekha didi to verify that anubhav I can provide you her contact info. you can mail me for that. Hari Om Manish
KAISI GURU SEWA- KAISI GURU BHAKTI Hari Om I was just listening to one of Baap. Ji's satsang. There Baap. Ji told this incident-Baapji was talking about poonam vratdhari sadhaks told this incident from the writings of Sant Shri Akhandanand. Ji Maharaj. Akhandanand. Ji and Oriya Baba were mitra saints, once while going through a road Akhandanand. Ji saw a man under the hot sun breaking stones, he was working on a road building project. Sant Shri stopped his car and called that man and said, Maine tumhe pehchan liya, tum Oriya Baba ke ashram mein rehte ho, lekin tumhe yeh kaam karne ki kya jaroorat hai, kya tumhe paise chahiye? To which that man replied- Ji Maharaj, mujhe paise chahiye Sant Shri said- Lekin tum paison ka karoge kya? Man replied- Mere Guru. Dev ke darshan karne bahut log aate hain, lekin un logo ke liye peena ke pani ke liye koi bartan nahin hai, mere Guru. Dev ke darshan ke liye jo log aate hain wo bhagwatswarop hain, wo pyaase rahein, mujhe kast hota hai, mere Guru. Dev ke darshanon ke liye aaye hue un bhagwatswaroop mahapurushon ki kuch seva kar paon to meri mere Gurucharnon mein kuch seva ho jayegi.
KAISI GURU SEWA- KAISI GURU BHAKTI Mein in paison se ek bartan khareedonga aur usme pani bharkar un bhakton ke liye rakhong taki darshanon ke liye aaye un bhakton ko pyaasa na rehna pade. Is katha ko kehte Baap. Ji ki aankhon se aanson behne lage, Baapji Guru. Dev ki yaad mein pawan hone lage aur sabhi bhakton ko bhi mere Sai ki yaad mein pawan kar diya. Baapji further said-Akhandanand. Ji aage likhte hain apne pustak mein- Wo aadmi to mujhe pranam kar raha tha lekin mein mann hi mann use pranaam kar raha tha ki apne Guru. Dev ke darshanon ke liye aaye hue bhakton mein bhi bhagwatbhav karne wale bhakt, tujhe pranaam hain, tu dhanya hai, teri gurubhakti dhanya hai. Sabhi mere Sai ki yaad mein pawan ho rahe the, Sai Amdavad mein the, unhe Kota aana tha lekin mausam kharab hone ki wajah se unki flight takeoff nahin kar pa rahi thi. Aur Kota mein sabhi bhakt Guru. Dev ko yaad kar tap kar rahe the. Baap ji further sang— tumhi mere raam ho, tumhi mere shyam ho tumhi meri jindagi, tum hi viram ho and Sadhkon ko mile aise sai, jeevan mein khushi aa gayi hai DO try to get that cd kota poonam 2 part Suresh Baap. Ji, Hari Om Manish
GURU KINHI KRIPA AUR BADAL DALI MERI JEEVAN DISHA Hari Om This is one anubhav which I admire the most. Jo sachhai is bhai ne Guru. Dev ke samne rakhi hain vo vandniya hain, uski Gurucharnon mein nishtaa, useke prem, uski Gurubhakti aur uski sachhai ko naman hain. This was published in Lok Kalyan Setu around 1 year back edition: 67 Bhai's name: Kuldeep Kumar Yadav, Village Maghol Jabardastpur, Janpad, Saharanpur (U. P) In the words of that bhai himself. Guru kinhi krupa aur badal dali meri jiwan disha Main Indian Airforce main Airman hoon. Meri aayu 26 varsh hain, main aapko batata hoon ki kasie Pujya Bapu. Ji ne mujh jaise pat ka bhi udhar kar diya. Bachpan se mujhe bahut lad-pyaar mila. Main sidha sadha aur padne mein tej ladka tha, phir mujhe chai peena ka shouk laga. Main rojana kam se kam 3 litre chai peeta raha aur ye silsila kai varsh paryant chala.
GURU KINHI KRIPA AUR BADAL DALI MERI JEEVAN DISHA Uske baad main TV dekhne ka vyasni hua aur is ek aadat ne mere jiwan mein dheere sari buraiyan la di. Main khana khai bagair to reh late tha par TV dekhe bina nahin, is bare mein meri kai baar jam ke pitai bhi hui magar koi asar nahin hua, parinamswarup kaam aur krodh ye do vikar mere jiwan mein poornarupen parilakshit hue. Baat baat mein chid jana avam naraj hona mera swabhav ho gaya. Maine bidi, cigarete pan aur daru ka bhi kafi sevan kia Main 16 -17 saal ki umar main ek dedh botal sharab pe leta tha. Meat bhi kha leta tha, ande to khoob khata tha. Ek baar to ek sath 2. 5 botal pe the aur mera bura haal ho gaya tha. 15 varsh ki umar mein hi main kami ho gaya tha aur dheere yeh vikar itna bad gaya ki maine 30 ladkiyon ko girlfriend banaya, jinme se kaiyon ke sath kam vikar bhoga, hastmaithun aur 35 ladko ke sath bhi kamvikar bhoga, yeh silsila 1991 se 1998 tak chala. Isi beech main inter main fail ho gaya aur apne ghar padai ke liye aa gaya. Ghar par mujhe kaid jaisa lagne lagag kyunki meri aadte bigad chuki thi, ab mera mann padai main bilkul nahin lagta tha, phaltah mere jivan mein gussa aur bechani bad gayi. Gharwalon se aaye din mera jhagda hota hi tha. Baat yahan tak badi ki maine faisla kiya ki main atmahatya kar loon. Aisa kai baar mann mein pakka kiya lekin phir socha ki main to marunga hi magar gharwalon ko markar hi maronga aur bhi koi kuch kahega to use bhi maronga. Ladkiyon ke chakkar mein ladai jhagde hote hi rehte the, gharwale aur sabhi rishtedaar mujhe samjha kar thak gaye the.
GURU KINHI KRIPA AUR BADAL DALI MERI JEEVAN DISHA Kai rishtedaaron ke sath bhi ghagda hua, mera jivan narak ban gaya tha aur ek chita ki nai main andar hi andar sulag raha tha aur mritpray ho gaya tha. Isi beech 1997 main mera selection Airforce main ho gaya lekin abhi call lettre nahin aaya tha. Main Santon me bilkul vishwas nahin karta tha aur pakka nastik ban gaya tha, Sadhu Santon aur Bhagwan ko gali deta tha. Isi beech mere ek-do rishtedaron ne Pujya Bapu. Ji se dikha le li thi. Main ek ladki ke chakkar main tha aur hum mil nahin pa rahe the. Tabhi mujhe pata chala ki Saharanpur mein Bapu. Ji ka Satsang hain aur waha ladki wahan jayegi. Mere mann mein keeda rengne laga aur wahin us ladki se mulakat ho sakti hain. Meri satsang main koi ruchi nahin thi magar us ladki se milne ke liye main 20 -23 March 1998 roj ja raha tha phir bhi kisi karanvash mil nahin paya, vahaan par Pujya Narayan Sai (Bapu. Ji k Suputra) aur Sureshanand. Ji (Bapu. Ii k krupaa paatra shisya) ka Satsang tha. 23 March ko achanak ek policewale ne meri gaal par jor se thapad mara to main ne poocha ki kyon mara hain to wah bola ki tum aisi jagah aakar bhi aise galat kam karte ho, tumhe sharam nahin aati? Tabhi Guru. Ji bhi poornahuti hetu padhare. Darshan karte hi laga ki mujhe sab kuch mil gaya hai aur mujhe inse diksha leni chaahiye. Inke dware hi meri jeevan naiya paar lagegi aisi prerna hui. Main 9 April 98 ko Haridwar Shivir mein diksha hetu gaya magar wahan bhi dikha nahin mili lekin wahan par Guru. Dev ne kaha ki jo mujhe Guru mante hain ya manna chahte hain ve dakshina de, hath uthakar vachan de. Mera bhi hath achanak uth gaya.
GURU KINHI KRIPA AUR BADAL DALI MERI JEEVAN DISHA Pujya Bapu. Ji ne kaha ki aaj ke baad aap log bidi, cigarrete, daru, meat aadi k sevan nahi karoge aur maha aascharya dekhiye ki us din se meri sharab, bidi, maans, ande, cigarrete sab apne aap chut gaye aur mujhe koi bhi prayas nahin karna pada. Tabhi 20 April 98 ko Ghaziabad mein Mantradiksha mil gayi aur is prakar hua mera (naya)adhyatmik janam. Dikhsa milte hi sab buri aadte chut gayi aur jeevan mein ek naya anand aur ullas cha gaya. Yauvan Suraksha aur Yogyatra 3 and 4 na ghajab ka asar kiya. Jo jeevan mere liye maut se bhi badtar ho gaya tha wah ab amrit sadrsah ho gaya, kaam krodh shadvikar bhi gayab ho gaye. Charo aur anand, madurya aur prempoorna dristi nazar aane lagi. Phir main 19 June 98 ko training me aa gaya. Kaiyon ko is sharir dware prerna milne lagi aur kai yuvan yuvatiyon ka charitra sudhar gaya, gharwalon sahit 30 -3 aadmiyon ko dikhsa dilwa di. Yuva bhaiyon behnon! aapse karbadh namratapoorvak vinti hain ki aap sab bhi Pujya Bapu. Ji k Satsang amrit ka pan kare-karaye. Ghar ghar mein ujala laye jisse Gurukrupaa swarup Bharat phir se Vishvaguru ki padvi par pahunch jaye. TV cinema novel ganda sahitya fashion vyasan aadi se sada mukta rahen, auro ko bhi mukt kare, asha hai ki aap sab log in anubvhavon se awashye hi labhanvit honge. Hai Guru. Dev, aapko itna karib pata hoon, yaad karna bhi bhool jata hoon. Aap hi aap ashru behte hain, aap hi aap muskurata hoon. Is anibhav se mujhe to Gurucharnon mein sacchai se apne hridya ko rakhne ki jo prerna mili hain ki anupan fayde ka anubhav hua hain. Hari Om Manish
GURU BHAKTI Yesterday one bhai wrote anubav about Bapu. Ji's meeting with Pathik. Ji Maharaj and his disciple Acharya. Ji. I was reminded of one Bhagwat kathakar whose name I don’t remember. He had his katha in Gurgaon district and I reached there somehow because that was organized by one of Bapu. Ji's sadhak and I was trying to catch one of our sadhaks who was trying to avoid me because she was not submitting her Bal Sanskar reports since long. That kathakar has a intersting story behind him. He is in his late 20's now. When he was infant his parents died. Their neighbour brought him up and when he was 4 -5 yr old she sent him to an ashram of a Saint where he was brought up and he started doing Bhagwat katha when he was quite young and that was his 100 th Bhagwat katha. At first the ahankar in me stopped me from going for his darshan as I thought he is not a Self realized Saint, he is just a kathakar lekin Bapu ne to mera ahankar galana hi tha to mujhe kisi tarah pahuncha hi diya. Although I bowed to him and he greeted me with a smile but inside I was still like a palm tree, standing straight refusing to bow, mujhme ahankar tha Bapu ka sadhak hone ka, namrata to us samay pata nahi kahan thi mujhme. Lekin uske baad mujhe jo sunne ko mila mera sir sharam se ghuk gaya. Mujhe unki Gurubhakti ke bare mein jab Rekha didi ne bataya.
GURU BHAKTI Once his Guru. Dev said "Aajkal Eklavya jaise shishya nahin milte“ unhone jaise hi yeh baat suni apne Guru. Dev se bole "Guru. Dev agar sachhe Sadguru hain to unki kripa se Eklavya jaise shishya bhi ban jate hain. itna kehkar unhone chaku(knife) se apni 3 fingers kat kar apne Guru. Dev ke charno mein rakh di. Yeh ghatna sunkar mera sara bhoot utar gaya. Main apne ko sadhak manne ka jo ahankar raha tha wo ek pal mein hi tirohit ho gaya. Main unki Gurubhakti ko naman kar raha tha aur apne karmon par glani mehsoos kar raha tha. Maine socha abhi to aisi koi kausauti hamari hui hi nahi hain, hum aise hi phool kar apne ko kuch manne ki bhool karte hain. Aage to mujhe Rekha didi ne bataya jo un Sant ne katha ke baad Bapu. Ji ka jikra chidne par bataya. Wo bole ki hum bachhe tab Bapu. Ji hamein khoob laad karte the. Humhe to Bapu. Ji apni gaud me bithate the. Bapu. Ji jab Guru. Dev se milte to humhe bhi darshan hote the aur wo hume bahut pyaar karte the. Abhi Bapu. Ji se phone par baat hoti rehti hain aur Narayan Sai se mulakat bhi hoti rehti hain.
GURU BHAKTI And also around 1 yr back one of Guru. Dev's mitra Sant Barfani Baba came to Gurgaon not for Satsang but that Baba. Ji was staying at one his bhakt's place. That Sant lives in higher peaks of Himalayas in some gufa over there and wears nothing but a langot and Guru. Dev even sent Narayan Sai to Gurgaon for darshans of that Saint aur mera durbhagya tha ki mujhe pata lagne ke bavjood mein nahin pahunch paya aur jab gaya to pata laga ki wo Sant ja chuke hain. Sant Ka Darshan Badbhagi pave. Also I apologies I forgot to mention in previous mail Bapu. Ji's trip to Pakistan about what Guru. Dev said the reason behind his trip. I don’t fully remember what Guru. Dev said but I do remember and writing in my own words “ Jo kam rajsatta nahin kar payi wo kam dharmsatta se hi sambhav hain. Hamare jane ka prabhav to jaroor padega, yeh mamla netaon se nahi suljhega, yeh to Santon se hi hoga. Bapu. Ji also said some more things but I exactly don’t remember. I apologise for that. Hari Om Manish
PAKISTAN TRIP It was when Bapu. Ji had to go to Pakistan for Satsang. Bapu. Ji gave darshan in morning. Bapu. Ji had a flight late in the evening. So in the morning Bapu. Ji gave Satsang and highlighted the reason behind going to Pakistan and the effect it will cause. When Bapu. Ji went back into his kutia all people were asked to leave ashram all main sadhak shishyas were there like Baap. Ji, Shekhar bhai and all people and they had to make preparations for it. Baapji was packing Bapu. Ji's luggage. However some other sevas were also going on, so somehow I got the opputunity to stay in the ashram. Actually stall godown was being shifted so we were doing that only and the old godown which we were cleaning up, Baap. Ji was sitting in same room packing Guru. Dev's luggage. So we got a lot of darshans of Baap. Ji as I went in and out many times. At around 4. 30 in the evening, Baap. Ji was about finished packing and then Baap. Ji was talking to some people who somehow remained in the ashram. I was just trying to listen all what Baap. Ji was telling about Bapu to all those people but I couldn't. After those people left Baapji called us and asked "Kaun seva mein tha. " Hum Hath jod kar khade ho gaye aur Baap. Ji ne mere hath mein ek badi pinni rakh di and said --Mauj hain. I just couldn't believe my luck. Baapji ke darshano ke baad unke hathon se prasad wo bhi unhone swyam aakar diya.
PAKISTAN TRIP In the evening I had to go to airport with one bhai from ashram as Bapu. Ji's passport was to arrive from Amdavad in a package and we had to collect that. When we returned back to ashram Bapu. Ji was on vyaspith giving darshans. Bapu ne itni mauj karwayi ki poocho mat. When Bapu returned from Pakistan once in Satsang Baap. Ji was telling his experiences, how much respect, people from Pakistan gave to Guru. Dev. Baapji even told that he visited Berani village in sindh- Village where Guru. Dev was born. When Bapu. Ji passed through the streets of that village- as Baap. Ji told people stood on roof tops and greeted Bapu. Ji. They showered flowers on Guru. Dev's car. Baapji said, he even applied the mitti of Berani on his forehead. Jahan Guru. Dev ne apna bachpan bitaya aisi pawan bhoomi ki mitti se to wo pawan ho gaye aur hum yeh anubhav sun kar pawan ho rahe the. Baapji said people over there gave so much respect that even they referred to Guru. Dev's Shreechitra as ""TASWEER SAHIB"" not just photo or chitra. (Sikhs pay respect to all holy bodies like Gurudwaras and Gurus and even Guru Granth Sahib by attaching SAHIB in end of it as respect. ) The same way they refered Guru. Dev Sree Chitra as Tasweersahib. HARI OM MANISH
HISAR DARSHAN First of all, I apologise for not being able to post any darshans because of several reasons and most important of them all I was waiting for Bapu. Ji to come to Delhi. Although I was planning to go to Hisar but couldn't as I had an exam on Sunday which was the last day of Satsang in Hisar. After Bapu. Ji finished Satsang in Hisar Bapu. Ji said- "Hum Dilli ja rahe hain“ lekin pata nahin tha ki itna tadpayenge. Bapu. Ji after finishing satsang in Hisar went to Hansi as there Bapu. Ji had given one Satra there also. Bapu. Ji gave one satra in Hansi on Sunday night and left for Rohtak via Bhiwani and Suresh Baap. Ji had to give satsang in Hansi yesterday. It was clear to no one whether Bapu. Ji will come to Delhi directly or stay in Rohtak overnight. No one, not even people in Delhi or Rohtak ashram were sure about it. I was planning to go to Rohtak but couldn't as I was not sure if Bapu. Ji is coming directly to Delhi or not. Kisi tarah raat bitai. In the morning I was thinking of going to Rohtak as Bapu. Ji spent the night in Rohtak but couldn't. In the morning Bapu. Ji gave darshan in Rohtak and went for maalish back in his kutia. At around 10 or 11 I just happened to call Rohtak and came to know that Bapu. Ji is leaving for Delhi. There was some chance that Bapu. Ji might stopover in Bahadurgarh. As Bapu. Ji left Rohtak, I left Gurgaon.
HISAR DARSHAN I was thinking of going to Jhatikra but somehow I decided that I'll go till Bahadurgarh. I stood on Rohtak road for 1/2 hour but Bapu. Ji had reached Bahadurgarh ashram from some other route. I reached Bahadurgarh ashram. Bapu. Ji hadn't come out for darshan as yet. In Bahadurgarh ashram it's like , just above pandal it's Bapu. Ji's kutia. There are stairs that come down to pandal from kutia. After around 30 -45 minutes Bapu. Ji came down. Bapu. Ji kept standing on the stairs along the railing and looked at all the people. Bapu. Ji ne sabhi ko maun rehne ke liye shabasi di aur kaha. “Aapko shabash hain maun rakhne ke liye isliye hum upna niyam kar paye. agar shor hota to hum yahan se Jatikra chale jaate. 2 maiyan kahin bethe aur chup reh sake, naa. . . par yahan itni sari maiyan aur kaisi shanti. Phir Bapu. Ji ne ek katha sunai do bhaiyon ki, which was about karmo ki gati. ""Ishwar ki shrisiti mein anyaay nahi hota, kya usko pata nahi kya nyaay hain, kya anyaay, humko hi lagta hain ki sachhe log dukh bhogte hain aur papi log sukhi hain. "" The summary was "Har koi apne poorva ke karmo ka phal bhogta hai. Pichle kiye punyon ya paap hi use sukh ya dukh dete hain.
HISAR DARSHAN While telling this katha Bapu. Ji said in the katha "Chota bhai chakra gaya. Kya hua chote bhai ko-and all said---chakra gaya. Bapu. Ji ko mauj aa gayi. Bapu. Ji said-""chakra gaya, chakram, ooo chakram. . . . " and Akhil bhai came running down from Bapu. Ji's kutia. Bapu. Ji said to Akhil bhai “Chote bhai ko kya hua, batao ise. . . chakra gaya. . achha ab ja. """""''Har koi Bapu ki lila ko dekh kar mauj kar raha tha. Bapu. Ji said after some time "Humne Hisar mein bhi ye katha nahin sunai, wahan alag aur yahan alag Satsang huya. Har jageh ke liye alag katha nikal hi aati hain. Bapu. Ji also said after some time after talking about something else "Dakshina dekar jana. Paan masala na khane ka aur maiyan lali lipstick na lagayegi iska vachan dekar jana. Bapu. Ji ne apni chadar se apne honth poonchte hue haste hue kaha -- Ponch do and all maiyan started laughing. -- lali lipstick se kudrati romkup nast ho jate hain aur pardes mein jo maiyan makeup nahi karti hai ve to baad mein bandariya jaise dikhti hain.
HISAR DARSHAN Phir Bapu bole- Aapko bhukh lagi hogi, aap jao, aap nahin kahoge to hum kaise kha sakte hain, yeh humse nahin hoga, humne nashta bhi nahin kiya hain subah se, aap khaoge tabhi hum khayenge. Hamare ghar koi aaye aur bhooka rahe ye humein achha nahi lagta humne poocha -taiyar hai to bola ki Bapu dalia taiyar hai lekin humne nahin khaya. Pehle aap khaoge tabhi hum khayenege. Mahila ashram mein humne keh rakha hai-pehle ashram ki bachhiyan khayengi baad mein hamari beti aur bhaiyon ke ashram mein bhi pehle ashram mein samarpit bachhe kheyenege aur baad mein hamara beta Narayan. Apno se nyaay, doosron se udarta ho to dil mein santushti rehti hain aur wahi to chahiye ab aap yahan aaye ho to kisliye dil ki santushti ke liye hi na. . . Aap jao nahi to hum jate hain, hum gaadi mein kha lenge arre. . Akhil pack kar, gadi taiyar kar. . . . Hum chale. Ab aap jao aur bhojan karo nahin to yahin par banao. Everyone said - Bapu. Ji hum yahin shanti se kha lenge aap mat jao. Bapu. Ji said achha pulao ban gaya ho to lao hum check kar lein, one sevadar went to rasoi and reported to Bapu, Bapu. Ji said -achha abhi pani dala hai chaval mein. Phir Bapu. Ji kutia mein chale gaye.
HISAR DARSHAN We all also left the ashram as Bapu. Ji was about to leave. After 15 minutes Bapu. Ji's car came and left for Jatikra. I was behind Bapu. Ji. There were some more cars also but all of them got stuck somewhere in traffice and were misled as Bapu. Ji took his car from an unexpected route, even the car in piloting went on the wrong way. Only Bapu. Ji's car and my bike were there, so we decided to stay along as even the piloting car was not there so we might get some seva. Bapu. Ji ne chaar baar seesha khola aur hath bahar nikala but it was not clear whether Bapu. Ji was calling me or not that's why I didn't drive parallelly because mujhe dar tha kahin dant ne pade. Isliye I kept driving safely and at a distance from Bapu. Ji's car. At Najafgarh Bapu. Ji's car got stuck in traffic jam so I overtook Bapu. Ji's car and tried clearing the jam but Bapu. Ji said- Peeche aa, so I went back again and kept driving. Bapu. Ji reached Jatikra and all this while I got darshans from behind. Bapu. Ji went into the kutia and I and another bhai who reached there started doing mala. After around 20 minutes other vehicles came which got confused in the way. Aage kya hua in the next post. Hari Om Manish
DIWALI DARSHAN Guru. Dev ki aisi aseem anukampa hain ki Bapu ne yeh Diwali bhi safal kar di. As I gave you a hint yesterday about latest darshans, to is baar unki mauj dekho. Usually Bapu comes to Delhi this time of the year, even if for a few hours and we were expecting Bapu. Ji to come this year also. As Bapu had given satsang in Bhopal, so today after satsang in Bhopal Bapu. Ji was exected to come to Delhi, although it was not confirmed whether Bapu would stay in Delhi or leave for Amdavad. Whole day went into confusion, whether we'll get darshan or not. but Bapu bhi to sabki sunte hi hai. After a day full of confusion got the news that Bapu. Ji would be coming by 10. 00 pm flight in the evening. We reached airport by 8. 30 pm and was still confused whether Bapu is coming or not. At 10: 15 Bapu reached Delhi and was very happy, purna mauj mein the.
DIWALI DARSHAN Sabse baat karte jab bahar pahunche to car ke paas khade hokar bole, aaj to aap log Sant k bhakt lag rahe ho, waise to shor karte ho to neta ke bhakt lagte ho. Om Namo Bhagwate Vasudevah. . . Istdevah. . . . Aananddevah. . (and then with a shararat on his face) Aaram dene wale devay and then started laughing. All people in arrival lounge of airport were looking at Bapu and were surprised a lot. Then Bapu said, bhagdor k baad ab hum sochte hain chup ho jayen and then smiling sat in his car and went to ashram. And our correspondents from ashram report (bhai log kshamaa karnaa, thoda majak kar liya)---- in ashram some people were waiting for Bapu – Bapu sang--- ab hame jaane do. . . and went into his kutia at 11. 00 pm I apologise I tried to post this but couldn't as my net was not working and I didn’t have much time as I have to leave for ashram tomorrow morning early.
DIWALI DARSHAN On dhanteras morning we reached ashram at 5. 30 am, and sat next to badbaadshah doing our morning sandhya waiting for Bapu. Ji's morning darshan. It was declared that Bapu. Ji would give satsang from 10 to 12 noon. Narsinghanand. Ji gave satsang from 10 till 11 and Bapu. Ji came at 11 AM. Kya mauj hain mere yaar ki, wo apne hisse ki bhi humein pilana chahta hain. Itni mauj ki, ki kya bataon. Bapu. Ji said- Hamare aane ka program koi pakka nahin tha, hamari to Amdavad ke liye connected flight thi lekin kuch logon ke liye nahin gaye. Phir subah 6 baje ki flight chhodi aur use baad ki bhi. Aap logon ko satsang mil gaya. Aaj to wahi log pahunchenge, jinhe bulaya jayega, bakiyon ko to jane ke baad pata lagega, ki Bapu Delhi aaye the. Diwali ke parv par aap logon ko satsang mil gaya, Diwali safal ho gayi. aaj to wahi log pahunchenge, jinhe bulaya jayega, mein to un logo ka naya saal achha banana chahta hoon.
DIWALI DARSHAN Yahaan Rajokari ko ab Amdavad banana chahta hoon. And then gave some hints for next poonam in Delhi and asked samiti and sevadars to make efforts to do that and further said- Hum bhi saath denge. At around sandhya time Bapu. Ji ne aisa dhyan karaya aur mera anubhav bataon to---- wahi same shabd dhyan me Guru. Dev ne kahe jo shabd subhe badbadshah ke pheri phirte samay meri prarthna ne nikle the. Kitne kripalu hain wo, kya kahen. Na vani saath deti hain na hi buddhi. After aarti Guru. Dev left for airport. I took my bike and stood in the way to airport near a speedbreaker at a lonely stretch when Bapu. Ji came, his car slowed down. Bapu looked at me and smiled and gave ashirwad and then moved to airport. At airport due to blasts in Delhi the night before there was red alert so cars were not being allowed till departure lounge so Bapu. Ji's car stopped on the road and from there Bapu. Ji walked around 25 -30 feet and entered airport. Belive me, I tried to inform all u people, so atleast people in Delhi could reach but couldn't as my net wasn't working , as Bapu. Ji said -- Aaj to wahi log pahunchenge, jinhe bulaya jayega. Aage unki ichha.
GURU SEWA KA PRASAD Hari Om Guru ki seva Sadhu jane Guruagya kya moodh pehchane Guru k prati samarpan, Guru k prati bhakti aur Guru kee poorna nishta k sath seva kya kar sakti hai yeh to wahi jane jo iska anubhav kar chuke hain. Hum sab k pujniya aur adarsh, apne Guru. Dev ke sabse pyaare apne Suresh Baap. Ji kaa anubhav hain ye jo mujhe kal Nitin bhai ne sunaya tha aur unhe shivir mein jate samay kisi Agra ke sadhak ne bataya tha. """Ek baar Amdavad mein vatika mein Baap. Ji ko raat ko Guru. Dev ne charanchampi ke liye kutia mein bulwaya. Seva k baad Bapu ne Baap. Ji ko jane ki agya di. Jab Baap. Ji kutia se bahar aaye to apne dono hathon ko dekhne lage. Unke mann mein apne hathon ko dekhte bade bhaav aa rahe the, ke Guru. Dev ke charnon ka sparsh mila. Unke hathon par charan champi karne k baad thoda tel laga hua tha. Baap. Ji apne hathon ko badi der tak dekhte hi rahe, phir jab unhe kuch nahin soojha to vatika mein hi pani ka nal kholkar dono hathon se pani peene lage maano Guru. Dev ke charnon k sparsh ke sabhi spandan ve apne andar sama lena chahte hoon. Aur wo sadhak aage batane lage ki kehte hain ki us din se Baap. Ji ki vani pe Maa Saraswati niwas karti hain. """Bapu kehte hain ki jise Guruseva mein preeti hain prakriti bhi use sahay ho jati hain, phir wo jo keh de use to prakriti bhi poora karti hain.
GURU SEWA KA PRASAD Nitin bhai further told me another incident which was told to him by same sadhak from Agra in train which happened many years ago in Haridwar. There was one shishya of Guru. Dev Swami Nareshanand. Ji, unka ab sharir nahin raha, probably some old sadhaks know him. Ek baar Guru. Dev sandhya karne kutia mein ja rahe the, to jate Nareshanand. Ji ko kaha ""“Yahin bethe rehna, snan karne mat jana, kahin mat jana, yahin bethe rehna""“ jab Guru. Dev sandhya karne chale gaye to Nareshanand. Ji ne socha ki Bapu ne snan karne ko mana kiya hain, bus hath muh dho leta hoon. Guru. Dev kaise sanket dete hain par unhe samajh na pae to apna kaisa nuksan hota hai. Swami Nareshanand. Ji ka panv phisla aur wo Ganga. Ji mein beh gaye. Jab Guru. Dev ko pata chala to Bapu ne bataya ki maine ise mana kiya tha Gangaji mein jane ke liye. Swamiji ki yatra abhi poori nahin hui thi aur jaisa Guru. Dev kehte hain ki Guru. Dev aur Guru. Mantra tab tak sadhak ka peecha nahi chhodta jab tak wah apne lakshya ko pa nahi leta. Guru. Dev ne sookshm jagat mein unke jeev ko prerit kiya to ek sadhak ke ghar Swami. Ji ne janam liya. Ab wahi Swamiji ashram mein samparmit hain par ek bachhe ke roop mein aur apne yatra poori kar rahe hain. Kaisi hai Guru. Dev ki karuna, hamara hit chahne ki unki bhavna. Ek nayi pustak ashram ki prakashit hui hai jiska naam hai " Mehakte Phool". sabhi sadhkon ke liye wah prerna strot hain specially us pusktak ke aakhri do pages. Phirat prabhu aayiyo padio tav sharnay balak ki prabhu vinti , apni bhakti laaye. Hari Om Manish
BHASMASUR KRODH SE BACHO Hari Om First of all I apologise to Guru. Dev and all you bhai behans for not being regular in my seva as I was unable to do the seva on Saturday and Sunday. Actually I could not find any such anubhav which I could write here. Although all the lilas of Sai and anubhavs of sadhaks are worth sharing but I being a fool try to judge them and for that I sincerely apologise to Guru. Dev. First of all I would like to share bhavas of one bhai named Saurabh, I was talking to him on Saturday night. While talking to him he said-Sai tum yunhi aate jate rehna. hum tumhe dekh kar muskurate rahenge tum humhe dekh kar muskurate rehna. While coming back home I just recited the same thing, kya bhav the bhai ke ke mujhe bhi Guru. Dev ki yaad dila di. Meri aankhon se bhi Bapu ke yaad mein aanshu aa gaye.
BHASMASUR KRODH SE BACHO Just in the evening I was talking to another bhai Nitin Singla. He's working in Gurgaon and basically from Barwala in Haryana. He told me this anubhav of another sadhak bhai while he was in Mullana (Ambala) engineering college. He met a sadhak bhai in college and that bhai shared his anubhav with him. In the words of that bhai himself "Jab mein Ist year mein tha so raat ko chhat par sota tha. Raat ko chand par tratak karta tha bahut der tak aur jab chand nahi hota tha to aakash par aur taron par tratak kiya karta tha. Mera aisa dhyan lagta tha ki poocho mat aur aise anubhav hote the. Yauvan Suraksha pustak ke last page par hai- bhasmasur krodh se bacho, ek baar ka kiya hua krodh pure mahine ke jap tap aur punyon ko sheen kar deta hain. Wo bhai kehna laga , ek din college main canteen mein meri ek ladken se behas ho gayi aur baat itni badi ki mujhe bahut gussa aa gaya aur maine use kafi kuch suna diya. Par jab sham ko niyam mein betha to aisa laga ki main bilkul khali ho gaya hoon. Ek mahine ka nahin balki mujhe to laga ki teen mahino ke dhyan ke abhyas se jo such sanchit hua tha wo ek baar ke krodh se sheen ho gaya. Us baat ko aaj teen saal ho gaye hain lekin mera aaj tak pehle jaisa dhyan nahin laga. Waisi stithi phir nahin hui. """" BHASMASUR KRODH SE BACHO. .
BHASMASUR KRODH SE BACHO Another anubhav Nitin bhai told me about one uncle who uncle is a poonam vrat dhari and one day just after getting up from niyam asked his daughter-- Amdavad phone laga aur bol Bapu se baat karni hain" on calling Amdavad they came to know that Bapu. Ji was not in Amdavad so they asked about Bapu. Ji's where abouts and called that ashram. On calling that ashram his daughter said- Humein Bapu. Ji se baat karni hain and guess who answered the phone - ""Bol, Tera Bapu bol raha hoon"". At first that behan got numb. She couldn't say a word. Then she said to Guru. Dev- Bapu mere papa poonam vrat dhari hain aur humen naya makan banvaya hain aur papa chahte hain ke aap hi namkaran karen, papa bhi yahin khade hain. Bapuji ki ab mauj dekho- kept thinking and talking to himself """ Kya naam rakhe. . Hari Om kutir. . na na yeh thik nahi, Sai kutir. . yeh kaisa rahega. . nahi. . . . phir kya rakhe. . . . """""""'' Bapu bhi maje le rahe the. Guru. Dev kept talking to himself and all this while that behan and her father were just hearing Guru. Dev's lilas and after few minutes Guru. Dev named their house which Nitin bhai now does not remember, so I apologise I can't provide you with. I remember 3 more anubhavs about accidental conversations with Guru. Dev over the phone which I'll share with you later. Hari Om Manish
LADDOO KHILAYGI NA… Hari Om It was during last Holi year 2004, I went to Surat shivir, jab Bapu Surat mein hote hain to Guru. Dev niyam se Surat mein Shiv mandir (next to holi ground) jate hain, Shivji ko darshan dene ya karne, pata nahin. For the first 2 days I didn’t know bout it but on the third day I was told by someone about this so I reached Shivmandir. Some people were sitting there. I sat there for a while and then got up from there and sat on the way from which Guru. Dev was to come. After more than 1 hr of wait Bapu. Ji came with a torch in his hand. People were sitting on both side of the road. Bapu came near me, aimed the torch at my face and went to the mandir. Mein to khush ho hi gaya tha. I kept sitting there only because maje to ab shuru hone the. Wapsi mein Guru. Dev ne baatein jo karni thi. When Guru. Dev was coming back, Bapu pointed torch at almost everyone and when came near me, again looked at me, stopped for a moment and moved ahead. Na mein kuch kehne ki stithi mein tha na unhone kuch kaha. Jab unhone torch mere face par mari, main to unka darshan nahin kar paya light ki wajah se, after Guru. Dev passed me, Bapu started taking to one mai and then almost everyone wanted to talk to Bapu. Aisa mauka chhodta bhi kaun. I also started walking along the crowd. One uncle stood up and said - Bapu main to sochta tha ki anubhav sirf special logo ko hi hote hain, hum aam logo ko nahin ho sakte. Pehle muje chasme (glasses) ka number tha. Bina chasme ke kuch pad nahin pata tha. Kal jab aapne holi khilayi to ek bauchar mere chehre par lagi aur mera chasma toot gaya. Aaj subhe main jab bina chasme ke path karne laga to mujhe Asaramayan ke sare shabd spast roop se pade ja rahe the. And all this while sab karnewale khade muskura rahe the.
LADDOO KHILAYGI NA… Phir un uncle ko prasad diya and then started talking to another mai. that mai had some another problem whcih I don’t remember but Bapu. Ji said - """ Thik ho gaya to 5 rupye ke laddoo khilayegi na varna dekh le. . Ab hum kahan khayenege ladoo, ek kam karna apne bachhon ko hi khila lena yeh soch kar ki Guru. Dev ko khila rahi hoon, nahi to apne hi muh(mouth) mein dal lena. Hum sweekar lenge lekin khilana jaroor. Jab thoda aage bade batein karte to ek behan ne Guru. Dev ko unki kuch tasweer dikhai, Bapu muskura pade. Bapu un taswiron mein bandaron ke sath khel rahe the. Bapu haste hue bole -- """Kaise Bapu hain, bandaron ki bhi poonch pakad lete hain. """" I don’t know what happened to me, kabhi to jaban nahi khulti, kabhi kya bol jata hoon. main ek dum se bol pada-- Bapu, ab hum bandaron ki bhi poonch pakad lo. " Bapu looked at me and smiled lekin main to chhup ho gaya bhid mein, kahin Sai naraj na ho jayen. I apologised for saying like this. After around 10 minutes Bapu. Ji went back to kutia. Jab mein un aunty aur Bapu. Ji ka laddoo wala samvad likh raha tha mujhe yaad aayi ek bat jo mujhe Rekha didi(I hope you remember her mother's anubhav from Haridwar which I wrote earlier) ne batayi thi. I went to her place one day for BSK Seva and she told me this anubhav of hers. She said " Aaj maine shikanji(sweetened lime water) banai Guru. Dev ke liye, bade pyaar se aur shudhta se banai is bhav se ki Guru. Dev ko pilaongi.
LADDOO KHILAYGI NA… Jab bachhe school se aaye to bachho ko hi maine unme Bapu ka bhav kar ke shikanji pila di. Us din jane kaise meri dopahar mein aankh lag gayi. Jab soyi to swapn mein maine dekha ki main kisi Satsang mein jal seva mein seva kar rahi hoon aur shikanji pila rahi hoon. Itne mein Bapu mere samne aaye aur apne hath se chullu bana ke khade ho gaye. Main to jad si ho gayi thi Bapu ko dekhte hi. Bapu. Ji bole pila na aur maine Bapu ko hath se hi shikanji pila di. Peene ke baad Bapu meri taraf dekh kar bole. Teri shikanji sweekar ho gayi, bahut badiya banai hai. . . while didi was telling this anubhav meri to ankhon se aanshu hi aa gaye Guru. Dev ki lilayen jane kaisi hoti hai. . Jab se mil gaye hain mujhko aise sai mere jiwan mein khushi aa gayi hai mere jiwan mein mehak chha gayi hai Hari Om Manish
BAPUJI’S LOCKET Shree Sad. Guru Devayah Namah. . Manish bhai se prerit hokar apna hi ek pahla aur chhota sa anubhav likh raha hun. Is anubhav se Asaramayan ki ye lines aur bhi sach lagti hai. . sarvatra ek kise batlaye sarv vyapt kaha aaye jaaye. . It was the time when I was not dixit and not even seen Pujya. Shree once, but started attending Gurudev's satsangs in Dubai (UAE) on Fridays. Once the Satsang was over and I was looking at the Pujya. Shree's Locket at stall. Asked Sadhak bhai there how much does it cost, he answered around 5 Dhs (Rs. 60 -65 appx. ). I thought why should I spend even that much on the locket. Also sort of thinking like I am also a special bhagat of Bapu. Ji, not a aisa vaisa bhagat. . I will wear this only when only Pujya Guru. Dev will give it to me with His Holy hand, otherwise I am not going to wear the same. And also am already wearing another locket of my mataji's Guru. Dev, so I thought whether should I wear another Saint's locket or not, would it be right / wrong etc. . then I just stood along a wall and started looking at Rishi-Prasad. Just after 1 -2 minutes a sadhak bhai came in front of me and said there is some prasad came from Amdavad Ashram. Pujya Shree has given for Dubai Sadhaks. . . please have it,
BAPUJI’S LOCKET I said give it to another sadhak bhai standing next to me. . that bhai said please give it to me. . then sadhak bhai finally gave it to me and as it was properly wrapped with the paper I touched it with forehead and put it into my front pocket. I thought some dry fruits must be there inside that. After finishing the Rishi-Prasad I opened the wrapper and what I saw is a shining locket of Pujyashree there. . I could not stop my emotions that just 2 minutes back I was just thinking of something, did not speak to anyone what I am thinking of. . and got what I even could not imagine. . that too in just 2 minutes Since then I feel there is someone in this universe who is connected and has close watch on you all of the time. . wherever you are. . . you are not alone in this world. . Regards, Paresh. .
GURU MANTRA KA CHAMATKAR [Before I write my anubhav, let me also mention(as. I had writtenin my Diary), raat ko 18 th – 19 th Nov 2001 night, swapn mein Bapu. Ji k darshan hue, yaad nahin kyaa dikhaa. ] 19 th November 2001(Monday) ko office jaate samay, raaste mein ( office pahunchane ko late hogi is liye bus se raaste mein utarkar phone karne k liye jaa raha tha. Telephonebooth road k doosre side thaa) road cross karte waqt, half road cross kar chukaa thaa (I had crossed one half of the road, had to cross the other half side) meraa accidentho gaya (this I was told in hospital; I can only rememberthat I crossed half the road, beyond that I do not know, what and how it happened. ) [On the other half side of the road, trafficwas allowed to go two-way, for few hours, to ease traffic. So even after crossing half the road, one needs to look towards right side again, to see any traffic is coming. ] Jab hosh aayaa Governmenthospital mein, tab Police/hospital doctor etc… were around the bed. Unhone batayaa ki Tata Sumo waalaa maarkar gayaa, tum behosh ho gaye, Police waale ne hospital mein admit kiyaa. Jab hosh aayaa, tab, agar mujhe theek se yaad hain to, mere mukh se OM niklaa aur Guru Mantra ka jap bhi niklaa. Mujhe samajh mein nahin aa rahaa thaa ki main yahaan kaise pahunchaa, accidentkaise huaa etc. . etc…parmujhe koee bhi pareshaani nahin ho rahee thi, kuch aur yaad aaye na aaye BAPUJI kee smruti bane rahee thi, us samay bhi BAPUJI k mantra k sahaare koi chinta nahin thi. Kuch der baad yaad aayaa ki main phone k liye, road cross karne aaya tha.
GURU MANTRA KA CHAMATKAR Let me write in brief that then my father etc. . . came. I was taken to Police. Station. There the Tata Sumo people were there along with more of their companions, they blamed me that I did not see on the right side of the road, while crossing etc. . . my gigaji(Dr. )thought there is no meaning lodging a complaintagainst them(political group people) and told that it will cost for the CT scan. They gave Rs. 1500 for the CT scan. More importantat that time was to get free from there and go to hospital for x-ray, CT scan. Believe me, accidentmein jeevitbachnaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!! From the other half of the road(2 way), if the Sumo was slow, nothing should have happened and if the vehicle was fast (as those people drive), zindaa bachnaa to!!!!!!!!!!!!! (behosh ho gayaa thaa) (Par Sadguru kaa mantra hain, akaal mrutyu to ho hee nahin sakti) I had some sort of so called pain in my right hand. My gigaji was worried ( as I was behosh for about 2 hours) if anything happens in brain, that will become a very serious problem for the life time. CT scan se pataa chalaa ki brain mein kuch bhi problem nahin hain. Right hand mein thoda pain jaisa (I repeat thoda pain jaisa) thaa (I could not have free movementsof my right hand, and was keeping in folded position), x-ray karane par pata chalaa ki right hand mein chota fracture hain - Ek haddi toot gaye hain. Vaha surgery se, ek plate dalkar, join karne se thek ho jaayegi.
GURU MANTRA KA CHAMATKAR Aur koee bhi nuksaan nahin shareer mein – ye kaisi leela hain BAPUJI kee. Mere BAPUJI KEE KRUPAA HAIN BEHOSHI KE HALAT MEIN BHI UNHONE HEE SAMBHALAA. My gigaji told my sister to give me pain killer(he assumed that I am sufferingwith pain in my right hand). Later on when he came in night, my sister told she had forgottento give me the tablet. He was worried that I may be suffering with a lot of pain. But I replied that I have no pain at all. (pain was there, very littlebit, if at all). Ye to BAPUJI hee jaane ki kaise, aise accidentk bad, na pain, na hee hand expand huaa. In order to see it can be cured without surgery, waited for a day to consult other doctor. But he told it is better to go for the surgery and was scheduled for Wednesday, 3: 00 PM. But at 2: 00 PM doctor told that (due to some other emergencycase at that time) operationwill be done on Thursday(GURUVAAR) 9: 00 AM. Operation theatre ko le jaate samay, na koee bhay na fikar, BAPUJI kee marzi par chod diyaa aur aaraam se letaa rahaa. They had removedall the clothes and put a green coloured shirt type cloth over me. Carried me over a stretcher(asper their system) to the operation theatre. There, seeing the surroundings operation machinery, A/C etc…, should have created fear, as I was alone but GURUDEV kee yaad thi, to aur kyaa chaaeye.
GURU MANTRA KA CHAMATKAR When I was taken to the operation theatre, mujhe doctors par koee bharosaa nahin thaa, mujhe to bharosaa tha sirf mere BAPUJI par, aur BAPUJI par sab kuch chod kar hee main operation k liye gayaa thaa. Mera kyaa hain, doctor kyaa operation karenge, sab kuch karnewale to mere BAPUJI hee hain. Operation 11: 00 baje k baad huaa. Behosh karne k samay 10: 55 ho rahe the. Behoshi kaa injection dene k bad main intezaar kar rahaa thaa, ki vo instant kaa jab main(shareer) behoshi mein jaata ( Mann mein BAPUJI; lagbhag mujhe aaj bhi yaad hain kee vo instant kuch pataa chala, time 10: 55 ho rahaa tha wall clock mein). 1: 00 baje room mein hosh aayaa. Operation 12: 00 k aas-paas huaa. Din GURUVAAR, SAMAY - 12: 00, jab ABHIJIT nakshatra rahtaa hain- jis nakshatra mein mere BAPUJI is dharti par avatar dharan karke aaye, jis nakshatra mein Bhagawan Ram ne avatar liyaa. Bapu. Ji kee leela to dekho Operation bhi karate hain to apne (GURUVAAR) din, samay bhi Abhijit nakshatra chunaa.
GURU MANTRA KA CHAMATKAR Also, let me add here, that, few days/weeks after the operation, there were marriage of 3 close friends and some relatives, which I would have had to attend and there was no question of me avoiding (at that time I was escaping from attending all these functions etc…). But I got a very good reason to escape from all the 3 unavoidablefunctions, that due to the operation. I am taking precaution and so did not attend the marriages. MERE BAPUJI……………. Mere andar ahankar aa gayaa honga, ki main Doctor k paas nahin jaaongaa, Alopathy kee gulami kyon. Shayad isiliyemujhe operation bhi karwanaa padaa. BAPUJI KEE MARZI POORAN HO. . . .
OM ON ROTI OM SHRI SADGURU PARAMATMANE NAMAH NARAYAN HARI OM Guru. Dev k Shree Charanon Mein Anant Vandan ……… 21 st Feb 2006, Mangalvaar, ko, meri patni Rashmi Saigal, roj kee tarah roti(Parathaa)banaa rahee thi. Doosra parathaa usne tave se utaaraa aur dekha ki uspar OM kee aakrutee nazar aa rahee hain. (I have shared this Photo/file from http: //www. kodakgallery. com/Share. Confirm. jsp? collid=9210355 17106 ) Baad mein hamne dekhaa ki us Parathe par OM kee aur choti aakrutiyaan dikh rahe hain. Yaha to Guru. Dev kee aseem, ahetuki, apaar krupaa hee hain. Shabdon mein likh sake yaha hamare bas ki baat nahin hain. Antaryami Guru. Dev sab kuch jaante hain.
OM ON ROTI Gurudev k Shree Charanon mein Anant Vandan karte hue yahee kaha sakte hain: Ye Kaisa Hain Jaadu Samajh Mein Na Aaya, Bapu. Ji-Aapke Pyar Ne Hamko Jeena Sikhaya …………. . Kabhi Na Janaa Duur Mujhse, O Mere Sadguru. . . . SADHAK MAANGE MAANGANA, PRABHU DEEJO MOHE DOY | BAPUJI HAMAARE SWAASTH RAHE, AAYU NISHDIN LAMBI HOYE || Jai Guru. Dev ! ! ! HARI OM Rupesh Kumar Saigal H. No: 16 -11 -508/2/A/1 Dilsukhnagar, Hyderabad. AP – 500060 Tel: 040 -24048420 (residence) 0 -9849261333(Rashmi Saigal) 0 -9391018490(Rupesh)
EXCELLENT RESULTS OF SARASWATYA MANTRA Success in many examinations including I. A. S. I have taken Saraswatya mantra-diksha from Pujya Bapu. Ji and do its jap regularly. This has increased my intellectualprowess and by virtue of which alone I have obtained 113 th rank in the I. A. S. exams. More than my own efforts, Saraswatya Mantra has helped me with this success. Before that, I topped the entire university in B. Com. In the competitive exam for Central Intelligence Officersorganizedby the Ministry of Home, Governmentof India, I stood first among the four lakh participantsfrom all over the country. I obtained 12 th place in the Probationary Officers’ exams of the State Bank of India. But all this is due to the grace of Gurudev’s maid-Maya, which naturally becomes favourable as a corollary to mantra-diksha obtainedfrom Pujya Bapu. Ji. Now I pray to Guru. Dev that with His grace I should progress on the path to the Supreme Self. Kunal Aggarwal Patiala (Punjab)
EXCELLENT RESULTS OF SARASWATYA MANTRA Two New Formulas of Algebra Discovered I have been initiated into the Saraswatya Mantra by Pujya Bapu. Ji. I am a student of Lancer’s Senior Secondary School of Secunderabad, Bulandshahar District. Pujya Bapu. Ji has sanctified our school with the holy dust of His lotus feet twice. Our Head Mistress is also a disciple of Pujya Bapu. Ji, and she takes special care to inculcate the divine virtues taught by Pujya Bapu. Ji in us children. By the sheer power of Pujya Bapuji’s grace and inspired by my mother, despite being poor in mathematics, I started my research work in right earnest and attained success as well. Various Newspapers have also praised my achievement. Had I not been initiated by Pujya Bapu. Ji, not availed myself of His satsang, diksha and benign grace and Lancer’s school propagating Indian civilization II this would have been but impossible.
EXCELLENT RESULTS OF SARASWATYA MANTRA The formulas I have discovered are … 1. a 2 + b 2 = (a+b) { a+b - 2 ab } when a ≠ -b a+b 2. a 2 + b 2 = (a-b) { a-b + 2 ab } when a ≠ b a-b By the grace of Pujya Bapu. Ji, the above two formulas have been duly certified by the Human Resources Development Ministry and the certificates sent by the ministry have already been received. I am currently engaged in researching other four formulas and am sure that by revered Gurudev’s benign grace I shall be successful in future as well. Anmol Garg, Bilaspur Dist. Gautambuddha Nagar, U. P.
EXCELLENT RESULTS OF SARASWATYA MANTRA Top Rank in Entrance Exams to ‘Andhra Pradesh Sainik School’ Ravindra Yadav, a promising student in the eighth standard, is a regular attendant of the Bal Sanskar Kendra run under the inspiration of the ashram. He received diksha of the Saraswatya Mantra from Pujya Bapu. Ji at Vishakhapatnam and did jap and meditation with implicit faith. He always stands first in the school. Even in the competitive exam for entrance to ‘Andhra Pradesh Sainik School’, where thousands of students participated, he obtained the first rank among 20 finally selected students. Sanchalak, Bal Sanskar Kendra, Vishakhapatnam, Andhra Pradesh
THE MAHATAMA IN WHITE Hari Om I have a goldsmith/jewelry store. On the first of March 1997, I went to work after breakfast. I was feeling carefree and good and as usual greeted and said Ram-Ram, salam, hello to all the friends and others on the way to work. When I opened the shutters to the store I confronted the biggest catastrophe of my life. The whole store was disarranged, turned upside down. The store's safe was uprooted from its original place and was torn apart as if it was made up of cardboard. Wherever I looked every thing was pulled out and shuffled. Each case, box and container, was disturbed and the contents were gone. I was completelyburglarized, robbed and destroyed. I am older of the two brothers and have no father. I had the responsibility. I felt helpless and was very upset. This was very disastrous. I came out to the road and began to lament and cry. My family and friends and all the well-wishers began to arrive. Every one sympathized and tried to console. A Few placed their hand on my head, I would stop frettingfor few minutes but I did not feel reassured and the grief continued for I was robbed off my livelihood.
THE MAHATAMA IN WHITE After some time an old lady who lived on a street behind us also came. She was about ninety five years old and had trouble walking. Two women supported her on each side to help her walk. I thought she has also come to console me as many others who visited me that day after the misfortunate occurrence. When she came up to me she said: "Son, listen to me carefully. I have to go back soon, I cannot sit. I have come to give you a message that I was asked to convey to you. Last night a Mahatma dressed in white came in my dream and asked me why you were crying. I told that you were cryingbecause you were robbed of your livelyhoodand your shop was raided. The Mahatma asked me to tell you, be thankful and don't cry, for the ten to twelvepeople who robbed your store had also come to your home with intentions of killing you. Last minute they had a change of heart and thereforeyour life was spared. The Mahatma further asked me to listen carefully and to rememberto tell you not to cry at all, and that within next six months all of your losses will be recovered". Hearing her I felt relieved and reassured. I felt as if I had a big support. For next two days I could not go into the store for the police was still examining the evidence. When they finished the investigation I was allowed to go in. I then went into the store to try and clean up and put things back in order. To my amazement in the same safe that was uprooted and torn apart, I found gold and silver worth fifty thousand rupees. I was saved from a catastrophe and could get back on my feet.
THE MAHATAMA IN WHITE All of this occurred when I was not even Dikshit (initiated by Bapu. Ji). We only had Bapuji's picture at home and my wife did dhoop batti, lit incense, in front of it. A month later we took Mantra Diksha (initiation from Bapu. Ji) and a year later now we are all doing fine. Sad Guru Bapu. Ji ki Jaiy Chanderpal Verma Moulana Gaon Ambala District 26 May 1999
THE BENEVOLENT GLANCE Sad. Guru. Dev. Ji ko shat koti pranam, thousand salutations to Sad. Guru. . . My daughter's name is Indumati. She got married on 4 th May, 1997. About six to seven months after her marriage, while she was with her in-laws, she got a severe electric shock and suffered a bad after-shock. She did not eat for four days and had to be placed in a nursing home. I went over to her father-in-law's house and brought her back home to Delhi. My wife and I took her to see Bapu. Ji at Delhi Ashram. She was weak, could not walk and needed to be supported. My wife and I had to hold her from both sides. When we arrived at the Ashram, Guru Maharaj was being seated in the car. He was getting ready to leave for Chandigarh. However, Bapuji's kripa drishti, benevolent glance fell on my daughter. Immediately after that she recovered and ate a huge amount of food. Fifteen to twenty people who were at the Ashram are witness to this miracle. I am Dikshit, initiated by Bapu. Ji, but I don't follow any rules. I continued to drink and smoke. I am very sorry for this and I ask forgiveness from Bapu. Anonymous Indumati's father
THE BENEVOLENT GLANCE (The speaker got very emotional at this point and could not go on. The residing Sevadar, the presiding individual thus completed his experience) "Since the gentleman is emotional and cannot talk I will fill in for him. After receiving a severe shock with electricity his daughter suffered for seven to eight months and was being treated. Inspite of the treatment, she continued to suffer an after-shock and would scream and shout. She also did not eat. The medications used didn't help. Her family's belief and parent's shraddha (conviction in Bapu. Ji) brought her to the Ashram. With one benevolent glance from Bapu, who was already sitting in the car, ready to leave, not only did this gentleman's daughter ate food and recover instantly, but today with Bapu's blessing his daughter has a daughter. " Sad. Guru Bapu. Ji ki Jai. . For Indumati's father 26 May 1999
CANCER CURED --Translated/Interpreted from the Nov. 2000 issue of Rishi Prasad I work as an Asst. Development Officer in a place called Mahu in Distt. Indore, M. P. , India. In Feb. , 1998 I met with an accident & got hospitalized. I was discharged from hospital after almost 6 months. During this period, my wife who was suffering from cancer was neglected & therefore her disease got aggravated. Shri Malviya ji who is a colleaque of mine & a follower of Sant Shri Asaramji Bapu, when he came to know about my wife's disease, he told me that I should keep faith in Pujya Bapu. Ji & start giving 10 gms of Tulsi(the holy Basil of India) juice with 5 gms of honey or 50 gms of freshly prepared curd (yogurt) to my wife. It is more than a year since I started giving this medicineto my wife. We got all the tests done for her & came to know that she has been completelycured of cancer. This was possible only because of Pujya Bapu. Ji. I've accepted Bapu. Ji as my Sad. Guru deep within my heart. I shall be bestowed with Diksha whenever I get a call from Pujya Shri. Hari Om! Jagannath Patil Asst. Development Officer, Indore
FREE FROM ADDICTIONS & DARSHAN IN DREAM --Translated/Interpreted from the Sept. 1998 issue of Rishi Prasad I'm the second child of a poor father - Shri Krishnadev Prasad. I was on the path of ruining my life. . . Then my friend, Ashish Trivedi, gave me three books published by Sant Shri Asaramji Ashram: Yogasan, Nashe Se Saavdhaan & Yovan Suraksha. While reading these books I used to cry in front of Pujya Bapuji's picture very often. My life was totallytransformed. I became free of all addictions. Bapu is Great! Really Great!! Once Pujya Bapu. Ji guided my way to reach the Satsang Hall in my dreams. The Satsang words that I heard in my dreams, those divine words were I heard again amidst a satsang program of Pujya Bapu. Ji on 29 th June, 1998. I attended the "Chetichand Shibir" in order to get Mantra Diksha from Pujya Bapu. Ji. I could not get Mantra Diksha but I was fortunate to attend the Satsang program. Since then Pujya Bapu. Ji is my Sad. Guru. . . & shall remain my Sad. Guru forever. . . Bapu. Ji! You've showed me the way to true happiness & divine ecstacy. . . -Mahesh Kumar, Ropoval, Jamui, Bihar
THE OMNICIENT PATH FINDER Namaskar I am an ex-military man, I retired from the army last year. There are many anecdotal spiritual experiences I can share with you, but I will restrict myself to the most important one. My battalion was assigned to the defense of the glacier on the front this is a area that has extremely perilous snow covered terrain. The weather is also very cold. The individuals have to climb the glacier dig in bunkers and live under snow for days. Apart from the unfriendly weather and the geography the danger to life is exaggerated due to the barrage of headless bombing that goes on in this area. Record making bombing has been recorded in this area. One time on Bapu's birthday I was in prayer and became emotional. I started to think of the wives of the individuals who were scheduled to climb the glacier. It was dangerous and deaths in the hand of enemy were common. I carried out to Bapu, and asked forgiveness for I could not have his darshan audience, on his birthday. I prayed to Him asking Him to intervene. Please protect the suhaag, the married status of the wives of my brothers about to take off on this perilous mission. Protect this omen from getting widowed.
THE OMNICIENT PATH FINDER I then had an inspiration from Bapu. An inner voice told me to write on a piece of paper that "None of your men will die by the bullets of the enemy nor from the perils of the terrain'' and to give the paper to my commanding officer and go about my job thereafter. When my men climbed down and came back I asked after their welfare. They told me everythingand everyonewas fine and they had no problems negotiatingover the arduous path for they had a leader who walked up in front of them and showed them the path and they simplyfollowedthis man. He showed them the way and kept them away from the bullets and the enemy's site. Despite incessant bombing of the areas around the bunkers on the glacier no one was hurt nor anything of consequences destroyed. The enemy's bombs went astray and surprisingly, only destroyed alcoholic beverage bottles and eggs some of the personals had taken with them. With Sad. Guru’s kripa, blessings of Bapu. Ji, we successfully completed our six month tenure without any fatalities or falling sick. Our commanding officer proudly discussed our performance at different gatherings, ascribing our success to our good training and "superior guidance". Sad. Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Anonymous
THE CHARITABLE REDEEMER Namaskar! During my college days I was a delinquent derelict, a rogue to the point of being a criminal. I drank alcohol and smoked. I did not even follow the religious and social norms of my family and inspite of being an Aggarwal I ate meat. As a result of my roguery I even had a police case against me. All of my family and friends pointed fingers at me, were fed-up with me, and had disowned me. A man told me about Sant Shri Asaramji's Ashram in Sabarmati. One Sunday I ended up going to the ashram for Bapu's Satsang (religious discourses). I was skepticalabout Bapu's each word while listeningto Bapu's Satsang. I kept thinking it is all a dhong (fraud); Bapu is fake & pretentious. When I got back home next day on Monday, to my surprise, I received an interview call for a job. My fellow students who had better percentage of marks did not get called for the interview, while surprisingly I did. This was all because of Bapu. I came right back to the Ashram with the interview letter. I prayed to the Bad Dada (The tree in the Ashram which has been bestowed Shaktipata by Pujya Bapu. Ji) and met Shivlal Kaka and Bhagatji. They asked me to attend a shibir (meditation camp) and gave me Rs. 500/- to go to Maisana since I had no money for a ticket.
THE CHARITABLE REDEEMER Despite of the curfew in Bapu Nager, I could travel and come back to the Ashram. It has been two and half months since. I feel I am rescued and redeemed by Bapu. I have given up all of my bad vices and lifestyle. I have stopped eating meat, drinking alcohol, paan masala, special spices wrapped in a beetle leaf, and even stopped using mouth fresheners like Dhana dal. I am also pledging to eat one time a day only. Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Sunil Kumar Aggerwal Bapu Nager
CHANGE OF HEART & HEALED If you firmlybelieveand want somethingit will happen ultimately. a At satsang given by Morari Bapu, I heard him say 'In case you are not sure of whom to choose as your Guru, then you can consider Hanumanji Dada - Hanumanji Bhagvan as your Guru. ' I quickly started to consider Hanumanji as my Guru. Since then I prayed to Hanumanji Dada and asked him to send me a Sat. Guru. At a Hanuman Camp in 1985, I also got a book on Ishtaha Siddhi Yog by Sant Shri Asaramji Bapu. The book had the address and the contact number of the Ashram on it. I wanted to come but my husband did not. My husband was a non-religious materialistic worldly man. He led a fast life, enjoyedgoing to the club, and smoked cigarettes. In short I never made it to a ashram or a Guru. It took five years when things started to happen. In 1989 my husband came upon a book published by the Ashram. His colleaguesat officeand friends at the club also encouraged him to visit Sant Shri Asaramji Bapu. That evening he agreed to visit the Ashram. So we went to the Ashram next day, my husband was not very keen as he was not out in search of a Guru. We had no knowledge of Bapu's schedule or Ashram's activities & timings. We met Shivlal Kaka.
CHANGE OF HEART & HEALED We were blessed and had Bapu's darshan along with other audience. It only took one visit for change of heart for my husband. My husband found his Ishwar in Bapu. Today if any one asks my husband, he refers to Bapu as his Ishwar, his God and has also taken Diksha. He has terminatedhis club going and has also stopped cigarettesmoking. I am forever grateful for this. . As to my story, I suffered from a 20 to 30 years age-old stomach pain problem, which was not getting better. I was finally told it had to do with my digestive tract and had to have surgery. That night I committedto 108 Shri Asaramayana patths (readings), and decided not to go to the clinic any more. This was foolish because it is hard to do so many patths in a restricted period of time and I could never do it. Next day instead of going to the clinic I went to see Bapu. He tested me with an invocation. I told Him to take care that only He could help me, and that inspiteof curfew I will return in the evening. I was still in pain when I went home and told no one. That evening I went back to the Ashram and I took prasad, blessed food, and went home healed soothed of my pain. Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Anonymous
A SUBTLE THERAPIST One evening during a stroll in Bhopal I came upon Bapu's satsang. I collectedsome religiousliteraturefrom the Ashram's stall. I also must have unconsciouslypicked up some positivevibes, as I could hear the melodious. Kirtan - Hari Om. . . from where I was standing. I did not pay much attention. At the time only one thought was on my mind, I wanted to go back home to Delhi. Unfortunatelymy tenure at Bhopal was not yet over. To my delight I was transferred back to Delhi without having to complete my tenure at Bhopal. Bapu must have heard me. That year in December my brother in-law, my wife's younger brother, died. My wife was very much affectedby the loss of her brother. She was depressed and suicidal. She even attemptedto commita suicide. My domestic life was shattered, and every thing was upset. Finally I took her to Bapu's satsang that was held in Delhi. My wife derivedgreat support and inspirationfrom Bapu. In a dream one night Bapu gave her Ashirwad, blessings. With blessings from Bapu every thing improvedfor the better. We are very happy now and have all the domestic tranquility.
A SUBTLE THERAPIST This is not the end of my story. My friend Raj Kumar Sharma, who is sitting with me also had a similar experience. His wife and he were going to Vaishno Devi for Mataji's darshan. The terroristsattackedthe bogie, the compartment, of the train they were traveling in. Bullets flew and Shooting occurred. His wife got very scared and it affected her deeply. She started to experience mental problems and needed therapy. All friends got concerned and tried to help but nothing worked. Then I gave my friend Nari Narayani, monthlymagazine and other literature of the Ashram, and asked him to read to her. With Bapu's blessings she derived much mental support and power from the writings. As a result today she has allowed her husband, my friend to come to the Ashram with me, while she is all-alone by her self at home. Raj kumar my friend has today even participated in naam daan I wish and pray for peace and happiness for their. domestic life and tranquility. Hari Om Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Prakash Gupta Delhi
MIRACLE OF SHRI ASARAMAYAN I had lot of tensiondue to work related problems, when a friend who is also Bapu's follower asked me to read Shri Asaramayan. I committedto it and decided to do 108 patths, readings. As I read Shri Asaramayan, I began to have spiritual experiences. By the time I read for the 80 th to 90 th time, I began to have Bapu's darshan, visions. Like a live action on cinema film, I witnessed different Gods and Goddesses by the time I was reading for the 91 st and 92 nd time. Lord Shiva, Bhagvati Parvathi Mata, Ganeshji Bhagvanji followed by Hanuman Dada and other Gods and Goddesses passed in front of me as if on a live action film. During the 104 th and 105 th reading, I had visions of Swami Bhagvan Dutta. Trai. He seemed to say that "looks like you are in a ditch" and he helped me get out of what seemed like a ditch. I was literarilyin a hole, a big financial hole. After I completed 108 th patth, two days later my friend gave me a newspaper. I saw a job advertisement in the paper and went for the interviewheld in a Udaipur hotel. I was hired and given the job on the spot. My prospective employerstold me that as soon as they went back to Jaipur they would send me the official appointment letter. Then I came here. I have never experiencedsuch internal peace as I have experiencedhere in the Ashram. Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Anonymous
THE INVINCIBLE MANTRA DIKSHA I was diagnosed of heart problem in November of 1993. I went to differentheart specialistsin Gwalior. A battery of tests was done, all came back indicating serious heart problem. The doctors recommended. I check straight into the ICU Intensive. Care Unit at the hospital for I was in serious trouble. Not long time ago my father had passed away in Gwalior of heart trouble attendedby the same doctors, so we decided to go out of town for second opinion. We made an appointmentwith Escorts in Delhi. Further investigation revealedtwo of my arterieswere blocked. One artery had a blockage of 10% and the other had 80% blockage. I had to have visual angiographiesand was to have an arterialbypass surgery. The costs of the procedurewas estimatedto be three and a half lakhs. My husband being a Governmentemployeeit was not possible to raise that kind of money in one day, so I asked for one month of time. We went back to Gwalior. I was bedridden and not allowed to move from the bed. I decided if I have to have the surgery during which I may loose my life, I must get diksha from Bapu. I did not want to die Nigura (without Diksha, uninitiated by a Guru). I was given 2 to 4 months to live without the surgery, and if I went any where I was told there was a possibility that I would not return. .
THE INVINCIBLE MANTRA DIKSHA I went to Surat and took mantradiksha and went through naam daan. When I came back I was asked if I told Bapu. Ji about the heart problem and if I asked for any intervention and help. I told every one that I had gone for the sole purpose of taking diksha, and had no other ulteriorselfish motive. Now my job was over and I was not scared of dying any more. It was in Delhi in 1994 I was planning to go and see Bapu when I had a dream. In the dream I met Bapu. Ji and HE put out HIS hand asked me to hand over to HIM my medicinalpills. I gave HIM one set of pills which I used for my horrible headaches. HE then asked me to give up the other pills as well. When I refused, for these were hazardous HE then showed anger with HIS eyes and asked for them again. Seeing HIM angry I handed over the other one as well. I finallymet Bapu. Ji during the eveningbefore the surgery on 4 th may 1994. I told HIM I was scheduled to have a surgery in the morning. Bapu said if you have surgery you will die. I did not have the surgery. With Pujya Shri's kripa(benevolence), today I stand before you hail and hearty. All of my tests are normal and I feel fine. Hari Om Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Nirmala Parihar Gwalior
THE PARAMOUNT NIYAM-RULE I am an Arya-Samaji and belong to the Arya Samaj in Rohtak. Bapu's video -tapes of satsang (discourses) are played at our house day and night. We used to go to Panipat daily from Rohtak to attend Bapu's satsang. Then to the good fortune of Rohtak, Shri Sureshanand. Ji gave a satsang in our town, towards the conclusion of which Pujya Bapu. Ji also came. I took mantradiksha(initiatingwith a Mantra from Bapu. Ji), at a satsang in Delhi on 8 th of April. I used to commuteto Delhi from Rohtak by train daily for the satsang. I made up a niyam (rule), to do swaddhayaye (self-study) and Mantra jap (silent repetitionof Mantra) during the entire journey. I used to do swaddhayaye and read during the first part of the journey till , Sapley. The crowd got down in Sapley before Bhadurgarh, and there were fewer people on the train after that. I used to take out my jap maala(prayer beads) and used to start my Mantrajaap with Bapu's picturein front of me. This, I continued till the end of my journey all the way to Delhi. Once I was immersedin Mantra jap when a trolleypulled by a tractorcame in front of the train on the tracks and we had an accident. I was so engrossed in the Mantra jap that I did not know what happened. The seats in our compartment came apart and were thrown around and landed in my lap. The whole compartmentwas compactedlike a biscuit. The driver was hurt, but I along with approximately 12 to 15 others in the compartment, many of whom are also present here today at the satsang, escaped unhurt. Hari Om Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Hansraj Verma, Rohtak
THE MIRACLE OF SAHARANPUR I was a member of a Samitee(organizationdedicatedto Sant Shri Asaramji Ashram) in Ghaziabad. Eight month ago I was transferredto Saharanpur. In this town I did not see or meet with any one who was Bapu's follower. The town had no pictures of Guru. Dev anywhere. I was alone. Then I decided to do something about it. I got together with Bansal who was from a bank. We formed a Samitee of two people, which grew over time. Today Bapu's picture is there in the homes of Saharanpur citizens. There are thousands of Bapu's followers. Today three bus full of followershave come from Saharanpur all the way to Haridwar to receive Diksha, initiation from Bapu. Hari Om Sat Guru Bapu. Ji Ki Jai Krishanlal Aneja Saharanpur
A DEEP DESIRE-MY MIRACLE I am very fortunateand gratefulfor having Pujaya Bapu. Ji visitmy home in America and bless my family and me on three separate occasions. My husband I have also receiveddiksha, initiation from HIM. Few years' back I went to live with my daughter in India, who while finishing up her studies to become a medical doctor in Manipal, got very sick. All the time I was in India I wanted to visit Bapu. Ji but I couldn't. During the course of my stay I developed high blood pressure problems and had a stroke. This compounded with diabetes I developed a clot in my leg. When it was time to pack up and return to United States, I was in a wheel chair. After two years in India I had not had my Sad. Guru Bapuji's darshan, audience, and I was desperate as well as dejected for I felt helpless and hopeless. I had intense icchah a , deep desire, an urge, a passion but did not know how to fulfill it.
A DEEP DESIRE-MY MIRACLE On our way back from Manipal we had a five-hourstop at Mumbai and had to change planes to get on to the international flight to America. My daughter and I had arranged to spend few hours in Mumbai with my cousin between the two flights. At the airport my daughter went to fetch a taxicab while I waited in a wheel chair. As providencewould have, I saw a grossly overweightlady dressed in a white sari walking towards me. When she got within the talking distance she asked me "Are you waiting for Swamiji" ? "Which Swamiji are you talking about? " I asked her and she replied "Asa Ram Bapu". This was unreal. On further questioning. I came to know that Bapu. Ji was on his way back from Nagpur and HIS flightwas about to arrive in next five to ten minutes. I was excited may be I could meet HIM after all and my yearning will be satisfied. But as soon as Bapu. Ji arrived HE left in a car along with people who were attending HIM and I could not meet HIM. My daughter and I however learnt where HE was going to be staying in Mumbai and followed. HIM in a cab. On arriving at the place where HE was going to reside we found lots of people already waiting for HIM. Bapu. Ji on arrival did not come directlyto the area, the room that was decoratedwith flowers and was awaiting HIS arrival, but went to spend time alone on the beach for few hours. Later when we formed line to meet with HIM to my surprise I was given the first chance, and was actually first to meet HIM.
A DEEP DESIRE-MY MIRACLE Both my daughter and I visited and were blessed with his presence all I did was to sit and cry. Bapu. Ji gave us ashirwad, blessings, and two large boxes of chocolate and almonds as prasad. He also admonished my daughter for being responsible for my ill health. After some time I felt we had taken enough of his time and others needed to visit also, my daughter and I asked permission to leave. In those few hours that I had between flights from 2 p. m to 4 p. m I had my utmost desire fulfilled. I experienceda miracle of not only having pujaya Guru. Ji's darshan but also visiting with HIM and received HIS blessings in person. A task that seemed impossible was completed effortlessly with Bapu's blessings. I could now return to America fulfilled, satisfied with inner peace. Uma Gambhir Wheaten IL, USA January 2001
DIVINE PRESENCE OF ANNAPOORNA AT BAPUJI’S SATSANG IN CHICAGO Annapoorna huee Jagpala Tumhi aadi sundari Baala The other day we had Satyanarayan Katha, prayers for Lord Vishnu, before our son left home to go to school to start a new year. I was worried and wondered if the prasad, food offering, I was making was enough or if there was need to make more. When it suddenly dawned on me that when we, my husband, my son and I had attended Guru Poornima, a day of thanks giving, Satsang, spiritual discourses of Bapu. Ji, at Hari Om Mandir in Chicago area for the fist time ever, the thaali, plate with Bhog offered to Bapu. Ji was full even after four hundred to four hundred and fifty people might have taken some out of it. I could not believe it. It was awesome. We were among the last ten to fifteenpeople to come down to receive prasad and eat, for we were busy finding books and pictures, tulsi maala, prayer beads of holy basil seeds etc. . . This was our first time attendingthe satsang. When we got into the food line we were at the tail end of it. Only few people apart from the organizersof the Sat sang were left to eat and joined the line after us.
DIVINE PRESENCE OF ANNAPOORNA AT BAPUJI’S SATSANG IN CHICAGO We started to serve ourselves, as we walked along, I noticed a silver thali, plate with different foods served in it, complete with silver katoree, bowls and a glass filled with water. I realized it was Bhog, food offeredto Bapu. Ji. Since the people before us took some out of it, I too served myself out of it and had my husband son also take some. This was the real prasad out of Bapu’s thali , we were fortunate. The family after us also followed and I saw them stop at the counter near the Bhog too. I didn't think much about it at that time and went to sit and eat my dinner. There was plentyof food for everyone and the personal service was great. After finishingthe first course, I was planning to get up, go and get some rice next for second helping, when some one brought it to me followed by daal, lentils without asking or telling, right to the table. The wholeheartedcommitment and devotionof the attendeesto Bapu and literarilyfollowing. HIS word, HIS instructions, was clearly visible. There were three people holding one garbage bag collecting the joothee used plates. The story of Lord Krishna as collectorof joothae , pattal, a plate made out of leaves, used to eat in, as told by Bapu had come alive and Krishna Leela was being reenacted in full grandeur.
DIVINE PRESENCE OF ANNAPOORNA AT BAPUJI’S SATSANG IN CHICAGO I went home feeling good about coming it was all worth staying overnightin a motel and driving four hours back to home. It was only later I started to think is it possible for even if ten people took a little bit from the prasad thalli the food should have all been used up, the plate should have been emptied, but the thali was about full when we arrived, after almost every one had gone through the food line before us. I then started to feel guiltymay be only few of us took from it, and may be it was wrong for us to take from the thali. It was in the next few weeks on reading Guru Geeta I came across a shlok, which actually recommendedjust that. I then felt reassured, however I made a promise that I will watch care fully, if the miracle that I saw was really a miracle or just my imagination next time. The next time we were at the Hari Om mandir in Chicago area, was at the Utterayan Satsang on January fourteenth, and sure enough, Sakshat Annapoorna Maata Bhagvati was herself in full grace serving out of Bapu's thalli, under taking Jag paalan.
DIVINE PRESENCE OF ANNAPOORNA AT BAPUJI’S SATSANG IN CHICAGO I have no doubt about Bhagvati's presence in Bapu's Satsangs in various roops, forms. She may beckon you frantically in the crowd, and hand over the thalli for aarti or she may place an arm around and give you the thaalli for doing Bapu's aarti with an ease in spite of the crowd milling around you. I feel very blessed and fortunate to be a present and partake in the prasad of spiritualitythat is so freelygiven out by Bapu where Bhagvati herself may be in attendance and supervising. Haven't we all heard Bapu tell of Ganga Maata Bhagvati walk down to herself to attend a Sad Guru's, a true preceptor's Satsang? Rita Kaul Macomb IL, USA January 2001
THE MIRACLE OF NETRA BINDU I was fortunate to experience the amazing results of 'Netra-Bindu' (Eye drops). One 78 year old sant, Baba Shiv Ramdas staying in Geeta-Kutir, Tapovan Zadi, Sapt Sarovar, Haridwar, got operated, on the white cataract in his right eye, a year ago in a camp organized in Shanti Kunj Haridwar. His case deterioratedand a black cataract developed. Pain started and his eyesight began to weaken. A second operation was performed at Bhumanand Eye Hospital. They said it was absolute glaucoma and that the headaches would be cured by the operation, but his eyesight would continue to deteriorate. He then started using 'Sant-krupa Netra Bindu' manufactured by Sant Shri Asaramji Ashram daily, in the morning and evening. I examined him on 22 June 2001, after a month or so of using Netra-Bindu. He himself was quite satisfied. In his right eye he had regained eyesight sufficient to count fingers. The pressure of the black cataract was normal and there was no swelling in the cornea. He told me that his eyes used to remain red, but then it was not so. The benefitshe got from using Ashram's 'Netra Bindu' were beyond expectations. Ho was told that he had a white cataractin his left eye, and there was a possibilitythat he had a black cataract as well. But today his left eye is also alright. Eye pressure is normal, there is no white cataract, and the eyesight is fairly good. Seeing the amazing effects'Sant Kripa Netra-Bindu', I will advise my patients to use 'Sant-Kripa Netra Bidu as well. -Dr Anant Agarwal
Tansu a 5 Year old boy Hari. Om, Here is one incident which came in many newspapers in Delhi side, this incident was also told by Pujya Guru. Dev in HIS Vadodara Satsang, and also by Shri Sureshanand. Ji. A small boy Tansu 5 year old was playing, his cousin brother, 3 years old, fell from a height, then this boy Tansu took him and managed him to sit in the Car. Then Tansu drive the car for 10 km long to Jeevan Anmol Hospital. Bapu. Ji bata rahe the ki Saraswatya mantra liya huaa wah Tansu me kaisa saahas aa gaya. . . ( i don't remember actual words. . ) aur Sureshanand. Ji bataye ki Tansu ne unhe bataya jab wah car drive kar raha tha, to Bapu. Ji paas me the aur bol rahe the, . . . "Beta tu chala! darr mat, main hoon. . . " Aum Aum Naveen Tirthani
Tansu a 5 Year old boy Hari Om I also heard about the same in Ghaziabad, on the last day of satsang when Guru. Dev called that boy on vyaspith and gave ashirwad to that child and put a mala around his neck. prior to that suresh bhaiya also told about the incident during his satsang. Manish
AUGUST-SEPTEMBER 2003 - NASIK – SHRI SURESHANANDJI’S SATSANG BHAJAN: AAPNE APNA BANAYA, MEHERBANI AAPKI …………… HARI OM Guru Bhai/Bahen, Following. Bhajan with Anubhav(s) is from Nasik Satsang audio cassetteof Shri Sureshanand. Ji, in the month of August-September 2003 - Nasik – Shri Sureshanand. Ji’s Satsang Bhajan: Aapne Apna Banaya, Meherbani Aapki …………… Aap ne apnaa banayaa , meherbani aapki Ham to is kaabil na the, Guru. Dev, Par aapne krupaa karke apnaa ekaant, apnee samadhi, ye sab chodkar k, hamaare kalyaan k liye, hamaare beech aakar, hamaare nagar mein aakar hamen deeksha dekar krutaarth kar diyaa hain. Hey Guru. Dev aapkee badee meherbanee hain. Ek chotaa sa bhajan hain: Aapne apnaa banaayaa, meherbani aapki Ham to is kaabil na the(aaaaaa), kadardaani aapki Apne apnaa banayaa …………. (1) Moh mamataa k bandhanon mein, Tera nahin Sumiran kiyaa Hosh huaa to tumhe pukaaraa, Tera daaman thaam liyaa Aapne charanon se lagaayaa, meherbani aapki Ham to is kaabil na the, kadardaani aapki Aapne apnaa banayaa ………… (2)
AUGUST-SEPTEMBER 2003 - NASIK – SHRI SURESHANANDJI’S SATSANG BHAJAN: AAPNE APNA BANAYA, MEHERBANI AAPKI …………… Jab-jab bhakton pe kashta aataa, daude-daude aate ho Bhakton ko darshan dikhaa k, saare dukhde harte ho(ooooooo) Bhakton ko nij-darshan dikhaa k, saare dukhde harte ho Bhakton k kashton ko mitaayaa, meherbaani aapki Maharashtra mein Poona hain, yahan se 200 km. door. Poona se ek bahen aayi thi Ahmedabad Guru Poornima par. Usne bataya, ki, Tarikaa uska naam, chittidee, bole main roj paath karti hoon Shri Asaramayan ka, Guru Mantra ka jap karti hoon. Ek din Poona se Shuroor gaye thi. Paath kar rahee thi, ek padosee mahila aaee milne ko. Usne poochaa kya kar rahe ho. Maine bataya main paath kar rahee hoon. Bole mujhe bhi do, main bhi paath karoon. Sadhika bahen ne us padosi bahen ko bataaya sab Guru. Dev k baare mein aur paath k baare mein. Vo le gayee, paath karti thi roj. Subah time nahin miltaa thaa to shaam ko padti thi roj. Ek shaam ko pad rahi thi. Uska pati apne ek dost k saath motorcycle aa rahaa thaa. Raste se mein door se ek MAHARAJ ne unko ishaaraa kiyaa, gaadi roko. Roki, Bole kya baat hain BABA, bole bas ruko jaraa. Paanch minute beete, do doosre log pasaar ho gaye vahaan se gaadi mein. Uske aur paanch minute baad ve dono gaye aage, to dekhaa ki unke vahaan, BABA k saath khade hone par jo do log nikal gaye the, unka ek truck k saath bhayankar accident ho gayaa hain. Haalat bahut kharaab thi. Ye dono khabar karke policeaadi ko ghar pahunche, pati ne patni ko saari baat batayi, ki, aise ek BABA mile the, aur unhone hamen rokaa, kuch bole nahin MAHARAJ, das minute tak roke rakha.
AUGUST-SEPTEMBER 2003 - NASIK – SHRI SURESHANANDJI’S SATSANG BHAJAN: AAPNE APNA BANAYA, MEHERBANI AAPKI …………… Fir koee do pasaar hue aage gaadi se, USKE BAAD HAMEN KAHA KI AB JAAO. MANO UNHONE HAMAARI GHAAT KO TAAL DIYAA. NA JAANE KAUN THE VO. MAINE TO NAHIN UNKO DARSHAN KIYE DEKHA. Patni kaa paath poora huaa thaa. Usne SHRI ASARAMAYAN pustika k piche BAPUJI ka chitra dikhaya, aur, patidev kahin YE to nahin the? PATI RO PADAA KI YE HI THE. Jab-Jab bhakton pe kashta aataa, daude-daude aate ho, Jab-jab bhi aayaa, hruday ki pukar sacchi ho, prem ho Jab-Jab bhakton pe kashta aataa, daude-daude aate ho Bhakton ko darshan dikhaa k, saare dukhde harte ho(ooooooo) Bhakton k kashton ko mitaayaa, meherbani aapki Ham to is kaabil na the, kadardaani aapki Aapne apnaa banayaa ………… (3) Duniyaa mein mera koee nahin hain, Tera hi ek sahaaraa hain Jag kaa naata jhootaa hain sab, Tera hi pyaar sacchaa hain Aapne rishtaa nibhaayaa, meherbaani aapki Ham to is kaabil na the, kadardaani aapki Aapne apnaa banayaa ………… (4)
AUGUST-SEPTEMBER 2003 - NASIK – SHRI SURESHANANDJI’S SATSANG BHAJAN: AAPNE APNA BANAYA, MEHERBANI AAPKI …………… Ek doosre saadhak ne bataaya, dekho kaise, aadmi kahin bhi baitha ho, vo apne Guru kee smaarti deeksha paa sakta hain sumiran maatra se, naam jap maatra se. Bahut shakti hain. Ham kalpana nahin kar sakte. Ek sadhak ne bataya, unkaa betaa, bhool hue meri, beti unki, baap ka naam Devendra Sharma, unke baap kaa naam Gopal. Sharma - vo bade jyotish vidhya k jaankar the. Jab Devendra Sharma ko beti huee, janampatri taiyaar ke baap Gopal Sharma ne aur unki jyotish kee baaten sacchi hoti thi, log poochne bhi aate the door-door se. Bacchi kee janampatri taiyaar karne par pataa chalaa ki 13 saal kee umra mein Mrutyu yog hain. Ab sab chinta mein pad gaye. Jyon-jyon bacchi badti gayi, chinta badti gayi. Bacchi ne 13’ve saal mein pravesh ki, pataa chala, Bapu. Ji kaa Satsang Haridwar mein hain. Chale. 23 se 26 May 2002 pichele saal jo huaa thaa. Pahle din suna Satsang, doosre din suna, teesre din 25 May ki shaam ko cha(6: 00) baje k baad, jab Guru. Dev ne Kirtan karaya, Kirtan karaate, kuch der baad, kuch minute’onk baad, Guru. Ji ne kaha, bheed bahut hain, thode log nikal jaao, jinko jaana hain, dheere-dheerenikalte jaao. Ab kirtan chal rahaa thaa, vo bacchi kirtan karte-karte gir gayi. Aur unhone chitti mein shabd likhe hain DAM TOD DIYAA, to uski dhadkan band thi. Ham log rone lage. Bacchi ko uthaa k aage laaye. Is ghatana kaa main bhi saakshi hoon, jab aage laaye tab maine dekha ki ye to….
August-September 2003 - Nasik – Shri Sureshanand. Ji’s Satsang Bhajan: Aapne Apna Banaya, Meherbani Aapki …………… To ek sadhak paani lene daudaa, ki kya pataa kya pani le aa-oon. GURUDEV NE ISHARA KIYAA, NAHIN, KUCH NAHIN LAANA. BAITH JAAO SAB, AUR VYAASPEETH PAR SE HEE KEVAL GURUDEV NE DRUSHTI DALI, ASHIRVAAD KEE MUDRA MEIN HATH UTHAYA, aur kirtan chal hee rahaa thaa, us samay, chalu kirtan mein, BACCHI PUNAH KHADI HUEE AANKHE MALTI HUEE, JAISE KOEE GAHREE NEEND SE JAGAA HO. Tere dwaar pe aake Guruvar, Tera darshan paate hain (aaaaaaaaa) Tere dwaar pe aakar Guruvar, Tera darshan paate hain Kar do jeevan mein ujiyaalaa, Teri mahimaa gaate hain. Guru. Dev jeevan mein, sabke jeevan mein, ujaalaa kar rahe hain, kaisa ujaalaa, jaise Surya. Narayan raatri kaa andhera door kar dete hain, usee prakaar Pujya Bapu, agyaan k andhkaar ko door kar dete hain. HARI OM Rupesh.
Sadhu Baba ka anubhav Hari Om Anubhav I'm sending today, is of a Sadhu Baba I met him in a train while returning from Surat from Holi Shivir 2 yrs back. I couldn't get a seat as my ticket was in waiting. As most of the people in train were sadhaks so I didnt worry much. I was just roaming in train talking to sadhaks from Delhi and nearby areas. Some people were doing Kirtan so after all this in the evening I sat on one of the gates of train. Near me one Sadhu Baba was sitting who was also returning from Surat and as there was Kumbh in Ujjain after a month or two he had to get down at Nagda to catch a connectingtrain to Ujjain, As Baba. Ji mentioned that he had taken diksha from Guru. Dev I got more interested in his talks. Ab bhai ko doosra bhai mila tha to baatein to honi hi thi. I started enquiring how he became sadhu, when he took diksha and all sort of things. while we were talking he showed me a wound mark on his head. further he told me - Guru. Dev ki krupa se hi wo bacha hua hain, then he told me his anubhav. In his words (I'm trying to be exact but as it's been two years I apologise to Guru. Dev if I get wrong anywhere)
Sadhu Baba ka anubhav jab hum sadhu ban chuke the ek baar mera bahut bura accidenthua tha, sir se bahut khoon beh gaya tha. sabne umeed chhod di thi. Doctors ne bhi mana kar diya tha. Mera operationhona tha lekin Doctors ne chance lene se mana kar diya fir bhi jab hum operationtheatre tak pahunche humne Bapu. Ji ka simaran chalu kar diya, jab humein behosh kiya gaya to hamari aankhen jaise band hoti gayi lalat par, yahan aagyachakra mein (pointing towards his agyachakra- where tilak is applied) prakash hi prakash nazar aaya. Us prakash ke beech Bapu. Ji bethe hue the aur aashirwad ki mudra mein muskura rahe the. . . . My excitement was increasing, I asked - Bapu ne kuch kaha aapko? To which that Baba. Ji replied- nahin kaha kuch nahin , bus jitni der hamara operation chala Guru. Dev nazar aate rahe aur phir antardhan ho gaye. jab humein hosh aaya to Doctors ne kaha ki case serious tha, kuch bhi ho sakta tha, Baba. Ji aap par Bhagwan ki krupa hui jo aap bach gaye warna itnaa khoon beh chuka tha ki mushkil tha. Us anubhav ko sunte mere dil mein ek anand ki lehar daud rahi thi, ek ajeeb si khushi, ek anand jaisa current daud gaya ho. . .
Sadhu Baba ka anubhav samajh nahin aata wo kya hain, unhe kya padi hain magar phir bhi apni Samadhi ka anand chod kar, apna ekant chod kar daude chale aate hain. jaise Gajendra ke liye Bhagwan daude aaye the, Draupadi ke liye aaye the , aise mere Sad. Guru. Dev kitne dayalu hain. Naam liya nahin ki Kripa barsani chalu. Aur jo nahin bhi japta, jo niyam nahin karta aise mere jaise nalayakon pe bhi unki krupa hain, ab kya kahoon. Labayan ka bhi kahin bayan ho saktahai. Hari OM Manish
Kaise hai wo? ? ? ? Hari Om Bapu bhi kabhi kya karte hain, pata nahin. Kabhi suna hai ki Guru. Dev kisi ke ghar charan gumane gaye hoon aur gharwalon ko pata lagta hai kuch dino ke baad. This happened with one of the Sadhaks in Gurgaon around one or two years back. His name is K. C. Dass and he gives seva at stall in Gurgaon. He lives on first floor. One day his wife was cleaning the house and after she had wiped the floor she went for a bath and when she returned she saw two foot prints in her Verandah. She thought someone might have walked on wet floor, she tried to clean those foot prints but the foot prints won’t go away. In the evening when Dasji returned form office his wife told him about that and he also saw the foot prints, he thought that Guru. Dev might have come but he still had some shanka in his mind and thought that probably it was some sort of design on floor which they might have noticed earlier. However they took a photograph of those footprints. After around a week a lady from her neighbourhood came to meet Das bhai with her young son and told him-- mere bete ne mujhe ek hafte se pareshan kar rakha hai, kehta hai ki usne ek hafte pehle aapke ghar pe ek safed dhadi wale Baba ko dekha jinhone safed chadar ood rakhi thi. Baba. Ji in seedeyon se oopar aaye aur wahan par hath pair dokhar aapke ghar ke
Kaise hai wo? ? ? ? andar gaye aur phir in seedeyon se neeche chale gaye. mujhe to laga ki ye jo keh raha hai iska koi waham hoga lekin jab pareshan kar diya to maine socha ki aapse milwa doon. " when that kid was shown swarup of Guru. Dev that kid said-- yahi Baba the. Yeh sunte hi Dasji Guru. Dev ki karuna ko yaad karte ro pade. I myself saw those foot prints of Guru. Dev but with time they have faded away. While I was writing this I remember one incident someone told me a few years back. Bapu. Ji was going through HIS car somewherein Haryana and on the way car broke down, so while Guru. Dev's driver was lookinginto the fault Bapu. Ji got out from the car and as Bapu. Ji was passing through a village Bapu. Ji sat on a wooden cot outside a house. When the lady of the house came out she saw Guru. Dev relaxing on the cot. She had never seen Guru. Dev before so she asked her, Baba. Ji kuch khaoge and Guru. Dev saidkhila de. She got chhapati (unlike Amdavad where chapatis are thin and small in Haryana villages chapatis are big, thick and hard) and achhar for Bapu. Ji. Aur Guru. Dev ne bade prem se khaya. Kuch salon baad that lady took Diksha from Guru. Dev and went to a Shivir in Amdavad but she did not remember that Guru. Dev was the same Baba. Ji who ate chapati and achhar in her house. when she was standing in darshan line Guru. Dev called her and said , " pehchana hamein tumhare ghar bhojan kiya the ek , baar“
Kaise hai wo? ? ? ? kaise hain wo pyaare , ek baar bhojan karne ke badle janam mrityu ke bandhan se chhudwane wala Gurunaam de diya, kaisi unki saralta hai, kaisi sahejta hai unki jo prem se bula le, jo prem se khila de, itne bhole hain wo, Bapu kehte hain, ab mein chalak ho gaya hoon lekin kahin se lagte hain kya wo chalak. Bilkul bhole hain, na apna swasthya dekhte hain na apna kast, jo unhe rijha le bus unse piche ho jate hain , ab pata nahin sardar kya jadoo kar gaye hain, pahunch gaye punjab ke tour pe. and the latest news --- our correspondentsreport from Amritsar, bahut acche darshan ho rahe hain wahan and Baap. Ji (Shri Sureshanand. Ji) went to see Golden Temple yesterday. Hari Om Manish
Bal. Sanskar Experience Mein jab Hyderabad me tha, tab Bal. Sanskar ki thodi sewa mili thi, Payal Nagpal Didi ke ghar. Hyderabad wale unhe achhe se jaante honge. Bal. Sanskar har Shanivaar shaam 6. 00 se 7. 00 baje tak hota tha. Meri ichha thi ki ek din inhe Bapu. Ji ka Satsang sunayen VCD se, Jis room me Bal. Sanskar chalta tha wahin TV bhi tha. 7 th February, 2004 ko Bapu. Ji ka Delhi se LIVE telecast aa raha tha Aastha Channel me, . . . usme Bapu. Ji karib 5. 00 baje aaye the, to hum sab TV me Bapu. Ji ka LIVE telecastdekh rahe the, karib 5. 30 baje se bachhe bhi aane lage, . . . to unhone bhi Satsang suna LIVE Bapu. Ji ka. Ab jaise 6. 00 bajne wale the, to mere man me aaya, . . . ab to sewa karni hai isliye TV band karna hoga 6. 00 baje, . . lekin LIVE Satsang kaise band karen? Mind me duvidha thi. . Didi se poochha Didi boli chalne do, . . . Antahprerna bhi hui chalne do. Ab tak jo Satsang ho raha tha (mujhe laga) ki vo bacchon ko samajh nahin aayega, . . . mein kahne laga Bapu. Ji inko samajh me aaye aisa kuchh. . . lekin fir laga jaisi aapki marji. Man me haa-naa. . . haa-naa chal hi raha tha. . . Lekin. Mere pyaare Guru. Dev ki karuna kripa to dekhiye, . . . Theek 6. 00 baje se Bapu. Ji Delhi se baithe-baithe. LIVE Bal. Sanskar kaise chalaye ab vo suniye, Announcer naam announce karnelaga, Bapu. Ji ke swagat ke liye pushpmala bhent karnewalonke, . . . to background me Kirtanchalne laga, . . . Madhur-Madhur Naam Hari Om. . . Pawan-Pawan Naam Hari Om. .
Bal. Sanskar Experience fir Bapu. Ji bhi kirtan karwaye. (Aur mein to dang rah gaya, . . . ye kya jo Kirtan mein bachhon ko har Bal. Sanskar. Kendra me karwata tha, . . . bachhon ko keval wahi ek Kirtanaata tha), . . Bapu. Ji wahi Kirtankarwaye. . fir Bapu. Ji Haasya Prayog bhi karwaye. . . (ye bhi har baar hota tha BSK me), . . . fir announcer ne Bapu. Ji se prarthna ki Mantra. Diksha ke liye, . . to Bapu. Ji poochhe, kaun-kaun lena chahta hai to yahan Bal. Sanskar ke saare bachhon ne bade hi utsaah se haath upar kiye, . . . fir Bapu. Ji Saraswatya mantra ki mahima batane lage, . . . (againfor Balsanskar Students). . fir uski mahima batate huye Bapu. Ji Akbar, Birbal aur Khoja wali kahaani sunaye, . . "khoja jinda rah jaayega--subhaan-allah, subhaan-allah. . " ye kahaani bhi pure bachhon ke liye hi fir Bapu. Ji ant me Aarti ke liye sanket diye, to yahan humne bhi aarti ki taiyaari kar li, yahan bachhon ko "Jyot se Jyot Jagao" wali aarti abhi yaad nahin hui thi, . . . lekin unhe shayad "Aum Jai Jagdish Hare" wali aarti hi aati thi. . . to Bapu. Ji bhi "Aum Jai Jagdish Hare " wali hi aarti karwaye. . . Aur aksar aisa hota jab TV me aarti hoti hai to public ki aartiyonke diye dikhaye jaate hain, Bapu. Ji screen me kam hi dikhaate hain, . . . lekin us din Gurukrupa se maximum time Bapu. Ji hi Screen me aa rahe the, . . . aur is beech sabhi bachhon ne Bapu. Ji ki apne haath se aarti ki, . . . Fir karib 6. 30 baje vo telecast band ho gaya.
Bal. Sanskar Experience Bapu. Ji Delhi se baithe-baithe LIVE Aastha TV se Bal. Sanskar. Kendra chalaaye. . Guru. Mahima ka kathya na jaaye aadha akkhar. . Aum Aum aapka chhota Gurubhai Naveen
Locket Hariom every body, After reading the experienceof Paresh bhai, I also want to write some thing about the locket. I am in USA from 15 years, we went to India in 2000 and after coming back, my wife quit eating chicken. At that time we both used to eat chickenand eggs. When she quit, I compelher to eat chickenas food. But she always denied. In 2003 when we started satsang, I ordered some stuff from NJ ashram, they send some Guru. Ji's locket free as GIFT. I put one locket in my Tulsi Mala. Within few months, I also quit eating eggs and chicken. No body ask me to quit. From that day till today I never feel eating that thing. This is kind of miracle. Paresh bhai said right that: "there is someone in this universe who is connectedwith us and has close watch on us all the time. . wherever we are. . . we are not alone in this world. . “ Hariom! Bansi Butta
Locket Hariom, To be in sequence, I also want to share same type of experience. This was the timewhen I did not know much about Bapu and I had not taken diksha. It was 2 nd or 3 rd Jan 1998, when Bapu came to Hyderabad for satsang program. I was fortunateto take part in the seva karya. To be honest, I was totally ignorant about the Bapu's miracles and I just happened to read Youvan Suraksha book and I got inspired. I was very much involvedmyself in niskama seva and really enjoyedthose 3 days. To organize so much big event, samithi gave a Bapu's photo as gift for those whoevergave Rs. 500 as donation. When I saw photo of Bapu, inadvertently. I got a wish that I also want the same photo. Those were my student life and I did not donate any money. So I thought I should not ask as they were only for those who gave donation. But photo was so much attractive and it says Smile in your face is gift from God. That was last day and I was about to leave that place. Moment, I was about to leave, Samithi member called me & gave me the photo saying that you have done a great job and here is the bapu's photo. Still I remember that incident and photo is in our shop. Whenever I see that photo, I get to remember this incident. Regards, Naresh Bajaj
Jatikra darshans hari om So, after Bapu. Ji reached Jatikra, after around 1 hr Bapu. Ji opened the guard window near the gate. Only one Behan was sitting in front of the gate. I also noticed her. She was the first one and I was the second one to reach. After that all people came there. There were less than 50 people. Bapuji looked at everyone, gave ashirwad and talked to 2 Baba. Ji's who lived in some nearby ashram and had stopped knowing that Bapu. Ji had come there. Bapuji sabko niharte rahe thodi der tak phir Bapu. Ji ne dono hath jode aur khidki band kar di lekin thik tarah se nahin ki thi. We all kept standing as Bapu. Ji was standing near the window only and then Bapu. Ji opened the window again and this time Bapu. Ji had a toy, a battery operated fan which had lights and the lights were changing pattern. Bapu. Ji showed all of us that fan and said "Dharmesh kehta hai, yeh yahan nahin milega, bahar se milta hai 1000 rupye ka, tum kya kehte ho. Dekho light bhi badalta hai" phir Bapu ne wo fan hamari taraf kiya aur phir apni taraf kiya. Bapu asked kitna ka hoga yeha. A behan replied from back, Bapu. Ji 30/- Rupye ka. Bapu. Ji looked at her with shararat in HIS eyes and saidchup. . . . and then asked to a Behan who was on tour and used to live in US earlier. Bapu. Ji talked to her in Gujarati. I am writing that in Hindi "kitne ka milta hoga wahan par" that Behan replied"
Jatikra darshans badia quality ka ho to 8 -10$ nahin to 4 -5$ dollar. Bapu. Ji then said "2 $ to 100 rupya na. . " and then said "Dharmesh kehta hai 1000 Rupye ka hai, yahan nahin milega le hum tujhe yahin dete hain le ja 1000 Rupye mein and then handed it over to Dharmesh Bhai and closed the window and went inside the Kutia. In the evening. Bapu. Ji came for a walk but didn’t give darshans. Then the three saints arrived in a Wagon-R. Suresh Baapji, Narsinghanandji and Raju Bhai of Cassette stall. Teeno ke darshan bhi ho gaye, din safal ho gaya. Let me tell you- Suresh Baap. Ji and Narsi Baap. Ji do satsang but Raju Bhai does not do satsang but he prefers seva. You all in India must have seen him in satsangs. Raju bhai stands on cassette stall on first counter in yellow cloths. Suresh Baap. Ji ne Gadi se saman nikala aur doosri Gadi mein Bapu. Ji ka aur doosra saman dala aur phir chale gaye, probably he had a earlier flight. Bapu. Ji's flight was at 8. 10 pm and Bapu. Ji is in Jaipur now for your information. At around 6. 45 pm all of us were allowed to enter Ashram. We all sat there and Bapu. Ji's chair was also setup. Bapu. Ji came walking and HIS car followed. Bapu. Ji was walking very fast, dekhte hi I understood Bapu. Ji was going and was not going to sit there. Bapu. Ji looked at everyone very fast and sat in the car and left. One of the Bhai's said to go to Airport. I don't know I never wish but everytime. I somehow reach there. Bapu. Ji had left and I was looking for my sandals but I couldn't find them. at last I found
Jatikra darshans my sandals and left for Airport. We caught Bapu. Ji in the way and then there was a railway crossing where the barrier was down as a train was arriving. There was much traffic and jam. When I reached to Bapu. Ji was planning to cross to the crossing on foot and there was Shivani Didi's car parked on other side. Bapu. Ji ne apna Kamandal uthaya and said "chal Anoop, chalen. . “ I was just going to my bike, at once Bapu. Ji opened the gate of car. I couldn't move as I was just next to gate of car and Bapu. Ji came out looking inot my eyes. There was no space to move, as the gap between me and Bapu. Ji was only 1. 5 feet. Bapuji said - Dharmesh tu aa ja, hum ja rahe hain. Bapu. Ji crossed over on foot and Shivani Didi drove to Airport. After 15 minutes the crossing opened and we all got out from there. I thought there's no point going to Airport as Bapu. Ji might have even boarded the flight by the time I reach there. So I decided to go home. When I reached the point from where I had to turn right for home and left for Airport, I saw a massive jam. I thought that if I can get stuck in jam Bapu. Ji might be stuck somewhere also. Let me try my luck. I asked a Behan who was in a car just to confirm about the flight and terminal. She told me it was at 8. 10 and at that time it was 7. 45. I thought I can reach Airport, so somehow I reached Airport taking shortcuts and cutting through traffic. When I reached there I saw no car only few sadhaks were standing there waiting for Bapu. Ji. I
Jatikra darshans thought I have reached wrong terminal but at the same time Bapu. Ji came, Bapu. Ji came out of the car and went inside the terminal. we all could see Bapu. Ji going inside and Bapu. Ji stood inside talking to one sadhak uncle who works on airport who was there to receive Bapu. Ji. After Bapu. Ji left we also left for home. lekin pata nahin Bapu chahe 1 ghante ke liye aaye lekin ghar jane ke baad aisa lagta hai jaise sab kuch Bapu ke sath hi chala gaya. bilkul man nahin lagta. Ab to Bapu. Ji is in Jaipur in ekant. Jisko mauka mil jaye fayda utha lena. Probably poonam in Jaipur– don’t take my words. I'm not sure. Just a udti khabar. Bapu. Ji ki hisar ki leelayen in next post. Hari Om manish.
Mere Bapu ki lilayen hisar mein Hari om When Bapu. Ji was in Hisar, as people from Delhi had also gone there so what I heard from them I am posting those lilas of Guru. Dev in Hisar. I dont have any idea about date or time so please forgive me. Bapu. Ji was giving darshans in Hisar Ashram, Bapu. Ji said" yahan par ek chasme wala kala aadmi betha hai, jahan hai khada ho ja. " Bapu. Ji ki leela Bapu. Ji jane. Some people with spectaclesstood but none of them had dark complexion. Some were fair, some wheatish but from the crowd in the centera man stood up with specs and had dark complexion, he had prasad in his hand. He had got Gajar Ke Halwa moulded and cut into pieces as burfi. Bapu. Ji called him, gave him ashirwad, took his prasad and also tasted that. It was a rare scene that people over there witnessedcoz Bapu. Ji rarely tastes anythingthat people offer to Bapu. Ji ki leela kaisi hai, bheed mein bethe hue bhai ka sankalp poora kiya. Hum to untak nahi pahunch sakte par wo to hum tak pahunch hi sakte hain. Bapu hamesha kisi na kisi leela ke dwara apni is baat ko sarthak karte hain.
Mere Bapu ki lilayen hisar mein In another incident Bapu. Ji called a man who was very thin. Bapu. Ji said to him "chai peta hai na, chai pee kar dhatu nash kar li hai“ he replied Bapu. Ji chinta rehti hai, Bapu. Ji said "kis baat ki chinta". he said Bapu. Ji mote hone ki chinta, din mein bahut log tokte hain, Bapu. Ji then told him the way to become healthy. Bapu. Ji said - "kela (banana) khaya kar aur khane ke baad kele ke chilka par jo malai hoti hai na use bhi utar kha liya kar. " There was another mai who had come with her husband some tantrik had done something to her husband. She started weeping in front of Bapu. Ji said- "roti kyun hai, chinta mat kar". then Bapu. Ji ne use husband ko jamin par sidha letne ko kaha aur sevak ko agya di ki andar se morpankh le aaye. Bapu. Ji said" aaj tera naya janm karte hain, yaad rakhiyo aaj ka din. Aaj tera janamdin hai. " With the morpankh Bapu. Ji did something and then apne hath se uske aur uski wife ke muh par pani ke chinte mare. His wife was still weeping, Bapu. Ji said" ab kyun roti hain, tantrik ke liye to hum kaal hain, chinta mat kar, tantrik k liye to hum kaal hain. “ Bapu. Ji hamesha aadi baat hi bolte hain, Bapu. Ji kaal nahi maha kaal hai, sari sristi ko utpan, palan aur nast karne wale mahakaal Shiv hain.
Mere Bapu ki lilayen hisar mein Bapu. Ji chor hain, hamare paapo ko, hamare kasto ko harne wale Hari hain. Log Bhagwan Krishan ko chaliya bolte hain. Unhe zara Bapu. Ji dikha do, Bapu se bada koi chaliya hai, kitno ka dil chura liya aur unhe tadpate hue khudh hasterehte hain. Ab bhi Bapu. Ji Jaipur ashram se nikal gaye, ekant mein, till noon today no one even in Amdavad had any idea, and now even if they have come to know, guru agya nahi hai batane ke liye. And now Bapu. Ji ki sabse madhur leela in Hisar. One day while coming from satsang Bapu. Ji asked Dinesh bhai who was driving the car to get off the car and asked him to come on foot to Ashram, Bapu. Ji sat on the driving seat and stared driving, jinhone wo najara dekha wo batate hain, kaise Bapu. Ji ithlate hue gadi mein bethe aur kitne ithla ke steering ghuma rahe the. About the reason behind Bapu. Ji asking Dinesh bhai to come on foot several kilometers, ab Bapu. Ji hi jane. hamare karmo ko katne ke liye Guru. Dev kya lilaen karte hain ab wo hijane. Hari Om Manish
Bapu. Ji ne photo khichwayi Hari Om As Bapu. Ji was in ekant in Jaipur a few days back, a few bhais went for Guru. Dev's darshan to Jaipur, they got chance for only morning darshans because just after that Bapu. Ji left Jaipur also. In the morning as they were not allowed in pandal so they were standing out doing pheri of Bad. Dada. Bapu. Ji us time vyaspith ke peche sair kar rahe the. As soon as they saw Bapu. Ji all people ran and sat in pandal. Bapu. Ji passed from one gate on bhai's side and then passed from another gate on mai's side. After another round Bapu. Ji entered pandal from mai's side and talked to some behan on tour. At that time Aditya. Bhai (Bhai from Delhi ) took one photo of Guru. Dev) Then Bapu. Ji sat on the chair and was talking to some bhai from samiti or Ashram and that Bhai was showing some papers to Guru. Dev. All this while Aditya Bhai was zooming on Bapu from his camera just trying to capture Bapu. Ji in frame. he hadn't planned to click a photo at that time because dant pad sakti thi but was looking for an opportunity. He didn’t notice but Bapu. Ji was looking at him. Bapu. Ji pointed towards him and called him. He couldn't see that as he was looking through the viewfinderof camera. Prem Bhai sitting next to him asked him to rush as Bapu. Ji was calling him. when he crossed the rope , he
Bapu. Ji ne photo khichwayi just sat a few feets from table of Bapu. Ji said" Ab kheench photo, thik se liyo, isko mat liyo beech mein (pointing to Bhai who was sittingjust in between opposite. Bapu. Ji and Bapu. Ji asked that bhai to shift sideways. Bapu. Ji tayar hoke beth gaye, aise tan ke jaise ek chhota baccha pehli baar apni photo click karwa raha ho. Bapu. Ji ki lila wohi jane. Aditya bhai took a full length photo of Guru. Dev including the Lotus Feet of Guru. Dev and after that did pranaam to Guru. Dev and rushed back to his place and all this while Bapu. Ji kept looking at Aditya Bhai only. After that Bapu. Ji continued talking to that bhai. After Jaipur Bapu. Ji went to Pushkar and now Bapu. Ji is in AMET Ashram. It's near Udaipur and a satsang programmeis expectedin a few days probably in Rajasthan and some distant possibilities in Delhi. Hari Om Manish
My first meeting with sai Hari om As I was thinkingabout what darshans should I post so I rememberedthe very first time I talked to Bapu. Ji. I don’t remember if I have posted this anubhav before but still. . . ( if it's a repost please apologise me. ) It was Guru. Poonam, That was the first Guru. Poonam in Rajokari Ashram, probably in year 2002 because prior to that Guru. Poonam used to happen in Rohini Delhi. That was my second Guru. Poonam as I took diksha on first , one in Rohini and I was in Jal Seva. I was given seva of getting Ice from Gurgaon everyday. 2 trips to Gurgaon and back. Gurgaon to Rajokari is just 15 minutes but due to traffic it used to take more than an hour. For the first 2 days I did not even get a chance for Darshan not even for listening a single word of satsang because I was always out of Ashram during satsang and when I used to reach Ashram, Bapu. Ji was not on Vyaspith As I used to reach late at night. and leave early in the morning from home and also due to loading and unloading of Ice my clothes used to get
My first meeting with sai very dirty and my mother scolded me a lot and didn’t allow me to go to Ashram on 3 rd day. They locked me in my room and didn’t let me go. I called up another Bhai and informed him that I cannot come and asked him to manage somehow. I kept lying on my bed and kept crying till noon. My parents went to satsang in the morning and they asked me if I wanted to accompany them but I refused and said I don’t want to go with you. I don’t remember when I went inot sleep while crying and I woke up at 1. 00 pm with my pillow completely wet with tears. I was thinking that 2 dino mein darshan hue nahi, aaj aane nahi diya. Bapu. . Guru. Poonam ke darshan bhi honge ke nahi. " My parents had returned home and I just rose from bed and took my scooter and ran away. My parents kept calling me from behind but I ignored them and left without saying a single word. Caught a bus and reached Ashram. Bapu. Ji was still on Vyaspith satsang was over but darshan lines were , moving. I didn’t go for Darshan but went back to my seva and thoughtthat I'll listen to last satra in the eveningaur tabhi darshan ho jayenge. In the eveningas it was last satra so we did not have to get Ice so I went ahead and sat in the side outside the pandal
My first meeting with sai for satsang but I didn’t get a glimpse of Bapu. Ji. After satsang when darshan lines were moving I went ahead and stood where other Ashramwasis were sitting. I was crying bitterly. I tried to go ahead but no one let me go. My clothes were also soaked with mud, my pajamas folded upto my knees and at that time I did not even care. One small child from Ashram, seeing me crying said to me " aapko kya takleefhain, Suresh Baap. Ji se keh do“Suresh. Baap. Ji was also sittingthere. I replied"koi takleef hi to nahi hain, kisse kya kahoon. " I stood there crying for more than an hour and then Shekhar Bhai was coming out of pandal. One Sevadari said to him about me and Shekhar Bhai replied, " jaye kaun rokta hai" one bhai from security seva pushed me forward and somehow I reached a few feet from Vysapith I sat there as. Bapu. Ji was meetinganother people. After they met Bapu. Ji I was about to reach Vyaspith when the Bhai near Vyaspith stopped me and said "kya kaam hai" maine kaha" darshan karne hain“ he said" ho gaye na, ab ja". I thought " Bapu. Ji itne paas aa ke bhi door ja raha hoon. itne mein hi man meprerna hui and I said" Gurgaon mein 11 Bal
My first meeting with sai Sanskar ka sankalp hai, Bapu. Ji se Ashirwad lena hai". To tell u the truth I never had thought any such thing lekin jaise Bapu. Ji ne mujhse yeh karwani hi to unhi ne prerna bhi di. He took me to Bapu. Ji and Bapu. Ji looked me. When Bapu. Ji was looking at me I was wiping my tears. Bapu. Ji smiled, I said" Bapu. Ji, Gurgaon mein 11 Bal Sanskar Kendra kholne ka sankalp hai, aapka Ashirwad lena hai. Bapu. Ji smiled, looked at me, apne sidhe hath se mutthi band ki aur mujhe himmat di aur kaha" shabash, ja ho jayega" and then gave me an apple. Main to paagal ho gaya tha aur is paagalpan mein wahan se aisa bhaga ki Bapu. Ji ki agli lila dekhna hi bhool gaya. I was second last to meet Bapu. Ji and after that Bapu. Ji met HIS favorite- A sardar and Bapu. Ji ne usse bhangra karwaya aur khudh bhi Vyaspith par khade ho gaye aur Bhangra kiya. (sai ki mauj to maine sirf peeche suni lekin dekhi nahi) aisi najar padi sai ki us din ki poora hil gaya tha main. Wo shan bata nahin sakta. Mere devta mujhko dena sahara, kahin chooth jaye na daman tumhara Hari om Manish
I also met Bapu in Rajokari Guru poonam-2002 first time Hariom, Manish bhai wrote his first darshan, I also give my first darshan with Bapu. It was an unforgettable moment. This was the time when I went to Delhi for my Visa. I submitted my application and to my fortunate Bapu gave Guru. Poonam Darshan in Delhi. So I reached Ashram and joined in stall seva. I am more interested in doing seva rather in listening satsang. I can always listen satsang afterward by CD or audio tape but getting seva is not that much easy. So any Shivir or program, I will be in seva only. Bapu like whoever does seva. He knows every thing. I did seva for three days program and never get in to pandal. I really enjoyed my seva. On last day, I made a sankalp that I will meet Bapu personallyand get HIS signature on bapu's laminatedphoto. I told to myself that till Bapu meet me in person, I won't take food. Meeting in pandal is not that much easy, so what I have done is I went back side of pandal where bapu's car goes out. I stayed whole day waiting for Bapu. I felt thirstyas sun was scorching. And there was no sign of any tap water. It is kind of jungle where all the unwanted trees were occupied. Bapu knows everything. my surprise, a tanker came to that side for some reason and To from that I drank lot of water. Then I was thinkingabout that I am meeting king (badsha) and I do not have any thing to give. Then I had littlemoneyin my pocket. Bapu never see how much but just a token of love and guru dakshina.
I also met Bapu in Rajokari Guru poonam-2002 first time Then I thought I want some envelope as it won't look nice. Luckily I found a cover in my mala bag and put the money in that cover. I waited whole morning, afternoon and evening. But Bapu never came out. It was very much confirmed that Bapu will go out from this gate only. So I patiently waited and my eyes always concentrated on gate only. At 9: 30 PM bapu's car came out. Same time one man in his white cloth came and waited along with me. Bapu's car passed by us but stopped suddenly after some distance. Bapu knows that man and he called him. I also ran and saying just one word Bapu. . I gave my packet to Bapu and HE pulled that cover from my hand gave prasad. And HE told take it (le le). The moment HE touched my hand, a electric current passed in my whole body and felt very hungry as well. I ran in Jet speed. Rasoi Ghar. As they were to about to close and I joined the line. One bhai from behind gave me thali as I did not had one. I ate so much and after that I slept. Next morning, when I was doing jap I can feel the difference in my concentration. I never felt that peace in my heart and still never happened again afterwards. But I cherish those moments and that was my first meeting personally as well. Ye kaisa hi jadoo, samaj mein na aaye. Regards, Naresh Bajaj
Faridabad mein darshan aur 108 BSK ka ashirwad Hari Om (While writing I got a bit confused about dates and time, please forgive me) probably have combined 2 darshans of Bapu. Ji in Faridabad at different times in a single as I'm not able to recall what happened when but the instance of taking prasad for Bapu. Ji and talking to HIM about BSK happened in year 2002 around Diwali only. After talking to Bapu. Ji for the first time uske baad darshan to kai baar hue, Bapu. Ji September 2002 mein Gurgaon bhi aaye aur tab Bapu. Ji ne mera hath bhi pakda tha for 10 minutes in Jatikra which I have already posted on Group. After around 15 days Bapu. Ji had given Vidyarthi. Shivir in Agra, ( I'm somewhat confused about dates so please forgiveme. it was around the time of Diwali and Adyatmik. Gyan Pratiyogita I could not go to. the Shivir as I had seva for Adyatmik Gyan Pratiyogita As it was Diwali. time so Bapu. Ji had to go to Amdavad and for that Bapu. Ji had to come to Delhi for catchinga flight so I was hopeful of getting. Darshans. Bapu. Ji left Agra, and in the way gave satsang in Sikri as people over there waiting for Bapu. Ji on road and we kept waiting for Bapu. Ji in Delhi that Bapu. Ji would be coming. Bapu. Ji stayed overnightin Faridabad at that time, so I reached Faridabad Ashram next morning. I never used to ask pocketmoney from my
Faridabad mein darshan aur 108 BSK ka ashirwad parents but I could buy what needed and at that time I was in collegeand I was also teaching science to a student, I didn’t need money so I was just taking 100 Rs from him. At around the same time I got my first salary so I thought I'll take prasad for Bapu. Ji. I had 100 Rs so I got Kajus for 90 and decoratedthe box with balance 10 Rs. I wanted to take more prasad but I wanted that with my own money not with my parents and I had only Rs 100. So I took those Kajus and some photos of Bal Sanskar Programmes that we had organizedfor showing to Bapu. Ji. In the morning Bapu. Ji went into the fields for a walk and while returning Bapu. Ji called all of us there. Bapu. Ji ne ishara kiya aur sab daud pade. Some fell, again rose and started running. no one cared about the thorns in the field but ran till they reach Bapu. Ji but over there some one tried to touch Bapu so Bapu. Ji didn’t stay there for long and went back to the Kutia. I was continuouslypraying to Bapu. Ji ki Bapu. Ji mein to pahunch nahi paunga aap tak par yeh prasad jaroor sweekar lena. I asked many people to take the prasad and get it touched from Bapu. Ji and also show the photos of BSK. but all of them said, you should go but I didn’thave any hope on my fate. Main Sudama ki tarah apni kismat ko dekh raha tha par us Krishna ki karuna ke bare mein dekhna kya socha bhi nahi. I even asked Govind bhai who is Bapu. Ji's guard for the same. He said, I cannot do it but I'll try to send u. Bapu. Ji
Faridabad mein darshan aur 108 BSK ka ashirwad khele ja rahe the. In the afternoon. Bapu. Ji was sittingbehind Vyaspith tent and talking to Samiti. We could see Bapu. Ji sitting on chair. After that Bapu. Ji came in the pandal aur bahut prasad uchala. Bapu. Ji was touchingeveryone'sprasad. I was standing in the last just near the Bapu. Ji's way. As Bapu. Ji came near talking to some people I was standing there trying to gather courage to speak something and I was waiting for an opportunityso I don’t interrupt. After speaking Bapu. Ji was just touching the prasad of someone next to me and Bapu. Ji was about to turn back leaving me. I decided, abhi nahi to kabhi nahi and I gathered courage and said" Bapu. Ji, aapse Rajokari mein Guru. Poonam par Ashirwad liya tha Gurgaon mein 11 bal sanskar ke liye" I myself didn’t know what I was saying at that time. I had said this much ki Bapu. Ji turned around almost at the speed of light and said" haan, ho gaye poore. " I was surprised Bapu. Ji remembered me and Bapu. Ji had an excitementin HIS eyes. Bapu. Ji was looking into my eyes directly. I had prasad in my hands. Bapu. Ji kept HIS hand on prasad and kept a Chuara also for me. Bapu. Ji gave one Chuara to Saurabh Bhai (he was with me) all this while I was saying to Bapu. Ji" ji Bapu. Ji 16 ho gaye hain" Bapu. Ji said " ab kitne 21" I said" Guru. Dev 108 ka sankalp hai, aap kripa karna" Bapu. Ji said" shabash, ho jayenge"Bapu. Ji ne aisi drishti se dekha ki hazam nahi hui. As Bapu. Ji went back in Kutia, I and Saurabh ran, from pandal, kept running till the main road , that was
Faridabad mein darshan aur 108 BSK ka ashirwad around 300 m. only then we could stop. aisi shakti ka anubhav hua ki bhage hi ja rahe the. After that Saurabh went in Ashram but I kept standing there for traffic seva. I didn’t even listen to satsang. After 2 hrs Bapu. Ji came out, Bapu. Ji was going to Jatikara and Bansal uncle from Gurgaon was driving Bapu. Ji's car. the car stopped exactly in front of me. I kept standing there holding my hands. The window was open. I was alone there. Dinesh bhai took the car from Bansal uncle. Bapu. Ji was looking at me but neither Bapu. Ji nor me said anything, (aankhon me hi ishara ho gaya, bethe jina ka sahara ho gaya) another bhai came running and gave Bapu. Ji his pen and said Bapu. Ji mera kal exam hai. Bapu. Ji touched his pen and rolled over the windows and car moved to Jatikara. Next day my ma didn’t let me go to Jatikara In the afternoon I got a call. that Bapu. Ji talked about BSK's in Gurgaon and I got an excuse. I lied to my ma " Bapu. Ji ne Bal Sanskar ki report mangvayi hai aur mujhe bulaya hai and ran away" meri ma bhi janti hai ki main jhooth bol raha tha aur Bapu ke paas jane ka bahana tha. Aage jatikara ke anubhav to likh hi chuka hoon. HARI OM Manish
Uttrayan ke madhur darshan Hari om Is baar Bapu ki aisi mauj hui, kuch poocho mat, unki kripa ki aisi drishti padi, mein pagal ho gaya tha. I had reservationfor 12 but I left on 11 and reached Amdavad on 12 evening. We didn’t go to Ashram as it was quite late and by the time we would have reached Ashram Bapu. Ji would have left Ashram so we stood on the way from where Bapu. Ji's car was to pass. After waitingfor about 30 minutes. Bapu. Ji's car came. I was just praying to Bapu. There was another behan standing a few feets before me. As Bapu. Ji's car approachedher she became overjoyedand shouted, Bapu. Ji maine darshan nahi kiye, main to abhi aayi hoon and the car slowed down. Bapu. Ji looked at her and smiled and then car sped again. I thought ki Bapu mere paas nahi rukenge lekin wo to dayalu hain. Mere paas car slow hui and Bapu. Ji lookedat me smilinglyaur unhone hath se ishara bhi kiya. At that time the bhajan that was playing in Bapu. Ji's car was" sapne mein guru ko dekhon, jagoon to darshan paon"<--(Madhu Aunty, do u remember). after Bapu. Ji went we also returned to Ashram. we were so overjoyed. poore 1 mahine baad darshan aur wo bhi itne jabardast, wo bhi aate hi. Hum to nachte , koodte hue Ashram pahunch gaye. din bhar kuch nahi khaya tha lekin darshan se pet bhar gaya. In the morningwe again stood on the road, when Bapu. Ji came Bapu. Ji again lookedat me aur unhone ishara aisa kiya mano keh rah hoon" tu abhi tak yahi hai". As
Uttrayan ke madhur darshan reached Ashram, I didn’t go to the pandal in the riverbed but I kept sitting in the pandal above. In the night when we were about to sleep one sevadar announced. All Poonam Vrat Dharis pack their bags and reach Ashram, I thought ki seva hogi isliye saman ke sath bulaya hai, as we reached on the road to Ashram, hamari kismatkhul gayi. we were informedthat Bapu. Ji ki agya hui hai aur hamein Gaushala mein jana tha. Gaushala is just behind Bapu. Ji's Vatika and we were given tents just next to Narayan Sai's Kutir Only 50 of us reached there. Bus kehte hain na jin. par ho khas inayat Sad. Guru ki unko hi sandesha jata hai aur wo hi bulaye jate hain. The announcement was made in the tents but only 50 of us reached there. Aisa pavitra vatavaran aur Bapu. Ji ki Vatika ke paas rehne ka saubhagya, jahan Ashram ke Samarpit Sadhko ko bhi jane ke liye agya leni padti hai humein wahan rukne ka saubhagya wo bhi poore 4 dino tak. Mann mein sapne the ki Bapu darshan denge aur na jane kya. In the morning we did our niyam in Bapu. Ji's Vatika. Wahan ke pavitra vibrations mein niyam mein aisa maja aaya jitna pehle kabhi nahi aaya tha. Bapu. Ji ke darshan to nahi hue par humein jane ko kaha gaya. Hum bahar road par hi Bapu. Ji ki wait karne lage. Jab Bapu. Ji gaye to car bahut speed se nikal gayi. I reached Ashram and while Bapu. Ji was giving satsang and dhyan on 14 morning I stood some distance from Bapu. Ji entrance in riverbed pandal, I could not hear any satsang from there but I stood there. Wahan khade mujhe Bapu ki bahut yaad aa rahi thi aur meri ankhon se
Uttrayan ke madhur darshan aansu aa gaye, mujhe pata nahi kya hua maine ek bhai ko apne prasad aur jo kishmish ki mala maine Bapu ke liye banai thi use de dia aur kaha, maine Bapu ko prasad nahi dena, tu de dena unhe. He said nahi, tu hi dena but when I refused he said, ki mein de doonga lekin Bapu ko keh doonga ki tu Bapu ke paas nahi ja raha. maine kuch nahi suna aur mein wahan se chala gaya. Maine jakar bhojan kiya aur BSK ki training main chala gaya. After a few hours as I saw that bhai, I asked whether he had given my prasad to Bapu. Ji or not, he said he will give that in the evening. In actual he was fearing to go again as he had already met Bapu. Ji the day before and Bapu. Ji accepted his prasad and the woolen socks that he had got for Bapu. Ji and the cap that he had got Bapu. Ji gave him as prasad. Main pagal ho gaya tha, pehle to main mana kar raha tha lekin phir maine apna prasad usse wapis le liya aur seedha Vyaspith par pahunch gaya. Maine Bapu. Ji ko kaha " Bapu aapke liye Kishmish ki mala banai hai" itna bolna tha ki Bapu ne mere hath se wo mala cheen li, then I offered my prasad to Bapu. Ji, Bapu. Ji ne prasad sparsh kiya aur mujhe prasad bhi diya. I had taken a small kid along with me and he was holding another prasad box in his hand which a behan from Gurgaon had sent for Bapu. Ji. As Bapu. Ji looked at that kid, I gave the marriage card of that behan and told Bapu. Ji about the same as it was that behan's marriage. Bapu. Ji snatched that box and took half of prasad from that and said to me "ye use de dena”. I said " ji Bapu". Shayad usi behan ke sankalp the jo
Uttrayan ke madhur darshan mein na na karte hue pahunch hi gaya. In dino jo BSK ki training hui wo bhi bahut jabardast thi, sabhi Santon ka sanidhya mila, trainingdi Suresh Baap. Ji ne, Varsha Behan, Rekha Behan, Krishna behan ne. Raat ko training mein der ho jati thi isliye raat ke darshan 14 Jan tak nahi hue. On 15 th morning Bapu. Ji BSK ke Sanchalko ko ashirwad dene wale the aur wahan Bapu. Ji hum logo ke beech se nikle, mere bilkul najdeek se nikle aur aise Anubhav hua jo labayan tha. Aaj to training khatam ho gayi thi so I was happy ki raat ke darshan bhi honge, raat ko Bapu. Ji ko kisi ne mukut bhent kiya aur Bapu. Ji wo pehan kar hi apni kutia mein gaye. Bapu. Ji ki car bahut slow ja rahi thi. Bapu ne mujhe dekha aur car jane par bhi palat ke dekhte rahe lekin kaha kuch nahi, usse thodi der pehle hi Narayan Sai ke darshan hue the. As I was waiting for Bapu. Ji Narayan Sai came, people were following. HIS car but mujhe to Bapu ke darshan karne the, car mujhse 7 -8 hi door ruki hui thi lekin mera man nahi hua jane ka, lekin Sai ne car bada kar mere paas rok di aur mujhse poocha" kahan se hai tu" I said sai "Delhi se". Sai ne mujhe prasad diya aur phir thodi baat ki and then Sai went ahead in HIS Kutir After that. Bapu. Ji ke darshan hue, Bapu. Ji mukut pehne hue the, jab mere aage se Bapu ki car chali gayi lekin aage jake ruk gayi. I ran behind the car and was lookingfor a lift. two three autos passed but none stopped. then 1 auto stopped, I jumped into it and he drove. In the way 3 -4 more bhais were also walking. I asked them to come into. He took us to Vatika. Bapu. Ji ki car ruki hui thi. We jumped and ran
Uttrayan ke madhur darshan towards the car and asked Auto to wait for 5 minutes. As we reached near the car, Bapu. Ji asked one of the bhais who went with me " kahan se hai" he replied Bapu. Ji Delhi se. Bapu. Ji phir Kutia mein chale gaye, raat ko jab hum sone gaye to phir se Narayan Sai ke darshan hue. next morning. Shivir khatam ho gaya tha aur Bapu. Ji bhi thodi late hi satsang mein aaye. Mein jab pandal mein darshan ke liye gaya to thodi der baad Bapu. Ji upar pandal ki Vyaspith se chale gaye kyunki Bapu. Ji ke mitra Sant aaye the. Bapu. Ji unse milne chale gaye. Us samay mein Vyaspith par hi seva mein tha to wahan bhi darshan hue. upar pandal mein jaldi se Bapu. Ji aur un Sant ke liye vyasgaddi banai gayi. Thodi der baad Bapu. Ji un Sant ka hath pakad kar pandal mein aaye. Bahut hi najdeek se Bapu. Ji ke aur un Sant ke darshan hue. Bapu. Ji ne un Sant ke bare mein bataya ki unhone 60 saalon se kuch khaya piya nahi hai. Jab ve 16 saal ke the to ek baar bhajan ga rahe to Mata. Ji prakat hui aur unse sath chalne ko kaha. Ve bole ki aapke sath jaonga aur bhookh lagegi to kya khaonga to Mata. Ji ne unhe Ashirvaad diya aur us din ke baad unhone kuch bhi khaya piya nahi hai. Ve Sant bhi Mata. Ji ke roop mein the, unhone sari pehni hui thi aur shingar kiya hua tha, 76 saal ki age aur phir bhi bahut chust aur phurtile the. Phir Bapu. Ji neeche pandal mein chale gaye aur wahan satsang ke bad vatika chale gaye. All this while I was standing in seva behind upper pandal.
Uttrayan ke madhur darshan Jab tak Bapu. Ji nahi aaye tab tak meri seva pandal mein thi uske baad to Ashram ke sevadari aa hi gaye the. In the evening when Bapu. Ji came for satsang, all of us thought that Bapu. Ji had gone to pandal in Sabarmati riverbed as usual and only I and one bhai from Ashram were standing behind upper Vyaspith but Bapu. Ji came out to the upper pandal. I saw Bapu. Ji and informed another bhai from Ashram. He asked me to get inside but as I was standing next to railing I couldn't hide. I tried to hide behind curtain but couldn't. Bapu. Ji was looking at me and came and stood near me. In the pandal people stood looking at Bapu. Ji, Bapu. Ji pointed at them to sit down & went back to Kutia looking at me and then to lower pandal. Bapu. Ji ne us din sham ko 16 th eveningjo satsang sunaya Bapu. Ji ne kaha ye cassette sab lekar jaye. Us din Bapu. Ji ne apne anubhav Narayan Bapu aur Ghat Wale Baba ke sath aur Shri Yog Vasistha se katha sunai. Beech mein Bapu. Ji ne kaha ki hamein un Sant ki yaad aa rahi (jo dopahar ko aaye the) kyunki wo is samay mujhe yaad kar rahe hain. Next day Bapu. Ji dopahar tak nahi aaye aur humhe wapis aana tha. Jab hum thak kar Ashram aa gaye to thodi hi der mein Bapu. Ji Ashram aa gaye aur mujhe toffee di lekin wo kisi aur ke hath lag gayi. Bapu. Ji jab vyaspith par pahunche to bole “tum ja rahe ho, tum hamein chod kar kaise ja sakte ho" yeh jab maine suna to unki leela sunkar meri aankhon se aansu aa gaye. Kya unki karuna hai ki humein jate bhi itne madhur darshan de gaye. Hari om Manish
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